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March 2004

Saturday, March 27, 2004

Autumn and I went to see a sneak preview of The Prince and Me tonight and oh my gosh! That is like the cutest movie EVER! lmao And the guy who plays Prince Eddie.... *sigh* I adore him. Everyone needs a Prince Eddie. *gushes* Oh, as soon as it comes out, everyone go see it! Or, there's another sneak peak tomorrow night too(should be all through the country) and you could go to that. But yes, absolutely adorable movie.

Now I'm watching the new ABC Family original romantic comedy. My main reason for watching it... it has Ethan Embry in it. lol He's adorable too. ;) I especially heart him as Harry in A Far Off Place, which I watched last night. lol I need to get that movie on DVD so that I don't have commecials in it. ;) lol It's one of those taped off TV movies. :) All righty, well, I'd best be off. I really should be asleep right now since I've gotta get up fairly early for church in the morning, but I think I'll watch the rest of this movie. Night!

][ 11:28 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

I am an ideot. lmao It's true. Let me elaborate. So, this afternoon I was sitting here in the recliner(like I am now) when all of a sudden my internet stopped working. So, you know, I figured the cable was out for a few minutes and it'd be working again in a bit. A couple hours later I still couldn't connect on my laptop. So I go to the modem and router in my room and they're both working and the cable light is on. I try the net on my desktop and it worked so I'm all like, okay... whatever. Then a few mintues later it doesn't and I reset the modem and the cable light won't stop blinking. I was slightly aggitated at that point. lmao I finally called the cable company and we were experiancing problems in our service area so I was like, okay it'll be fixed by the time I get home from work. I get home from work, the cable light is on and I try my laptop again. It won't work. lmao So I reset the router and mess with some things, still doesn't work on the laptop, but works on my desktop and my parent's desktop.

I'm a little more aggitated at that point as well. lol So what do I decide to do? I put all the files on my laptop on a disk(wasn't too much) and I do a whole system restore to the factory setup my laptop was in when I first got it. That takes like a bit over a half an hour. I get that done, STILL can't get the internet to work on my laptop! So, I'm working on uninstalling all the stupid programs that originally came on my comp when I notice that this little switch on the front of my laptop isn't on and it was always before 'cause there would be a little green light. So, I switch it on and then notice there's some writing engraved on it. It says "Wireless LAN." LMAO Apparently I had accidently switched it off earlier and all I had to do was turn it back on and low and behold, the internet worked again! *shakes head* Oh, I got such a good laugh out of all of that, I hope you all did too. ;) lol Ahh... the stupidity of me. Hehehe. I love myself. ;) And I love God with His AWESOME sense of humor. :D

That brings me to work. It was good. We got a pretty good crowd for the show and Brian J. was being a dork and pulling up his shorts really high and walking around with his glasses on trying to be a nerd or something. ;) lol He was quite humorous and then it was even funnier when he realized there were customers and he tried to pull his shorts back down to their normal position really fast, but he'd tightened his belt an he couldn't. lmao

After everyone was in to the theatre and the movie had been started I waited for Ben to come downstairs before I could go. Then I he mentioned something to me and we started talking and we got into a deep conversation starting with talking about The Passion of the Christ and moving on to our thoughts on different Biblical views and how science likes to explain things that we believe in by faith, etc. It was a really awesome conversation and I totally thanked God as I was starting my car afterward because I was really glad I got to talk to Ben about that stuff. :) I haven't had a deep, religious conversation with another Christian for a while so it made me feel really good and it was also nice because he has the same views on a lot of things that I do. Ben's fun to talk to about stuff. :) Well, that's it for now. I'm off. Ta ta!

][ 11:33 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Wow, I am very much hearting my laptop right now. lmao Why you ask? Because I've been putting off attempting to configure it to connect to the internet via our wireless router the past few days and last night I decided that I should get it done today. So, last night I got online and looked up how to configure windows to connect to the net, etc., etc. But I decided I was too tired last night to do it. So, I just got home a bit ago from taking Tammy to school and I whiped out my laptop and decided to give it a go. I started with the instructions I found and low and behold... I didn't even have to go through them at all! I just clicked a couple things and woo haw, I was wirelessly connected to the internet! *dances* So now I'm sitting in our recliner watching Going to the Mat 'cause there's nothing on TV. lol Plus, I've got my happy USB optical mouse that I can use on the arm rest! Man, this is rockin. ;) lmao

Yesterday I was... sort of good as far as doing web things went. lol I at least got kra-zay.com up. :) It's the new home of my fanlisting collective. I like it much better than having Scandalicio.us. Glad I decided to change it and all. And I did get all my fanlistings moved over to the new domain now too so that makes things a lot easier as well. :) I've got two fanlistings I still need to find homes for though. One I've got an offer on at least though so that's good. :) The other I haven't gotten any offers on. Anyone interesting in taking over the Zorro TV series fanlisting? :D lol

All righty, I guess this is it for now. Perhaps I'll do some more posting later. Aww... this movie has such a cute ending... lol That was random. lol Ta ta!

][ 10:13 AM

Monday, March 22, 2004

Major lack of bloggage here, I know. I had a rather busy weekend though and each time I was at home and had time to blog I either felt sick and/or tired and just elected to go to sleep instead. And mostly before midnight too which is, of course, odd for me. ;) lol But, let's see... I didn't end up going to the rock concert at the theatre on Thursday night. I couldn't get anyone to go with me and I was too afraid to go by myself. I talked to Ben on Friday though and he was there and he told me that I probably would not have liked it anyway. I don't know, I might have, but mostly I'm sure it wasn't totally my style of music. Oh well, maybe I'll get someone to go with me next time or something, we'll see. :)

Friday morning is the one I'm all excited to tell you about though. ;) lol I went to work with my mom in the morning and got to sit there for three hours. lol I read a good chunch of my current book though so that wasn't too bad. ;) After work mom drove me to Circuit City where we walked straight to the computer section and... guess who bought a brand new laptop computer? Well, if you guessed Nick Carter, I don't know, he could have, but I've never met him so he doesn't call me and I don't really know for sure. ;) lmao BUT, if you guess that it was me... *ding, ding, ding* you are CORRECT! :D *dances* lol It's all pretty and lovely. Hehehe. It's a Sony Vaio and it's pretty darn nice. :) The only bummer is that I was all double excited because it came with a program called winDVD that lets you take screen caps and stuff, but of course, it's the Sony version and they dissabled that feature because I cannot get it to work. :( RAWR to Sony for doing that! Now that means I've gotta either buy a regular copy of winDVD or a copy of PowerDVD and either way, it's like $40-$50. Blarg. I was all excited to take screen caps of SG-1 too. *sniffs* Oh well, despite that, I friggin' got a laptop so that's pretty cool and has kept me happy. ;) lol

I took my laptop in to work with me on Friday so I could set it up. I'd brought an SG-1 DVD with me to watch and cap, but you know, that's when I discovered that I couldn't get the capture option to work. :P lol So I half-watched the episode "Window of Opportunity" and half-talked to Ben during the first show. When I got home in the evening I had just enough energy to watch part two of the SG-1 season finally before I felt like crap and elected to go to sleep. But it was a super good episode except that they FROZE Jack at the end and just left it! I mean, that was the end, they just froze him and cut it off and now I have to wait until July to find out what happens next! lol Rawr! But yeah, I knew the lost city would be Atlantis and that it would be on Earth ever since they first mentioned the lost city in one of the episodes. I don't know, it just seemed way obvious to me and then they announced that they were going to do a spin-off series called Stargate Atlantis and that just made it more than obvious. ;) lol

Saturday I went to work again and took my laptop with me as well. I didn't bring any DVDs though. Instead I worked on some card design stuff for my up-coming SG-1 TCG. It ended up coming out pretty good too so that was super nice. :) I shall probably put up sneak-peaks to them all in a week or so once I get some more cards made, etc. Don't know when I'll end up finally launching the TCG though. lol Still got a ways to go on it and all. I've come up with a couple spiffy ideas for games though so I've got a least a good start on things. ;)

After I got home from work on Saturday I talked to Sam for a while on AIM so that was super cool. :D *hugs Sam* Sorry I didn't call you yesterday too Sam, perhaps today will work maybe. :) There's probably still a few hours before you get home from school though. lol Anyway, Sam finally got herself a reseller account at Netrillium. *sigh* I so heart mine. :D lol I've pretty much got all of my domains on it now. ;) My parents got home from watching the movie after I'd been talking with Sam for a while so I got offline and talked to my parents and then we watched the newest Disney Channel original movie, Going to the Mat. I had mom tape it for me during the day since I wouldn't be home from work in time to watch the beginning. It was pretty darn good though. Much better than half the Disney original movies. There's only been a handful of others that were very good and I really liked this one so now I'm glad I've got it taped. ;) lol

Sunday morning I woke up and went to church where I was again invited to the sepcial early showing of The Passion of the Christ(which is what we have playing right now) that day. Daddy also told me that he'd go with me if I didn't want to go by myself and no one else would accompany me. I thanked him, but ended up going to the special early show by myself. It was mostly for the youth groups from our church and the other local churches so I felt a tad bit out of place. But the movie... that's probably the hardest I've ever cried in my entire life. I mean, everything that Jesus went through, it hurts me to see it and think about it. I definately recommend going to see it if you're interested. It's very powerful. But I must also say that if you have a weak stomach, don't go, and if you're not ready to watch something like that, don't go. Otherwise, go. It is hard to watch, but I think, at least for me, it was a good experiance and something that just helped me to maybe understand a little better. Also, the guy they got to play the Devil... he's REALLY freaky looking so prepare yourself for that and also for freaky demon children. I don't know why they chose to portray those parts the way they did. I mean, I understand what it is that they meant to portray with it, but I'm not sure that was the best way to do so and it was rather creepy and I didn't like that part. Anyway... moving on.

I had about an hour after the movie ended before I started working and I didn't really feel like going home for a bit and then driving back so I just went and got a sandwich, brought it back to the theatre and ate and talked to the guys while I waited for the clock to get to 3:30. lol Again, I had my laptop with me and I'd brought a couple DVDs with me so Brian K. said we might as well start one before the show since we had a lot of time to kill. lol We put in League of Extraordinary Gentlemen 'cause most of them hadn't seen it and well, I like it. lol We didn't actually end up getting very far before people started showing up for the movie though. But then we started it back up once the first show had started. Brian K. was the only one who actually watched much of the movie besides me. lol The rest of the guys weren't that interested I guess. He said it was okay, that he was entertained for two hours so it was all right. That's somewhat better than what I thought he was going to say about it so I was okay with that. ;) lmao And you know, I agree that it's not the best movie ever, but I still think it's pretty cool and i like it a fair amount. :)

Again I came home after work not feeling the greatest. I managed to stay up for a while though watching a bit of TV, doing a little bit of stuff on the internet, but around 11 pm or so I decided it was time for bed. lol I had a reaction headache from all the crying I did at the movie so sleep sounded really good after a while. lol

All right, I must be off now. Saved by the Bell is starting on TV and I'm hungry so it's the perfect time to eat. You know, whenever I eat at home, it's always on the couch watching TV. I mean, we have a table that's actually right near the TV, but my mom and dad only use it occasionally and I think I've only ever sat there once since we moved into the new house. lol Is that sad? lmao Anyway, yes, I will undoubtably be back online after I've finished eating at watching TV. I haven't updated 2kaotic for quite some time so I really need to do that. I should also attemptively work on other sites and things as well. Oh yes, and I finally have a new up-coming fanlisting. :) I've been approved to make the fanlisting for Kevin Richardson and Nick Carter. :D Yay! lol TTFN!

][ 12:10 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Happy St. Patrick's Day everyone! :D What a lovely day of green it was! :) I got to wear my cute little hair clips with shamrock charms on them. That made me happy. lol I only wore them to work though because the only other thing I did outside the house today was workout and it would not have been intelligent to have my hair in clips while working out. ;) lol I also got a card from my daddy. It was on my place-mat when I got home from work. :) It had a little Irish Blessing poem in it and it was all pretty and green and Irish-y. lol How thoughtful of my daddy. He said he saw it and though I'd like it. lol Mommy didn't get one so I told her she could share mine. ;)

Day two of working out has left me rather sore. It's entirely my own fault though. See, if I'd have been thinking properly I would have remembered that since I did weight stuff yesterday I should NOT have done it today. lol But of course I didn't remember about that until after I got home from the gym. lmao So yes... gonna have to take like two days off of weights now for my muscles to revive themselves. lol Oops. Cardio though, I can do lots of cardio stuff. Hehe. I did some today. About 20 minutes all together. Mostly just brisk walking. I'm not up for running yet and I don't think my knees are ready for the bikes. We'll see how it goes. But yeah, since I didn't blog yesterday, my first day at the gym was good. I went around all the weight stuff with one of the trainers and he wrote down all the weights and reps that I should do for each thing on a sheet of paper so I don't forget. As it was... I'd already half forgotten when I went in today even though I should not have done weights anyway. My poor brain. ;)

Work was okay. I didn't pinch anyone. Probably should have because I don't think either of them were wearing green, but yeah, didn't totally think about it. I forgot my book again too. So, I got to listen to Ben and Bryan talk about what they could do to make the picture for the Xbox clearer on the big screen(the theatre screen we show movies on) and how they could hook up the sound into the house speakers rather than the way they have to do it now. lol I only half paid attention to any of it. ;) Ben tried to make an envelope out of paper. It was sad. lol So sad. I told him so and that I could do better and mine would actually LOOK like an envelope. lmao He didn't believe me so I found a piece of paper and proved it to him. It was better. :D lmao Bryan even said so too. Now, if only I could get Brian K. to see them both and admit mine is better. It won't happen though. ;)

Tonight was the last night of 50 First Dates at the theatre. Normally the last night is Thursdays, but tomorrow there's a special event at the theatre. I'll get to that in a second. First, my mom and I watched the movie last night. It was okay. It was sort of cute and I mostly liked it, but I wish they would have taken out some of the stuff. You know, too many sexual references and things like that that they don't really need to put in movies, but do anyway. *sigh* How Hollywood just keeps going further into the gutter. It's sad really. But now, the special event tomorrow night.

It's a rock concert featuring three local bands. One of them(I guess, the main one in the show) is made up of three of my co-workers. Bryan, Wes and Josh. None of them work very much though. ;) lol Anyway, since Wes is the owner's son he can do stuff like "rent" the theatre for a night without having to shell out the $400 or so dollars it would cost anyone else. lmao It should be cool though. I might go. Bryan told me tonight at work that I should. I guess I ought to since I got a personal invite from one of the band members, eh? lmao I know, I'm a total dork. It's just sort of funny though because like, one time when Wes was working when I was, some middle school kids came in and they're all like, "Hey, you're the guitarist for the one band, right?" It was so cute! lol I was like, "Wes, you have fans!" Hehehe. So yeah, hopefully I can get someone to go with me if I decide to check it out tomorrow night. I think I'm too afraid to go by myself. Anyway, this is plenty long enough. Off I go. G'night!

][ 11:13 PM

Monday, March 15, 2004

I forgot to add something in my post earlier! lol My mom flipped on the TV and was looking for something to watch and she stopped at Sabrina the Teenage Witch and guess what! It was the episode the Backstreet Boys were on! lol I wasn't going to tape it or anything until I remembered, that I don't think I've got it on tape because I managed to miss taping it all the other times. So, I grabbed a tape in my room and I taped it. So I have it now. :D lol It's so cute.

Work went by super fast this evening. I got there and there was some extra stuff to do to get ready so that helped. Then I read my book for a while and people started coming and before I knew it, there was only ten minutes before the movie would start! lol It was quite nice. :) I also found out that I don't have to wake up early tomorrow to give Tammy a ride. Someone else is going to drive her tomorrow so I get the day off. :) I'm going to set my alarm for 10 AM though so that I don't sleep through my appointment for my first workout! That would not be good. lol Anyway, off I go. Might try to be productive, might watch SG-1. No way of telling. ;)

][ 10:40 PM

Today's a lovely day. :) I woke up early to give Tammy a ride to school then I came home and played on the computer for a while and whatnot. After a bit I called the fitness place in town to see how long they were running their current special and I've got an appointment there tomorrow for my first workout! :D I don't have to make appointments for all the workouts, but if I make one for my first then I get to workout with a trainer so they'll you know, set me up with like a plan or something like that. :) Plans are good. lol A plan will keep me focused otherwise I'd get done doing one thing and sort of mill around for a while before finally mustering up the motivation to go on to the next thing. lmao So yes, happy, happy workout with a trainer tomorrow and then I'll be working out for 4 to 5 days each week for the next three months, possibly longer if I really like it there and want to keep going. This three month thing works out really nicely though because my three months will be up just before my California trip so I could sign up for another month after I get back from vacation or something. :) And it's also really nice, there's no start up fee or anything. I just pay for what I'm going to do and that's it. I like that a lot. :D For those of you that would like, I'd love some prayers that I stick with this, stay motivated, and enjoy it. That'd be great. :)

I bought a new domain last night. lmao Yup. I knew it was coming and I super heart the name and I have a plan for it so it's okay! :D It's sort of replacing some of the domains I'm getting rid of in a way. I won't reveal it just yet though. :P I still feel all super excited and happy today! I hung out with Ani for a little bit yesterday. We played Yahtzee(sp?). I lost. lol We did two out of three and I won the first game and then did quite dismally the last two. ;) lol But it was fun because Yahtzee rocks! lol

Okay, my mommy's watching an SG-1 episode so I think I shall go join her. Oh, but real quick, I made another deck for my upcoming SG-1 TCG today. :) It's the Jack deck. I made Daniel first(of course, lol) and then Jack today. I also sort-of started a deck for the episode "2010," but I'm not sure I like the design so I'll probably end up changing it unless I can't come up with anything better. Anyway, off I go to watch more lovely SG-1. I watched "Tangent" this morning while I ate breakfast.

Jacob: "Who'd you say you were?"
Daniel: "The Great and Powerful Oz." (Kree! lmao)

lmao Stargate is secretly a comedy. ;) And Jack and Daniel are the funniest. Hehehe. *signs off and yells on her way to the TV* I'm coming Daniel!!! lol

][ 3:50 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2004

*cries* I just went to the Gate Con website to check the dates again because I wasn't sure if I had them right and they're all sold out of the super passes that get you in to all the good stuff!!! *cries more* No Daniel or Martouf for me. :*( And they're trying to get Richard Dean Anderson to show up this year too and he's never gone before and you know, I bet he'll go 'cause I can't! That just figures!

Okay, so I'm really not horribly upset, but I did want to go and I was willing to shell out all the money for it and everything. *sniffs* :( Somehow I'll manage. At least I have seasons 1-6 of Daniel, Jack and Martouf love, plus Jonas, plus Narim so somehow I'll get through. lol And it's probably all for the best or something, right? Or at least, that's what I'm going to try and think. lol

][ 11:29 PM

I'm blogging at work right now. I was in a bit of a hurry to leave and I completely forgot to grab my book and didn't even remember about it until I got here. :( Sadness. Oh well, I am just lucky that I can come and use the computer in the office to surf the net and blog instead. ;) lol I also played a little solitaire and free cell too already.

Mom and I went to Wal*Mart earlier. That's why I was in a bit of a hurry when we got home. I wanted to change my shirt(I had on long sleeves and it was starting to get too warm, lol) and put one of my new bandanas on. lol I took a little too long to do that and left late. Oops. lmao I got LOTS of pretty, bright, sun-shiny bandanas though and that makes me happy! I'm wearing the pink one I got right now. It's got a pink camo border and the rest of it is white with pink Hawaiian flowers and palm trees and stuff. So pretty. lol I also got an orange one and a red one in the same pattern and then I got two different patters in orange colors. YAY for orange! There were these really cute orange pants there too, but I tried them on and... yeah... no. lol

My SG-1 DVDs FINALLY came in the mail on Thursday! It was so happy and exciting! lol My mom and I watched one episode(Window of Opportunity) together and then late in the night I watched Divide and Conquer which is the episode where Martouf dies. *sniff* So sad because I love my Martouf, but at the same time there's happy moments with Sam and Jack and it's all cute, but sad. lol Yes, I'm officially crazy. But I was already figuring that would be the case, so no big. ;) lol I'm thinking I might try and go to Gate Con this summer. :D I'd get to meet a bunch of the people who star in SG-1 and the two most important people I'd want to see are scheduled to be there!! :D That would be Michael Shanks who plays Daniel and J.R. Bourne who plays Martouf. Oh, it would be so lovely. lol It's like $211 plus hotel cost though so it's a bit costly. But, I'd be willing to spend it! lol Don't know if I'll be able to go yet though. Depends on if I'll get back from California in time and if my mom will go with me, etc. It'd be rad though and I might get to have my picture taken in front of the stargate! I would totally frame that one and hang it on my wall. lmao

I think it was Thursday night as well when I made the layout for my new fanlisting collective. I've been moving my fanlistings over to the new domain, slowly, but surely and I figured it was about time I started working on the collective part for the main domain and whatnot. I did a layout feat. caps from BSB's "All I Have To Give" music video. I showed it to Kriss last night and she said she really liked it and I like it too. :) It's all in shades of purple and pink, mostly lighter shades. And of course it's got those Boys on it so that makes it even more pretty. ;) lmao Still have to get all the pages made up though. Maybe tonight, depends on how late I feel like staying up. :P

Well, I guess I shall be off now. I think the movie's almost over. Then it shall be time to clean. Woo haw, eh? lol But there's good music playing during the credits of this movie so that makes it a little more enjoyable. You know, just as long as I don't accidently touch anything sticky and gross. Ew. lol TTFN!

][ 6:32 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2004

Work was standard all weekend long. Well, maybe not entirely standard, but it followed the same basic pattern as usual. lol Except that we actually got good sized crowds for each show! We're showing Miracle right now and the last movie we had was Welcome to Mooseport... for TWO WEEKS! It was horrible. We had a number of nights where only like six people came to watch the movie. Yeah, not good. lol This movie is doing a LOT better. It was actually a bit of a shock on Friday night when we got a big rush of people. I wasn't used to it. lol But, I survived and none of us are going to lose our jobs now. ;) lmao

Yesterday I hung out around the house all day. I did some site stuff and watched a bit of TV, etc. Today's been pretty much the same save that I also got up fairly early to give Tammy a ride to school. I get to get up a bit earlier than that tomorrow morning too to give Tammy a ride again. Actually, I didn't get enough sleep last night so I really ought to be in bed fast asleep right now. Oh well! lmao I did a lot of moving and closing of some sites today. I got Nickerman back online and at it's new location. It'd been down for like... two weeks or something because there was a slight glitch when my host moved me onto a new server. They forgot to transfer that account. lmao Oops. Nothing real important there though. The only thing I didn't have backed up was the mySQL data for Nickerman, but they recovered that for me, so woo haw! lol Which reminds me, now that I've got MT, I'm going to need to remember to make database backups. lol Must make a mental note of that.

Tomorrow it's back to work again. I might watch the movie tomorrow night as I haven't seen it yet. I was waiting to watch it with my mom and dad, but my mommy's been sick the past few days so that didn't happen. Daddy might come and watch it with me tomorrow night though. :) We'll see. It depends on if he gets off of work early enough and doesn't feel too tired, etc. lmao My dad changed my lightbulb last night because it'd gone out a few days before and now today, the other lightbulb went out. lmao I might be able to do it on my own this time though. Normally I would have just done it by myself, but now that we're in the new house, we've got new light fixtures and I didn't know how to get to the lightbulbs. lmao I do now though so maybe I'll be brave and do it myself tomorrow. I like lots of light in my room, especially when I'm at the computer. It makes my eyes feel nicer, less strained.

Anyway, I shall be off now. Must get some sleep so that I'm able to get up on time in the morning. Hopefully I can get more site stuff done tomorrow. I've been off and on motivated with doing things so we'll have to see on that one as well. lol Nighty night! :)

][ 10:52 PM

Thursday, March 4, 2004

I went to the high school tonight to see Tammy in the play. She did really great and the whole thing was funny as heck! lol It was all about a group of people rehearsing for a play and everything that could go wrong, did. lol The first act was three days before opening night, the second was the dress rehearsal, and the third was opening night. It was quite humourous. ;) lmao Everyone else did very well too. The one good thing that's come out of that high school is the kids in drama because almost all of them are really awesome. So, the play was great, but man, I had not prepared myself for being in that school again.

It's not much of a secret that I never liked high school and I was very glad to spend the last two years at community college instead. That all being so, a few minutes after I got in the school I started remembering why I never liked it there. *sigh* The place is evil or something. Don't know, but it makes me feel wrong every time I have to go there and I feel beyond out of place and like the walls are freakin' judging me! *rolls eyes*

I ran into an old co-worker there though that I hadn't seen in ages so I chatted with her and she sat by me during the play. There was also another old co-worker there from the same old job, but I'd figured he'd be there so that was no surprise. I drew him a picture. ;) lol He's a funny boy, but then again, most boys are. :) I'm so very bad with social situations though. I didn't even freakin' say good-bye to either of them. I talked with them both for a bit after the play was over and then I went in search of Tammy to tell her she rocked and then when I was going to leave I didn't see them around and just left. Didn't try to see if they were still hanging about or anything. I feel like a jerk. And I total geek too, but that one I'm more used to. I haven't been good with being social for quite a while though. Middle school, High school, college I was a bit better because the environment was a bit nicer for the most part, and now that I'm out of school and most of my time is spent at home or at work, I think I'm falling back into my old patterns and losing the little confidence I'd gained. There's other factors that don't help either, but still, it's probably mostly to do with my mind.

Man, this is such a downer entry! lol Oh a happier note, I updated 2kaotic today. :) I was such a good girl. lol There's still plenty more updating that could be done there though and I've a feeling it'll be like that for the rest of the time I have that site which will probably be quite a while. ;) lol But TCGs are fun, so I can deal. Hehe. :) I'm hoping to get some of the stuff on my to-do list done in the coming days, but since I work all weekend, I'm not sure how motivated I'll be to work on the computer when I get home. We'll see. And I might decide to get a new domain. lol Don't know yet, I'd have to come up with a super cool name first though. I'd thought I'd come up with one I really liked, but now I'm not so sure and I think I was something Stargate related. lol Anyway, off with me now. G'night!

EDIT: I forgot to say thanks to all of you that commented so... THANK YOU! :D *hugs* Oh, and extra hugs for Sam. I hope you feel better soon, but I know it must be hard. :( I'm sending Briman over to give you more hugs and eat your popcorn for you though so maybe that'll help you feel better. ;)

][ 11:16 PM

Wednesday, March 3, 2004

Okay, the site is back and is now my blog! :D For those of you coming from sourLemonade.com, this will be my blog from now on so please change any links or bookmarks you might have. :) I'm trying out Movable Type with this blog too rather than Greymatter. I don't know, I just thought I'd try to do something a little different. lmao It took me a bit to get MT installed, but that's just because some of their installation instructions are not explained very well. *rolls eyes* Whatever. I did it though and it really wasn't too much trouble or anything. And the template stuff is similar to Greymatter, just different sorts of tags. Anyway, I'm still working on everything so there's not really any content available right now and none of my older archives are up yet. Hopefully I'll manage to get those things done soon, we'll see. :)

Yesterday Autumn and I went to Best Buy and got LOTS of happy Stargate SG-1 on DVD! lol I called her up because I'd notice in their ad in the Sunday paper that they had all the seasons on sale and if you bought two you got $15 off! That made it a darn reasonable price! lol So, I'd already ordered seasons three and four off the internet(should come in a few days, I hope) so I bought seasons five and six at the store and Autumn got two and three since all she had so far was season one. Ahh... SOOO lovely. lol Soon I will have all the seasons they've released so far on DVD! As soon as those ones currently in the mail get here, I will have them all. lol As it is, I can't decide which episodes to watch first! lmao There's SO many to choose from now. ;) Hehehe.

Well, off I go right now. I think I've had enough with working on this the past couple days so I'm going to take a little break. I should probably work on the update for 2kaotic since I was really planning on getting it up on the first, but yeah, don't know about that. Maybe I'll take a little break and then come back and do it, that'd be good. :) Anyway, TTFN!

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