August 2001
Friday, August 31, 2001
Ok, well, Wednesday at work was same old...well, except that I completely lost my mind. LoL After being there for so long I started freaking out the entire last hour. Like, I couldn't even remember what I was doing or needed to do. It was sad. People laughed at me. Oh well! Ahhh! Moth! Die mothy, DIE!!! Ahh...it's trying to run away from me! It's flying around me and my computer in my room! That's a big buggy no-no! If it decides to fly into my computer and short circuts the whole thing...oh, Holly'd be pissed then! LoL Here buggy, buggy, buggy... Dang thing knows I'm after it and it's hiding! Well, either that or it landed on my chair and I just sat on it. :) Eww...buggy guts on my butt...that would not be cool...
Ok, anyways, while I wait for the moth to show itself once again so it can feel my wrath I might as well tell you about everthing else that's going on. :) Humm...Tammy spent the night Wednesday. It was fun. We looked at Scottish Tartan patterns on the internet! Hehe! Tammy's boyfriend is Scottish and Tammy found out she's got some Scottish in her too so she's been researching all sorts of stuff about it all lately.
Thursday I went and ran errands. Returned the movies("Save The Last Dance" and "Josie and the Pussycats"), got some cash for my Cali trip from the bank, then I went to work to get the skittles that I forgot there on Wednesday(I ate them all pretty quick). After that it was a mix of TV, chores, kitties, and the net of course. I did make a new layout for raspberry-rain.net though. :) I really like it. It's of flying Great Whites! I love sharks! I just wanna jump right in the water and hug 'em(if they dont' eat me first anyways). ;p
Well, I WAS all excited about going to the O-Town concert at the Evergreen State Fair today but, seeing as no one can possibly go with me it really doesn't look like I'll be going. Bummer. I wanted to go too. It's really cheep to get in and I do like their music and I'd love to see them live and this is probably the only time I'd ever have a chance at it, but oh well. I guess there's still a possibility that it will all work out, but it's highly unlikely.
We leave for Cali tomorrow evening. Second time for me this summer. I'm excited! I get to go see my cousins again! I'm gonna try and see if my Uncle has some time off from his recording studio to take me over to their local Guitar Center to help me pick out an electric. I'm gonna get one! YAY! I've been wanting one for a while and now it's finally time to go a lookin' and find me the perfect one! I think I want a seven string. I don't know why really, I just do for some reason. Seems like a good choice 'cause it's right in the middle(6, 7, 12). Well, guess maybe I'll go to bed now. I have a doctors appointment at 11am and I have to get up to take a shower and everything at like 8am. Fun for me. Yup. LoL Anyways, night night. Sleep tight.
Wednesday, August 29, 2001
Ok, wow, tons of stuff and I should really be asleep instead of typing this, but you know...
Well, first off, I love you Andreas. LoL If I have to get braces you will be the first to know and I will come join you in the land of braces. :) Maybe I'll get lucky though and only need a retainer or something. Either way it's not going to happen for a while 'cause we gotta figure out if we have enough money for them and if I really need them and all.
Yay! Holly is back with a blog again! Now I've got two Holly's here besides myself. :) It's just such an awesome name! LoL I'm glad Holly decided to get her blog going again. I'd been missing it. :) Anyways, so I want to extend a warm and happy welcome back to ya girl!! So, "Welcome back!"
Well, I talked with Tara on IM for a long time just a bit ago. We had a really great conversation and we realized that we first talked to each other like two or three years ago and then lost touch and now we're back to talking again! It was really kinda cool 'cause I wouldn't have even guessed it, but she remembered my screen name from when we used to talk a while ago and now I get to talk to her again! Hehe. She's really cool. She's going to embark on my first project kinda site with me. :) Yeah, I just bought a new domain and that's what it's going to be. I just bought it a few hours ago. It's a Christmas Island domain!!! YAY! I've been wanting one for a while, but the sign-ups were down, but they're back up again so I got one! Yeah, I'm pretty excited about that. Hehe.
Well, I think I had other stuff to say, but I can't remember it right now and I really, really need to go to sleep anyways if I'm going to make it through my nine hour shift at work. Egh...not fun. Ten am to Seven pm. Wish me luck! LoL TTFN!
Monday, August 27, 2001
Oh guy, it hurts me so bad. I mean, I'm happy for all the people that still get to go and see BSB in concert, but it still hurts so bad knowing that I was going and now it's all over. I still haven't heard about my inquiry into free tix and backstage passes that I sent to their record lable and I don't know if I will, but I still have to try. I'm going to see them...somewhere...LoL
Ok, I stayed over at Tammy's house last night and we, well Tammy fell asleep, but you know, watched "Enemy at the Gates." It was good, but I still can't figure out why they titled it what they did. It just doesn't make any sense to me. One thing about the movie though...it has the NASTIEST sex scene I've ever seen in a movie(well, kinda covered my eyes after the first lil part 'cause it was just too wrong)!!! It was bad! Just so way too wrong! I've been scared for life.
Today I went to the dentist and well...my teeth are doing great they said, but they also said some of my teeth are "rotated" and that I have overbite or something and they think I should look into braces. I DON'T want braces! I could care less about the way they look...I just don't want them wrenching my teeth around. Anyways, that was a...different experiance at the dentist. No braces! I refuse to get braces unless I absolutely have to!
Well, I had to go to work after my dentist appointment even though I didn't want to, but oh well. Whatever. I have to go in tomorrow and on Wednesday too, but then I get like two weeks off 'cause I'm going back down to Cali again! YAY! Well, gotta jet! TTFN!
6:53 pm
Saturday, August 25, 2001
Wow. I've done a lot of work on sites and stuff since I got home from work @ 5pm. I think I'm doing pretty good so far and it's been a very productive day as far as all my websites are concerned. Well, this will be a short entry since I'm hungry and 'Stargate Sg-1' is on in an hour. I just wanted to let you all know that I'm alive and kickin' still. Today was a much better day at work than Thursday was. And today it went by pretty fast even though I had a nine hour shift! LoL Well, tomorrow morning's church so I don't think that I'll be working much more, if at all on my sites for today. I'm planning new layouts for a few sites as well as plans to launch some others that haven't been launched yet. I can't wait until my cousin Mike get's his domain! :) He should pretty soon and if he doesn't than I'll make one! LoL Anything so that I'm no longer the only one in the family with one(ok..so like 10, but you know...)! Oh, and on a sad/happy note...fisrt off my Grandpa had a 'mild' heart attack on Tuesday I think it was. Three out of the four arteries to his heart were blocked(mild? that doesn't SOUND mild!) and they decided to replace them with lil tubes. He had the second part of his surgery today which brings me to the happy part...he's doing fine and he gets to go home tomorrow! YAY!!!! Please pray for my Grandpa, he's not feeling the grace of God right now and I think this was supposed to be a wake up call for him so I'm really hoping that he will see the light and reach out to God and embrace him. Guess that's it...time for chicken fajitas!
Friday, August 24, 2001
Well, I just woke up at Noon. I actually got a full 10 hours of sleep with no interuptions. That's like, a miracle or something. LoL I needed it though. I tried to call some people after I woke up, but is anyone home? No! LoL Oh well, guess that means they've just got to call me back later.
Yesterday evening was not a happy time for me. I was pretty dang pissy at work although I don't think anyone could really tell that much until it got much later, around closing time. I officially decided that I'm sick of working there and I'm getting a new job asap. I'm probably going to give them my two weeks notice when I get back from vacation. I'm just sick of who I work with 'cause there's only a few decent people left and I hardly get to work with them anymore anyways. It seems to me that customers at fast food places are the worst possible customers that you could ever have. They're ideots! I mean, obviously not all of them 'cause that would be almost the entire population of the US, but there are a fair amount. I'm just getting so sick of it and I'm sick of washing dishes all day with our evil soap that litterally kills the skin on my hands and I'm sick of cleaning out those bathrooms! I'm going to get a job where I won't have to clean the bathrooms. Ok, I'm sorry. I just had to get that all out of my system. At least I feel a bit better now. Only thing with all of this is that now I don't really have any idea of where I want to work! Egh, where should I work? There's not a whole lot of selection for 16-year-olds 'cause some mean old people decided that we're all stupid and evil. Arg. I think I'm going to go now...maybe I'll check my e-mail or something...
Wednesday, August 22, 2001
Well, so far my day's been pretty interesting I guess. I woke up, wrote a letter to attempt to get free tickets and backstage passes to see BSB in Vancouver, BC and then I went to go get Tammy. Of course I had to freak myself out first by having very little gas in my car so I ran and got gas at my work so that I could charge it to my check 'cause I didn't have any money and then I went and got my paycheck and Tammy's and then went to go and get her. We stopped by my bank and then hers and then headed to the mall. No, I didn't spend my entire paycheck the day I got it, as a matter of fact I didn't spend any of it at all! Tammy just need to find a wedding present for the wedding she's going to in like a few days or something(I don't know when it is). So, we went into some stores and then we went into my favorite store in our outlet mall...it's a gift store and it just lots of neat stuff that you don't find at Target or Wal*Mart. Anyways, there was a very cute guy working and both Tammy and I were having a clutzy spell and acted rather stupid the whole time, but whatever...LoL After that I went to work and I was supposed to be there until close, but since we were so dang slow and had three of us working I got to go home early! YAY! Yup, that's what's happened so far today. This is my very eventful life. :) LoL
Guy! Sometimes I can just totally relate to what muh writes on her blog! This whole guy thing is like totally the same with me. I've done some stupid things and passed up some oportunities and whatknot, but I mean, I just want to find that one man. That one who's totally right for me. The one that God's been saving all along. Sometimes I wish he'd just be here right now and I wish that I totally knew who that man is, but then so many things would be different and I might not fully appreciate it all the way it should be appreciated. I keep thinking you know like, "Maybe tomorrow will be the day I meet him..." Stupid things like that, but still I can't help wondering what it will all be like. I guess the journey is half of what will make it so great when I'm finally with that one. I don't know. I fully believe that love is something that you just can't understand until it happens to you. Not love in the sense that you love your mother or your father, but love where it's two people together, a man and a woman who talk to each other and truly share their feelings with one another. I know a lot of people don't believe in true love or fairy tale love, but I do, you just need to look at it in a more realistic way. Part of true love is having fights, but then getting through them calmly and rationaly and working things out together as a team and as one whole. And I do believe in love at first sight too, because I mean, how could you not? Even if you didn't feel this wild and sharp pang in your heart when you first saw that person doesn't mean that you didn't love them the moment you saw them. People often look back on when they first saw their spouse and they'll probably always tell you that there was some thing that made them stand out to them and that was just God's way of getting their attention so that they could realize what is already written on their heart. Gosh, maybe I don't even know what I'm talking about, but I just know that there's one person out there for me and that they're the only one for me whether I fully realize that right now or not. I just want my life to go on the road that God's paved out for me.
Tuesday, August 21, 2001
I went shopping today! It was much fun! I got three T-shirts and then one of those shirts where the sleeves go just past your elbows(it's really cute). I also got a way cute belt, oh, and my fave thing that I got...hehe There's zebra striped blue jeans! The stripes are like faded in the way that bleach would fade them. They are so cool! :) I also finally got the book I've been waiting for in the mail. I read it(it's not like a 500 page novel or anything). It was interesting. It's on how to get free concert tix and backstage passes. I'll be sure to let you all know if it really does work or not 'cause I'm going to be trying it out real quick! Wish me luck! :) TTFN!
Monday, August 20, 2001
I just relaunched my Backstreet Boys gallery site called Visual Splendor. It died when stas.net went down a while ago and I decided to make it part of my krazay network, but I took forever in getting it ready. There's still a lot of stuff that I have on my comp that's not online yet, but at least there's something there and I'm working on it so it's coming. Oh yeah, it's here by the way. ;)
I woke up from an odd dream this morning. It wasn't a bad dream or anything, but it was different. I was just talking to Tammy about it and we were trying to figure out what it means, like symbolically and all, and then in the middle of talking about it she remembered a dream that she had last night too so she told me about it. Her's was not at all as odd as mine, but we're going to try and figure out what it means too. We're hoping that we'll dream more about it tonight 'cause both of ours cut off at like the climax so we can't really figure it all out without knowing what happens after we woke up. You know? We don't often analize our dreams, but apparently we just decided to for these ones. :)
Saturday, August 18, 2001
Well, today was my co-worker's last day. She's moving to Florida. She got a job at Disney World(I can't remember what it is she'll be doing though). She told me all this stuff about how she liked working with me and all that junk and then she said that she'll send me a post card from Disney World! Yeah! I can't wait! LoL I've always wanted to go to Disney World...I'll get there someday. ;)
Well, I counted my flee bites today(I have kitties and apparently they brought them in). I have 32 on my right foot area and 37 on the left. I think that's a lot...LoL I never knew that I could get bitten so many times in such a small area! This is just like up to an inch over my ankles and it's mostly around my ankles in like a one inch high area! Sheesh...my blood just must taste really good there or something. LoL
Friday, August 17, 2001
LoL I made the perfect bean burrito today at work! Oh yeah! Go me! LoL My boss even said so. Now, I'll just have to be the one to make the one when our secret shopper comes and asks for one(we know one's coming, we just don't know when)! LoL Work was actually pretty good today. It wasn't too slow, but it wasn't too busy and for the first time my shift actually went by pretty quick! It was totally like a miracle! LoL
Well, "Jumping Ship" airs on Disney in an hour and a half so I'm excited! I've been waiting for it since they first showed the preview of it a while ago. :) I love those brothers! They are just too cool, and way cute as well! LoL Yeah, I'm getting a little hungry so I'll write about other stuff later...and stuff...yeah. *L*
Thursday, August 16, 2001
Alright! Go me! I made another layout since the other one was being very evil. I actually really like the way this one looks. Really not too fancy, but I think that it looks nice. :) Forest green is definately an awesome color and I used different shades of it. :) Oh, I forgot to post about it when I first put them up, but there are new hostees and there's one more coming at the moment and I'm still looking for more so if you've got a blog and want it hosted then by all means submit it here!
Earlier today I also put up a new layout at krazay.com. It's pretty straight forward. Nothing fancy on that one either. Well, guess that's it for tonight. I gotta go into work at opening tomorrow...oh yay...LoL Night, night.
Ok, that's it! Screw the new layout that I was going to put up!!!! I've been working on the dang thing for the last 3 hours at least trying to code it and it's pissing me off!!!! The code is all correct, but for some stupid reason the browser can't deal with it and won't display it right!! AGH! Ok...must calm down...must be calm... *sniffles* I just wanted to put up a new layout, but no, it won't let me! Gar! Ok, I'm just going to make a totally different layout now. I have no idea what I'm going to do, but that one was ticking me off and so now it's through! Ok...I'm going to go attempt to calm myself down now...
Tuesday, August 14, 2001
Hey! I just launched my very first fanlisting! Woo hoo! It's for Erik von Detten and it's located here. I'm so excited! I hope that it does well! :)
I've been working on a bunch of graphics stuff today. I made the whole fanlisting in the past, let's see, four and a half hours, well, less if you take out my few little breaks and stuff. I also started on my layout for my newest domain 'cause I want to get that launched soon. It will be my very first project site if all goes as I've planned. I don't know if anyone but me will like it or see any purpose in it, but it's for me so that doesn't matter.
My mom and I went shopping for a while today and I got a really nice fuzzy blanket. :) I LOVE fuzzy blankies and this one is really soft and nice. It's a dark blue color. I couldn't decide between forest green and the blue and I finally got blue, but I think I'm going to go back and get the green one too at some point! LoL I do love my fuzzy blankies and the more the marrier! I also got two little throw pillows that match my big huge body pillow. That's pretty much all I did today. LoL I'm a very eventful person. Well, maybe not, but at least I like what I do. :) TTFN!
Sunday, August 12, 2001
Oh my gosh! I'm so freakin' hot! It's too warm here...WAY too warm and it's like humid warm and I don't have a spare outlet to plug in my fan! *sniffles* I feel all damp, sweaty, and hot and it's icky!!! LoL Last night it was even warm at 10pm when Tammy and I went to watch the fireworks. It's our lil town's yearly festival and last night were the fireworks. Dang, I never knew there were so many cars in this little city until we were trying to find parking last night! Sheesh! It was pretty cool though. They had these really neat ones that looked like shooting stars and then they had these ones that looked and sounded like bees buzzing everywhere! LoL It was fun.
I felt so crapy at work yesterday. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately and it caught up with me real good yesterday. Tomorrow I get to go in for opening, but that's not so bad. It should hopefully be pretty slow too. I like opening a lot better than closing 'cause then I don't have to clean the bathrooms or take out the trashes or anything like that. :)
Well, we lost the game on Thursday by one point. The Mariners did really well, but I guess it just wasn't enough. I totally thought that Edgar was gonna hit me a grand slam, but then he didn't and it was sad. Then, later in the game, I thought that Boone was gonna hit one, but since the guy in front of him in the line up got the last out it kinda didn't work like I had hoped. LoL
I also bought my 10th domain(9th technically, 'cause one of them I bought and then decided I didn't want it) to console myself since my Boys weren't in town. It was sad. Tammy wouldn't let me listen to any of their music 'cause it made her upset that she couldn't go to the concert, but I'm the oposite and I needed to listen to it, but I couldn't.
Back at the beginning of June I ordered this book and the check got cashed near the middle of the month and they said on their website that they ship everything first class so I knew I was going to get it soon, but then, I never got it. I tried e-mailing them a bunch of times, but it never worked. So, I finally tried again today and got a reply pretty darn quick saying that they'd shipped it and they attached the lil shipment information to it and then I noticed the problem. They got my street address wrong by one digit. Arg. So, hopefully they're going to send me another copy. Here...let me check my e-mail right now to see... *Jepordy music begins playing* Nope, no new messages...how sad...
Well, it's hot and I'm going to go and make myself a yummy, icy cold, smoothie. Hummm...yum. :) TTFN!
Wednesday, August 8, 2001
Well, I just got my Aaron Carter clique back up and running. It'd been out of commision for a while. I put it on shininstar.net just like I did with my BSB clique. Let's see...the Aaron one is here and the BSB one is here. I also made a new layout for this site the other day...I haven't broken up the image yet or coded it either...no telling when that will happen. LoL
Tomorrow was supposed to be the Backstreet Boys concert, but since they cancelled it I'm going with my youth group to the Mariners game(well, as long as they've got room anyways). They're playing the Blue Jays again. I guess it should be cool. The one thing I am looking forward to though is trying the garlic fries that they have there! I wanted some last time, but I didn't get any and this time I'm gonna! I don't care if my breath will stink, I like the taste of garlic and the darn things smell so good I just can't resist! Ugh, my head hurts, but I'm not tired, but I'm bored. Hmm...maybe there's a good movie on TV for me to watch...
Tuesday, August 7, 2001
Well, Sunday was nothing special...at least not that I can remember anyways. LoL Yesterday I worked and Tammy got her second day of training. It was boring, but then we got a fair amout of people coming in and that made time go a bit faster. It was me and the two new girls(Tammy included) and then our boss was there too, but he didn't come and help until the line started getting a lot longer. I was very proud of myself though 'cause we got most of the orders out in fairly good time and I was going a lot faster than I normally do on line making food and all. We all did really good. :)
Today my Mom, Tammy and I went out on excersions. Tammy and I went to the movies while my mom went to get our cell phones fixed because they weren't working(big mixup...too long to explain). After that we went to Wal*Mart and I got Aaron Carter's new CD called "Oh Aaron." I really like it. My fave song at the moment is "Not too young, not too old." We also got me a new bookself since my step-bro and his wife stole the one I had! LoL I still need to get myself a big 'ol CD holder. I've got so many CDs and I just have them all stacked on a shelf in my room. Oh well, I'll find one soon...and hopefully it won't be too expensive. Well, I guess that's all that's happened so far except that I might go to the Mariners game with my youth group this Thursday. Originally I wasn't going to go 'cause that was the night of the Backstreet Boys concert, but since it was cancelled I can go now and I think I probably will. The only thing that might stop me is that I have to open the next morning at work. Humm...I'm not sure. AHH! Kitties are trying to get in trouble! Gotta go!
Saturday, August 4, 2001
Well, I just got up krazay.net. What was up there before was just a temp thing until I could get the actual layout made. And I must say, I've very proud of my layout. :) I don't know how I did it, but I really like the way that it looks and how it turned out.
We went to the Titanic Exhibit today! It was really cool! Just before you go in they give you a boarding pass with the name of a person who was actually on the Titanic and that's like who you are the whole way though. Oh, and guess who I was! I was Mrs. James Joseph Brown, more commonly known as the Unsinkable Molly Brown!!! Oh yeah! Who's the girl?! Don't believe me, eh? Fine, I'll prove it to you. Here's my boarding pass. Anyways, if you live near Seattle or you come here to visit or something you've really gotta hit the exhibit! It's so incredably awesome! They actually have a big section of the hull of the ship hanging up in one of the rooms and they recreated a lot of things from it too, including the grand staircase! Well, I'm a Titanic freak so it was really cool to me, but I think that it would be really cool for anyone just because of what it is and how they show you things. They even had some people around who were Titanic "survivors" and were telling the story of how they escaped with their lives. Anyways, I had fun! Much love and TTFN!
Friday, August 3, 2001
Eew! The most horrible and icky thing happened to me yesterday morning. It was about 10 minutes after 6 AM when I thought I felt something moving on my inner elbow of my left arm. So, I turned my head and opened my eyes and there was this HUGE black spider right there!!! Automatic register in my head was to flick it off with my other hand and then I jolted out of bed and tore off all of my covers and stood there just freaking out! LoL It was horrible! After that I couldn't get back to sleep and I couldn't find the spider either 'cause I wanted to get it out of my room. Well, after work that day I came home and watched "Unbreakable" (which is one of those cool wierd movies) and then Tammy came over to spend the night. Well, we were in my room getting blankets and stuff to take out to the family room so that we could watch our other movie, "The 6th Day" (which, sadly, I did not get to see the end of 'cause I was too dang tired and fell asleep), and I looked up and there the little devil was! It was right above my bed on my wall and I was like, "Tammy...PLEASE get it out!" LoL So she cought it in some Tupperware that I went and grabbed and then she kept shaking it and holding it up near my face. It was very not nice of her. LoL
Well, today I went to work for two hours and then asked to go home 'cause we had more workers than customers and so I did. I talked to my friend Ali about how we're so bummed about the concert being cancelled and we're thinking of maybe trying to go to the Portland show, but that's rather unlikely. Then, I went to meet my mom to go and see "The Princess Diaries." It is such a cute movie! I loved it! LoL Oh, and I also bought *NSYNC's "Celebrity" today. Haven't really listened to it all yet though. Oh, and there was a preview at the movies today...Lance Bass from *NSYNC is going to be starring in a movie. LoL I actually want to see it. It looks really cute. Anyways, guess that's it for now. Our exchange student is staying at one of the other host family's houses with her friend tonight so I think that I will work on some of my websites since I'll probably have plenty of time. :) Oh, and get to go and see the Titanic Exhibit tomorrow!!!! I'm so excited!
Wednesday, August 1, 2001
*is crying* Ok, I was just going to write about my day and things until I decided to go and see when my BSB concert in Tacoma had been reschedualed to(AJ needs more time in rehab, which is understandable), but then... It's cancelled. Completely CANCELLED! I don't want my money back...I want to keep my ticket and take it to the Tacoma Dome on a reschedualed day! I have no qualms about AJ needing to take more time. None at all. It's for the best and that's what I care about, but it's CRAP that they completely cancell the show. CRAP! I don't want any BS about it not fitting in. I'm sure they could have found some way! I don't care if I can't see the show until December! I just want to see it again. If things had to happen this way I just wish they would've never put Tacoma on the second leg in the first place and then I wouldn't have been this crushed. It just feels like someone took a sledge hammer to my head and totally crushed all of my hopes. I was just in the official chat room and there were some other girls from Washington who were going to go to the show and they still think that it might be reschedualed. BS! I've given up all hope completely. Even if they do decide to stick us back on they'll probably have already refunded all of the ticket money and then we'll have to get tickets all over again and with the way things are going right now I wouldn't even be able to get any nose-bleed seats. I can't even go to any of the three shows that are bordering my state. I start college in the Fall and I CANNOT miss any classes to go to a show. I mean...at least they could try for the Key Arena in Seattle or SOMETHING! I don't know...I'm just being too much of an emotional girl right now. Damn, sometimes in comes in handy to be emotional and other times it simply pisses me off.
