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December 2002

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Well, we were supposed to have already left to head up to Sam's, but my dad's only just now coming back from work so I imagine we'll leave pretty quick after he gets here. lol That's going to make us an hour or two later than we were hoping, but at least we're still getting there tonight! I was afraid they were going to push it back till tomorrow morning or something... that would have been very unhappy. Anyway, I think we should be leaving soon so that's good. :)

Car work is yucky. lol My mom's got me doing my tire pressure(not so bad) and putting in more oil. The oil's the yucky part because somehow it always ends up all over my hands and then I can't get it all off so I've got some black stians on my fingers now. lol

Last night was umm... interesting. lol Started out just fine and we went and saw Catch Me If You Can and I LOVED it! That is such a good movie! lol Everyone should go and see it. :) The ending makes me laugh. ;) After that we went to the arcade for a while and it was apparent that I'm way out of practice at all my games. lol Hopefully the arcade up by Sam's is open tomorrow 'cause then I can get some more practice. ;) Anyway, we kept running into people that one or more of us knew(I only knew a few of them by association) and we ended up going to Target for a while so Shawn could talk to one of them so more. *shakes head* Then we got ice cream at Baskin Robbins and the guy that rang us up was quite cute. lol I would've said something to Ani and Aki, but Shawn was there and I didn't want to say that in front of him because it probably would've ended up being bad. lol There's a bunch of other stuff that I left out, but I'm not going to go into any of that here.

Aiight, now it's off to Canada for me! Yay! I've got a feeling that I'm going to come back and check my e-mail and there's going to be a ton of submissions for the Now Or Never fanlisting in my inbox. lmao And there's not really going to be any other e-mails except for those and submissions to a few other things. ;) lol I probably won't get a chance to post while I'm gone, but you never know. If not, I'll probably post on Thursday when we get back. ;) TTFN!

][ 3:16 pm

Monday, December 30, 2002

Well, hello miracle from God. :D roflmao So, I get up and drag myself out of bed and down to work and what do I find when I get there? My manager changed the schedule, didn't tell me, and I don't work at all today. *shakes head* You know, I really should be angry since I had to drive all the way out there and I had to get up early and everything, but I'm not. Instead I just keep laughing about it and thinking how good God is and how he works in such mysterious ways. lol Thank you God. I love you. :D

That all being so, looks like I'm going to a nice afternoon showing of Catch Me If You Can with Autumn, Andrea, and Shawn. lol It's just so great, so funny for me to still be thinking about this all. lol And it's even more funny that in my post yesterday I was talking about how it wasn't going to happen and there wasn't going to be a miracle. lol Oh how wrong I was. Shame on myself for being so dang friggin' negative with the whole thing.

Humm... now what to do with myself since I'm awake and I've got a few hours of free time before leaving for the movie? I definately need to eat. My poor tummy. *looks down and talks to tummy* Don't worry tummy, mac n' cheese is on the way!

][ 11:59 am

Sunday, December 29, 2002

Well, I was going to take a picture of the snow this morning to post, but it rained after it snowed so it looked yucky and now there's basically none left anyway. lol Fickle snow. It was pretty while it lasted though and I'm sure we'll at least get a little more... eventually.

After I got home from church, I turned on TV and discovered that Jumanji was on. I hadn't seen that in a long time, so i watched it. :) Good movie, although, I wouldn't be able to play if there were going to be giant spiders crawling all around me or any other bugs really. The other things aren't too terrible though. ;) lol And, before I had to get ready for work, I watched a bit of Jaws since that was on right after the other movie. :) I heart Jaws. lol *sings* Show me the way to go home... I'm tired and I wanna go to bed. I had a little drink about an hour ago and it's gone right too my head! *giggles* Everyone should know that song and break out into it at random moments. lol It's quite sad that a lot of people take that movie as being factual, when in fact, it's pretty far from it. lol Sharks do NOT behave like that. Sheesh people! Hasn't anyone ever watched the Discovery Channel?

Work was fine. I watched Chamber of Secrets again. I had been wanting to watch it more times while it was playing at our theatre so that I didn't have to pay, but I keep getting scheduled to close at the other job even though I told my manager that I really wanted to work days. *sigh* Speaking of the sub place, they scheduled me for a nine hour shift tomorrow and it's going to bite the big one, I'm positive. If I somehow get proven wrong in that, it will be a miracle from God and then I'll have to dance and celebrate. lmao But yeah, that means no movie tomorrow with Ani, Aki, and Shawn because the movie we were planning on seeing plays at 7:30 PM and 10:10 PM which means no go for me since I work until eight and I'm not going to the 10:10 showing. Whatever.

I was going to try and be productive with different site things tonight and I was going to work on the site I was supposed to have done a long time ago for my former work(told them I'd still do it), but after looking at it all, I just wasn't motivated to do anything. :( I think I'm going to play some computer games, read HP, and then just go to bed or something. Goodnight.

][ 10:34 pm

Saturday, December 28, 2002

Well, according to Backstreet-Bitch.Org, I am NOT a stalker! Wee! However, I do need a fair amount of help. lmao Mind you, I don't need help on everything, and the stuff I do need help on isn't THAT bad, but apparently, I need help. And oh am I ever guilty of needing help number 30. lmao Sad, but true. However, for mean people, *cough*ex: Shawn*cough*, I am not a teenie! I don't do any of the annoying things that teenies do, therefore, I cannot be one. Just thought I'd point that out. ;)

Work was boring. I was only there for four hours, but it sure as heck felt more like eight. We didn't even break $300 for the whole friggin' arse day! That's damn sad. Anyway, I found out that my manager scheduled me for a nine hour shift on Monday... I think I'm going to die. Humm, and fog bites the big one. The whole way from work to the freeway all I could see was the light from my headlights bouncing back at me and the ocasional road sign or curb when it got about 10 feet from me. That's the first time I've ever really driven in fog that I actually had darn good trouble seeing though.

AHHHH!!!! I just opened the door to let Balthazar out and guess what... IT'S SNOWING!!!! *dances around and wishes she could go frolicking in the snow, but it's dark and she's a scardy, lol* Now, if it'll still be there in the morning, that's what really matters. lol *dances away to the window to watch the snow fall...*

][ 11:06 pm

Power outages suck. Aiight, aiight, so I have enjoyed a few of them in my younger years and I do admit that they can be fun, but when the power's out from noon one day to almost noon the next, that just ain't cool! lol So yeah, yesterday at about noon, the power went out. We had a lovely little wind storm and there were a lot of places with the power out. Of course, when I got down to the theatre for work, they still had their power though. And you know, that I didn't mind because I love working at the theatre. But, when I left from there to go to work at Georgio's and discovered the power was still on there, I was not the happiest of campers. The stupid people finally got smart and put all the power lines up there underground so the power's pretty much never going to go out. They were saying that it had been flickering earlier in the day, but it didn't at all while I was there so I'm inclined to wonder if they were fibbing or not. lmao And joy for me, I get to go and work for four hours again tonight. It's a dinky shift, I know, but it's all they've been giving me lately, so I just have to deal with it for now. I REALLY want to give them my two weeks notice like tonight, but I don't know that I will. It might be too hard to try and find another job right away and even though I'd still be at the theatre, I don't get as many hours there as I'd like. Arg. What to do, what to do? *yawns* Welp, that's it for now, nothing else to really post about. Oh, except that I don't know about Monday yet Ani. I'm hoping to find out my schedule tonight, but knowing my manager, I'm not sure how that's going to go. I'll call and let you know though or something. Anyway, gotta jet and get ready for work. TTFN!

][ 2:34 pm

Thursday, December 26, 2002

Yay! I get to go up to Canada and spend New Years hanging with Sam! :D I called her today and she said her dad was cool with it all so I'm going. :) lol We know for sure that we're either going ice skating or to an arcade, but that's all. lmao We're just so great a planning things ahead of time. ;) lol That'll be lots of fun though! :)

Humm... in other news, all I did today was talk to Aki on the phone, go to work at the theatre, talk to Sam on the phone, talk to Shawn on the phone, and talk to Ani on the phone. lmao I lead such and interesting life full of variety, don't you think? Shawn was being mean to me on the phone though. lol He kept teasing me and bringing up lovely things I didn't want to remember. lmao Ain't he sweet? ;) Him, Aki, Ani, and I are going to try and get together to see a movie this weekend before I go up to Canada and Shawn has to leave to get back to school, but I don't know how that's going to work out because we're all so busy with jobs, family, and such. lol Wish us luck. Don't know why I bothered to post anyway because it's not much of a post, but it's too late now. lol

][ 11:07 pm

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

Ooooh... guess what Hollers just downloaded! The "I Got You" video!! *dances and big squish* SOOO much happier than the "Do I Have To Cry For You?" video, even though that one did grow on me a bit. lol Anyway, Karah's got it for dl on her new domain, so I highly reccomend going there and waiting for it to save. ;) Took me almost 20 minutes with my 56k, but it was worth it. *sigh* Nick on a boat and playing in the water fully clothed... too cute. lol I do, however, dislike the chick factor again. Damn, that boy should hire me to come up with his video concepts and direct 'em and what not. ;) Anyway, there's only like two close-ups of the chick's chest and waist line so it's not terrible at least, but I think it would have been so much cuter if she's have been fully dressed too. I mean, there's Nick fully dressed and playing in the water all cute and then there she is in this little two piece. lmao I just think it would've been cuter if they'd both been in normal clothes 'cause then it would have been more like they just decided to jump in the water at the spur of the moment for the heck of it. Well, sounds like fun to me anyway. lol ;) But yeah, someone should just plop me on that boat with him... lol

Oh, and Merry Christmas everyone! lol Or whatever it is that you celebrate. ;) There's so many different things I can't even remember them all. And, of course, the ones that I can remember besides Christmas, I don't even want to attempt to spell. Haha. So, what did Holly get for presents? Well, I got a bunch of money. lol I also got a kitten calandar since there are no BSB/Nick ones this year(it's a cryin' shame! lol), a little Rudolph beanie thing, a little drawer thing that my mom painted really nicely, some smelly bath stuff(lol), Star Wars II on DVD, socks, pajama pants that look like a girly version of space exploaded on them(lol they're cool), some pens, a pad of paper, a lil mini notebook, an Irish blessing sign, some peperoni sticks(*wonders why, but not too long 'cause they are good*), and a CD/DVD shelf. :D It was funny, I woke up and a few minutes later I heard my mom coming back to my room saying that I wouldn't be up yet and then she opened the door and I said, "I wouldn't huh?" lol She told me I couldn't come out for 15 minutes, until they came to get me. lmao Then there was all this pounding of a hammer and I'm like, "What are they doing?" lol But yeah, that's when they setup the shelf thing for me and I was all happy when I moved it into my room because I had a little spot for it and it was already the perfect size so I didn't have to move my book shelf! lol That would've sucked. ;)

Humm... that's pretty much it. Well, except that I'm probably going to get to see Sam again next week! *dances* YAY! We might even go ice skating and then the two of us could fall on our butts together! lmao Anyway, lots to do, gotta go. lol Ta ta!

][ 6:10 pm

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

As promised, here's my other post for the night. I put up a new layout over at 4606.net. :D I really like how it came out. Granted, it's different than my normal style, but that's why I think I love it so much. That and that it's featuring pictures that I took of Nick at the concert on Saturday. ;) lmao Please run on over there and sign the guestbook with your comments on the new look. :D I'm still working on getting the concert page for JBB 5 done so that's not part of the updates over there yet, but I expect that'll be up tomorrow or Thursday. :) I also need to make a new layout for the written section at 4606.net so that it matches with the main one. lol That's the only problem with having all my writings on a separate layout, I keep forgetting that I need to change that one too. lmao I remembered after I finished the main one and was too lazy to do it today. lol Humm... think that's it. Now I'm off to check some e-mail and then I'm going to read some more of HP before I go to bed. :) Merry Christmas to all, and to all a goodnight!

][ 10:36 pm

Well, the dinner thing with Kenny and his wife went all right. You know, just casual conversation mostly between them and my parents and me sitting there eating not knowing what to say. They got us two family Christmas presents, one's a clock that plays a different Christmas song every hour. I don't know, but seems like a pointless thing to have to me. Nice thought I guess though. The other's pretty cool. It's this big fancy tic tac toe set from some crystal company or whatever. They ended up going with us to the candlelight service at church and that's what we just got back from. I just feel like I need to cry. The service was fine and all, but they didn't do individual candles for everyone because they're too worried about their precious carpet. They also took and offering which I couldn't understand why. That's not the reason I feel like I need to cry either. I think that there were no candles to light just triggered something inside me. I don't even know what it is. Do you ever have those times where you have no idea why, but you feel like you just need to cry? Damn, I should turn that line into a poem or a song; rhymes nicely and sounds good. After service Kenny had to have a tour of the church since he hasn't been since we got into the new building. I just wandered around a bit. Wanted to go talk with some of the other high schoolers, but didn't. Then, I saw my old elementry PE teacher, who was also my unicycling coach. :) That was nice. Took him a while to remember exactly who I was even though he didn't say, I could tell. I don't blame him though. I mean, it was a long time ago, he's had hundreds and hundreds of students and by no means was I ever one of his favorites. After wandering and being bored for a while longer, I finally went and shoved myself in the conversation with the other high schoolers. I'm just such and unsociable little freak. I told them all Merry Christmas and then there was, like clockwork, the mentioning of how Christmas-y my name is. I didn't mind that so much, it's just annoying to get it every time. And, I don't know, I just feel like my church is full of preps and I'm the only little nerdy freak in the bunch. Not that they're mean, I just don't feel like I belong, like I'm supposed to be there. *sigh* I don't want to go to candlelight service there anymore. There was something about having my own little candle and waiting for the light to be passed to me and then watching it go to the next candle that made everything so special and nice and I don't want to be there and be reminded of it, but not be able to do it. Damnit, just screw the carpet. It's ugly anyway. Well, gotta go, hope everyone else is having a nicer Christmas Eve than me. Can't let myself get brought down though because it's all about Jesus and that's what I need to remind myself when I start to feel depressed. Anyway, I'll be posting again later. TTFN!

][ 8:51 pm

Monday, December 23, 2002

Wee! Lots of things to post about! That is, as long as I can remember them all. ;) First off, my Uncle Jerry called yesterday(I think it was anyway) and told my mom he's planning a surprise party for my Grandpa's b-day in January and wanted her to come down. So, my mom told me she was going to go and of course I blurted out that I wanted to go too! lol So, my mom's going to use up her $50 companion ticket that she gets every year with her mileage card and I'm just going to owe her that as my part for getting to go. :D Yay! I get to go and see all my cousins again! I'll get to see everyone like last time I'm pretty sure, well, except for Steven. :( I didn't get to see him last time because he was working and couldn't get time off and that's probably what will happen again this time. :( *sniffles* I miss Steven. I haven't seen him in like five years or something! Maybe he'll be able to get the time off though, my Uncle Mike said he's going to ask him to see if he can. That'd be nice. :D So yay, I get to go down to California for five days in January! lol

Let's see, what else... tomorrow Kenny(my step-bro) and his wife are coming over for dinner. Hopefully that'll go all right. At least Kenny's not mean to me anymore like he used to be. Getting married did good for him on that. lol We can actually carry on a conversation now, it's crazy! lol After they leave we're going to go to the candlelight service at church. :D I LOVE candlelight service! We get to sing a TON of Christmas songs and then they turn off all the lights and everyone gets a candle and you light one or two and then spread it around to the others. It's always so nice. :) I think it's my favorite Christmas thing to do. lol

Oh, and yesterday I optimized my pictures of Nick from Jingle Bell Bash 5 and I made a layout out of some of them! :D I must say that I really love how it turned out. :) It's not quite finished yet 'cause I need to add the title and menu, but the major stuff's done. Tara helped me decide which site to use it for. lol She thought I should put it up over at 4606.net and I agreed. :) Oh, and speaking of JBB5, most of my pictures of Nick came out better than the ones on the station's site! lmao That's really sad if you think about it. See, they should have given me a photo/press pass instead of stealing my idea and giving them away one weekend when, of course, I didn't even come close to winning them. Arg. lol Oh, and here's a shot of the cute bass guitarist in Simple Plan and here's one of the cute electric guitarist. ;) lol I normally don't go for peirced and tattooed, but that bass guy was just darn cute with his mohawk and everything. lmao I know, I'm sad, just let me be. ;) lol Humm... couldn't find any pics with me in 'em though. lol I'm pretty darn sure that at least my bandana's in one of the one's that Candy took before anyone came out, but it doesn't seem to be up on the site. lol Oh well, that's probably better, huh?

*sigh* I forgot what else there was to say. lmao Figures, huh? Well, I guess I'll either work on finishing my new layout or start on the second HP book so I can make my way onto the third since everyone, especially Aceetha, keeps telling me how good that one is. lol Goodnight all!

][ 11:26 pm

Saturday, December 21, 2002

nick live 1Yay! I'm sure before you even started reading this, you were glancing at the pictures. lmao Can't blame you though. ;) Anyway, here's what happened! :D

Autumn and I got up at 7 AM and it took us an hour to get up, make some scrambled eggs and eat them. lmao So yeah, we got ready and my mom decided not to let me drive us because she heard it was supposed to rain, so she came with us and drove. That turned out to be a good thing though. ;) lol We got to the Tacoma Dome at about 11 AM and went up to the Kiss booth to see if they would magically have our VIP line passes. Guess what, they did! *dances* That turned out to be a VERY good thing. lol After we go the line passes we went and got in line straight away. We stood out in the freezing cold for FOUR hours before they finally let us in! Poor people in the normal line had to wait even longer to get in too 'cause we all had to be let in first. Sucks for them, but yay for me and Autumn. lmao

They finally let us in around an hour after they were originally supposed to. By that time my toes were thoroughly numb with cold. lol I was bouncing up and down and walking in circles trying to get them warm. Didn't work real well. ;) So, they let us in and Autumn and I ran to the stage(amidst angry glares from security) and landed ourselves a spot to our left of center stage RIGHT up against the railing! Ahh!! Sorry, teeny moment there. ;) It was so great though because that's the closest I've ever been at ANY concert. :D

nick live 2After standing up at the front of the stage for another hour with people smushed up against us on three sides, the opening act came out. They were pretty good, but I forget their name. lmao Then was Simple Plan and Autumn and I were both groovin' over the bass guitarist and his cute mohawk. lol He kept putting an endless supply of guitar picks into his mouth and spitting them out at the croud. Sadly, not Autumn nor I got one. :( lmao I was also groovin' on the cute electic guitarist in that group too. lol Daniel Bedingfield was second and he was pretty cool too. He was at BFD 4 and I just remember he was full of energy and had these great bright yellow shoes! lmao He was full of energy this time too, but he had light blue shoes with red stripes this time. ;) And then... Nick.

Nick came out and by that time we were both half deaf in one of our ears from this stupid girl behind us screaming. Then, of course, there was the fact that we were shoved right up against the railing by that time too and everyone behind us had been moshing a ton. lmao But yeah... Nick... lol First, he sang "Blow Your Mind," followed by "Help Me," "Do I Have To Cry For You," a song I didn't know(*gasp*), and then he finished with "I Got You." *squish* lol Now, I even though we just got back from this thing, I can't remember the order that half the things with Nick happened at so, here there are, in some order. lmao Nick performed in his socks the entire time(way cute, lol) because he lost one shoe to the audience and then simply decided to forfit the other to them as well. Damn, I wanted one of those shoes. roflmao It would have been really great to capture the smell and have essence of Nick's feet. *giggles* I hope you all realize that I'm joking here... lol Nick was over on the other side of the stage drinking some water after a while too and of course he had to fling it on the crowd and Autumn and I were like, hey, why didn't he do that over here? lol Well, yay for us because shortly thereafter he came right in front of us and did the same thing. Therefore, we were sprayed with water from the bottle as well as from him shaking his hair. lol

Now, for the most terrible part. I warn you, this will be oh so sad. It starts out nice, but it just isn't. So, Nick walks over to our side and then jumps off the stage RIGHT in front of us. He proceeds to stand up and I'm like, shit, this rocks and then... *horror of all horrors* Nick turned to his right(our left) without slapping our hands and ran off to hit all of their hands! Autumn and I like screamed after him to come back, but he didn't. He just went off that way and then went back up onstage and didn't come back down anywhere for the rest of his performance. *sniffles* I told you it was terrible! lol

Autumn also finally got me to throw a necklace that I'd made for him onto the stage when he came by after he'd been to our side a few times. I tossed it and it landed right next to him when he was crouched down there and he didn't even seem to notice it. lmao Arg. Then, after Nick was done and off the stage, the cleaning guy came by and picked it up and just threw it in a pile with a few other things that had been tossed up there. I was all like, man, least you could've done was thrown it back to me since it took me at least and hour and a half to make! lol Perhaps he still got it, but I doubt that. Oh well. But, if anyone sees Nick wearing a ball-chain necklace with hemp weaved onto it and a whale tale charm, let me know. ;) lol

That was pretty much it. Well, except that since we were right at the front of the pit and everyone was shoved right up behind us, when Autumn and I decided to leave after Nick, we had to ask security to pull us out! lmao So, each of us had to have three security guys pick us up and drag us over the top of the railing. lmao I just feel so mad cool that I get to say I had to be pulled out of the pit at a concert. lmao Anyway, it's late and Autumn and I are sleepy and want to watch a movie. *laughs* Yeah, if we're sleepy we should go to bed, but that doesn't mean we're going to. ;) Goodnight all!

][ 11:02 pm

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

Wow! LOTR was SOOO slap dappy happy! lmao If you haven't gone to see it yet, shame on you! lol Get your butt over to the nearest theatre playing it and watch, watch, watch! lol I FINALLY got a hold of Autumn last night and after a half an hour, I finally got Fandango to work and give me my ticket confirmation! lmao So, Autumn and I got in the not very long line at 1pm, were seated at 1:30pm and shortly thereafter the previews began. Dang, the previews were so great too! lol It was like, I was already excited for the movie and then they slap us with previews of a whole bunch of awesome movies coming out including X-Men 2 and Final Destination 2! Yay! It's bugging me though because it looked like Devon Sawa in the trailer for Final Destination 2, but then when they showed the guy again, it didn't and he's not in the photo gallery on the official site. I want Devon in that movie dangit! Arg! Now I want to watch the first one again... I haven't seen that for a while. Good movie for any of you that might not have seen it. :) Anyway, back to LOTR. lmao It kicked some freakin' serious arse! *dances* I heart it much and there were so many wonderful things! Ah, just go see it! lmao Oh, and don't get freaked out by the beginning of the movie like I did. lol It starts out backtracking a bit, but there's a purpose to it and it's all good so no worries. ;) lol I just want to spill out all of the wonderful things in it, but being that it's the first day and all, I doubt half of you have even seen it yet. lol So, I'll be good and not ruin it for you all and I'll wait until the next time I see it to post all the happiness. :)

Since Autumn and I were already up early anyway, we went and did some shopping. Or, I should say that I shopped and Autumn just browsed. lol She did buy these cute holiday socks though. lmao Oh, which reminds me, I got Ani's present and part of Sam's present. Yay! :D Oh, and I got a Christmas present from Sam in the mail yesterday, but I can't tell you what it is because I don't know yet. lol I've gotta talk to her first and see if she wants me to wait until Christmas or not. ;) Okay, I know this is going to sound funny, but I've got to go and help my mom put up our Christmas decorations. lmao Yes, we're just now putting them up. So my family's a little slow at these things, give me a break! lol Well, gotta jet. I might post some more later. Oh, and before I forget, I put this and this up the other day. ;)

][ 8:13 pm

Saturday, December 14, 2002

Aww man! I've got popcorn kernal stuff stuck in my teeth. Arg. lol I was hungry after I got back from work at the theatre and kettle corn just sounded quite tasty. :) Work was good though. Saturday nights are MUCH busier than Sunday nights though. lol I did a lot better on the food register than I did last time though, that's for sure. lol Even though it was a whole lot busier than the time before. It was also pointed out to me while I was there that if I really want to see The Two Towers on Wednesday, I should probably break down and pay the dollar fee per ticket on Fandango and buy them in advance. So, I went and looked to see what times were still open where and I think that if Autumn's parents and my parents don't mind, I wanna go to the 11:59 PM show on Tuesday night! lmao I'm going to ask my parents later and see what they say. lmao

So, today was the FIDM in Seattle thing. It was kinda cool. The areas I was most interested in were fasion design, costume design, set design, and stylist. lol But there's still the other two bits of me interested in film and audio at Full Sail. lmao I don't know what I'm going to do! lol I did decide today though to put more effort into my desire to be the voice of an animated character in a movie or TV show. That would rock. lol

After the uhh, I guess you could call it a seminar, we were walking back out to the car and I asked my mom if we could go into this little gift shop right on the side of the hotel because there was a 1998 Holiday Teddy beanie buddy in the window. So, we went in and I found one and asked how much it was and it was only $11 so I bought it! *squeezes in tight and glows* I've been wanting the beanie baby of it ever since I found out it existed because it's got holly on it and I'm Holly! lmao So now I have the beanie buddy and that makes me happy that they made them into the bigger ones 'cause it's more cuddly n' all. :D Yay! *giggles*

Oh, and you'll never guess what else... I bought a new domain today!! LMAO I'm not going to post the link though. If you really want to know, I'll either tell you, you can ask me, or you can find it. lol It'll probably be up tomorrow as the little thing that it will be(for now at least) and there will be ways for you to find it. ;) lol I didn't really get it to make another site, it's just for storing things or putting small things and for me to have some extra e-mails. lol Ugh, I think I need to go to bed way early tonight. lol Ta ta and goodnight.

][ 10:53 pm

I decided I needed something to do while watching the movie, so I decided to copy Sam and take some tests at Emode.com. The first one I took was too nasty, so I killed it, but here are some that weren't so bad.

What's your Lucky Number? - Six: The Loyalist
Gimme five... Psyche! Ah, 6, you're so gullible. Probably because you're such the Loyalist-very trusting. Cheer up, your friendship is rarer than a faithful politician. And if there were more 6s out there, the world would be a better place. Only problem is, once you've been burned, your trust flees the scene like a scared rabbit. As a result, it's possible to come off a little cold and standoffish. Bad first impressions might stick with you. And if people don't pay their share of a dinner tab, it might taint your view of them as potential friends. On the other hand, your BS radar is one of the sharpest around. That's why you may prefer shooting pool with friends instead of jockeying for position at the local singles' night. As a loyal Number 6, you're short on pickup lines and long on eye contact. If you find security within yourself, you might become less affected by the mistakes of others. So if you find a little extra support in life, you'll be well on your way to joining the ranks of other famous 6s: Michelle Pfeiffer, Jay Leno, Tom Hanks, and Julia Roberts.

Parts of it are true, like the thing about friendship, but the other stuff is a little off. I always love a good game of pool though. ;)

What's your Beauty Aura? - Natural
When it comes to how you present yourself to the world, you strongly believe that keeping things simple - whether it's your relationships, career, or face soap - is the best way to be beautiful. You're satisfied with what nature gave you and aren't afraid to show your confident, unadorned self to the world. Your beauty routine is all about maintenance. You keep your skin clean, your body moisturized, and add a splash of color to lips and eyes when the situation demands it. Other than that? You feel best looking as fresh as nature intended. In the course of being au naturelle you may sometimes forget to cut loose and have fun. You should feel free to dress up now and then or splurge on a scent. Spoil yourself, now and then, as nature intended.

It's true that natural is my way of going, but it sure as heck is not because I'm confident and satisfied with what nature gave me! lmao Ii'm all right with what nature gave me and I'm not confident about myself in really any way. And I don't add any splash of color to my lips at all, period. I dislike make-up, I don't wear it. I wear chapstick and that's it. And I just don't dress up and I don't think that I should spoil myself with nicely scented things... that's not THAT thrilling to me. It's that tom-boyish side coming out here.

What Color is Your Aura? - Gold
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color - a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too - all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

LMAO! Okay, it started off okay until it got to the part about me being popular, outgoing, and having a large circle of friends. lmao After that it kinda got a little whacked up. lol The excitement part's not too off though, but it's not at all hard for me to sit still and chill out. Sometimes I have to wonder about these things...

What's Your True Color? - Brown
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

Umm... I guess I'm KINDA like that. lol I do have a big logical side although, I've got a big creative one. Supposedly you're supposed to be more one or the other, but I think mine's split right down the middle, which isn't exactly wonderful sometimes. I don't know about getting all the facts though, but I would count myself as being trustworthy for sure and I guess steady... or not. lol

Who's Your Type? - Artiste
Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique guy who knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words, music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and his remarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms. He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything he does is a reflection of his "inner self." You fall head-over-heels for such confidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you or writing you a love letter, this guy knows how to make you feel special. He's in touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinity to feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artiste would definitely be part of it!

Yay! Darn right! *squish* Me want one o' dem! *giggles* :D

What's Your Flavor? - Pink Grapefruit
Mmm ... pink grapefruit! Sweet and tart at the same time, you're bursting with sun-kissed goodness. If you were a song, you'd be "It's a Sunshine Day" by the Brady Bunch - you're just that perky and refreshing. That's not to say that you don't have an edge - quite the contrary. In fact, a little bit of sugar (aka gifts, praise, and other goodies) can always bring out your naturally sweet flavor. But when it comes down to it, you prefer folks who can match you in strength and independence. Luckily, that kind of attitude is appealing, so you always have 'em wanting more. Citrusy, tangy, and a little exotic, you're a truly tasty treat.

LMAO How'd I manage that one? lol I guess the whole sweet and sour thing makes sense though seeing as I've got this domain and my little slogan on my e-mail sig is "sweeter than you think." lol The Brady Bunch song thing is quite scary though. I'm deffinately not that happy. *giggles* But, I'm a truly tasty treat. lmao

Are You Loony?
It only happens once in a blue moon, but when you cut loose, you really cut loose. We wouldn't call you loony, but you might qualify for loon-ish. Because while you've been known to have your moments of insanity, you're usually the model of decorum. That's why people are so tickled when you do occasionally do and say off-the-wall, goofy things. But you usually tend to keep your emotions and behavior strictly in check - making sure the scales are firmly tipped toward "sanity" is something you take pride in. That said, it wouldn't hurt to indulge your loony side a little more often. Being dependable and reliable is one thing; being predictable is something else entirely. So leave work early and go fly a kite. Hire a skywriter to inscribe your squeeze's name in midair. Go skinny dipping in January. Make a point of leaving room for spontaneity and craziness in your life - trust us, it's lots of fun.

It's true that to people who don't know me, I keep myself in check and am fairly predictable, but it's also true that I can be a crazy little freak. lol I do indulge in that side of me quite a bit though, as Autumn, Ani, and Sam can vouch for. lol I'd NEVER go skinny dipping though, period. Just does not appeal to me. lol

Discover Your Past Life - Iguana
Come on out in the sun - in your former life you were an iguana named Gunter. Thanks to a biography written by your twin brother, Gilbert, we know a bit about you: Born on a small island to an iguana family of modest means, you met your destiny by unwittingly hopping a boat to the mainland. Quickly mastering the art of gambling, you proceeded to rob everyone you knew blind. Fortunately, iguanas care little for money, so no one was very upset. You used your winnings to build a spa for molting lizards, so they could find comfort while they shed their skins. Thanks to the spa, you became a prominent public citizen and lived the rest of your life indulging your fantasy of singing popular lizard tunes.

WOW... lmao I think that's all that can be said of that crack addict result.

What Zodiac Sign Should You Be? - Aquarius
The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're an AQUARIUS. As an air sign, you're a great communicator and an independent thinker. Besides which, you've got an incredibly popular side -- people can't resist that inviting personality and your altruistic ways. You are ambitious and creative, but you also have a tendency to be inflexible when it comes to your views. Although you may be a great and giving friend, you tend to shy away from romantic relationships. Your sign -- the water-bearer -- indicates that you give off a special energy that others receive as a gift. You are definitely a people person, and you want everyone to be happy. You also have an analytical edge that comes out in your progressive thinking. In addition to all of these redeeming qualities, you are most commonly known for being the friendliest sign in the zodiac.

I think they got Nick and me confused a bit...

What's Your Theme Song? - Dancing Queen
Whether it's throwing your own theme party or mixing it up on the karaoke stage, we can see you strutting towards the jukebox in platform, glitter boots and a skintight jumpsuit to the tune of your personal anthem, "Dancing Queen." You aren't just part of the scene, you make it. You anticipate the good stuff in life, and with a theme song like yours, you're sure to get a lot of it. Crown jewel of the 70s, this Abba smash is expected to raise spirits in just about any environment, from dance floor to kitchen floor, and full-blown party. Yours is the comfort food of theme songs-steady and always welcome. Which is how your friends often view you. At your next soiree, it wouldn't surprise us if you danced with everyone for about 30 seconds, started a mambo line, then spun off to dance, jive, and have the time of your life as only a true Dancing Queen can.

Hehehe. I like to dance, but not to the point where I'm the center of attention and I don't even want to see myself in platform, glitter boots and a skintight jumpsuit. *shudders* lol

Who's That Inner Rock Star? - Britney Spears
Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney-the envy of cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten, you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get enough of you. You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!

AHH!!! NO! Why me? Wow, I am so not Britney and there is no part of me that's a naughty sex kitten. Wow... oh so... WRONG! And who ever said that Britney had any brains period? Sorry, that was mean, but still... *hides and makes sure if there was any inner Britney in her, it's been killed off*

Wow, that was a REALLY good waste of time and rather funny/interesting with some of the things. lol *giggles* Angie's watching TV again! Hahaha! Apparently she likes Kim Possible. ;) That was off the subject, but she's just so cute sitting there staring up at the TV. Aww... lol I should go to sleep. *smacks herself for staying up way later that she told herself she could* Goodnight.

][ 2:37 am

Well, I was up till 3 AM Thursday night doing nothing. lmao I do it all the time and I have no idea why. I just sit up and watch TV shows and movies that I've seen a million times, I'm just a dork. lmao Then I slept until around 3 PM yesterday. lol I woke up a few times, but fell back to sleep pretty quick and I think the sweet and sour meatballs with pasta last night made me have some WEIRD dreams. lol The first one that I had was in this book store that I've been in before in a dream, but as far as I know it doesn't exist in real life. lol Anyway, I was looking for Dragon Lance books, which do exist, and there was this really cute tall guy with brown hair and he was talking to me and being all sweet 'cause he liked me. :) lol Me so special. ;) Hahaha. The second was REALLY weird though...

I got to this house where there was a party, but down the hall was my room, so it was like my house, but it wasn't. lmao So yeah, I came in and had something in my hands(forget what) and was dancing like a freek when I entered the empty living room 'cause I could still hear the music. lmao I can dance so much better than that too, I was like falling over and spinning like an ideot. Anyway, this guy who goes to my church was standing outside the sliding glass door when I did that and he saw and I knew he was there and it was like I was trying to show off for him or something, but I so sucked at it! lmao. Anyway, then I walked back to my room and he followed me and I was like pushing all my dirty clothes on the floor out of the way so there was a little pathway for him to walk in and we just laughed about it for a sec. I was on the phone that whole time talking to my old friend Valerie(I think that's who it was anyway) and the guy from my church got on my computer and started playing this concert video clip and it was him saying something, but I couldn't figure out what he was saying so I finally told Val I had to go and she like wouldn't shut up so I told her I had to go again and hung up. Then, I walked over to the computer and tipped my ear toward the speaker to hear and he was saying something about me and how he really liked me and I blushed and then turned away for a second and when I turned back around there was this girl sitting on my bed(apparently a friend of mine) and the guy had turned into Aaron Carter and he handed me this little piece of paper with possible domain names on it(one of them was harry.com and I told him that would deffinately already be taken, lmao). Apparently AC knew HTML and I was helping him to get a domain setup. I then walked to the opposite diagonal of my room and there was this bar half way up the wall and the rest of the wall was gone and we were up a few stories of some building and there were colored search lights and screaming fans below. lmao That's all I can remember, but I think I must've been on something. lmao That's some seriously crazy shmuck, I tell ya! lol

Once I finished with my whack dreams and dragged myself out of bed, I went and picked up my paycheck from work and it was tip day so I got an extra $45! Wee! *spins like an ideot and falls to the floor* The reason it's so much money is because our sub shop is in a rich part of the area. Some people throw frickin' fives in the tip jar! It's crazy, but can't say that I mind. ;) Then I went and deposited my check and went to find some Christmas presents down at the mall, but I didn't find anything worth while and Black & Decker STILL didn't have any gift cirtificates so now I've got to figure out something else to get my daddy. Arg. He says he wants food, but that's no fun! lol

I was also good and made some layouts and worked on sites today! :D Nothing to show online, but Sam was online so she got to see some of them before she left. ;) I've still got a ton more stuff left to do though. *sigh* I need to work my butt off doing site stuff during the next week. Wish me luck. lol

Now I'm watching Hocus Pocus on TV. I was so excited when it came on... I think I'm going to have to stay up late and watch the whole thing. lmao Someone smack me upside the head. Anyway, all guys should wear those old style poet shirts and be named Zachary. lol Okay, so not all, but he's a cutie in the movie and I want one. ;)

][ 12:41 am

Thursday, December 12, 2002

Well, I was going to post last night, but wouldn't you know it, the server was down. lol Arg. Ahh well, not too terrible or anything that I'm posting today instead at least. Let's see... yesterday I finished book one of HP. Yay! lol I have to say though that I think the movies are better so far, I don't particularly like her writing style, and I found a bunch of mistakes in it. I'm told that her writing improves with each book and there is some interesting information that you don't get in the movies, so I will read on whenever I can borrow the rest of the book from Autumn. lmao That and going to work are all I remember about yesterday. lol

Today I got up and went to school for my meteorology final. I think I did pretty good on it. Studied for like five minutes before class started, but I already knew most everything by heart anyway. :) I think I'll probably get a B in that class, or so I'm hoping. ;) After that I went to turn in my books to the student book sale so that I can get more money back from them than I would at the bookstore and I found out that two of my books aren't being used again and now they're taking 10% of whatever your books sell for and you're only allowed to ask for up to 60% of the original brand new price. *sigh* Whatever. As I was walking toward the parking lots I remembered that I sould go and pick up my photo final and see what I got. I got a B+ so I'll probably end up with something like that as my final score as well. I guess I'm all right with it. Can't blame him for giving me that grade though. As it is, I would have given myself a C instead.

I came home for a while and finally talked with my admissions rep. over at Full Sail. It took me quite a long time to finally be able to talk to her. lmao It was a good conversation though and it made me more excited about possibly going to school there. I asked her to send me a bunch of stuff on financial aid, scholarships, and information about living arrangements near school. It would be awesome if I could manage to be able to afford to go there. lol Autumn's going to talk to someone and get some info about the computer animation program(I'm looking into the Film one). Then, of course, I had to go to work. It sucked, as usual. lmao The only bright spot was that Andrew and I had a decent conversation with each other! lmao He just bugs me all the time and is really annoying, but finally by the end of the night it wasn't so bad. *L* Oh, and as a side note, remember that this is a different Andrew than the one that goes to movies with me and Aki sometimes. There are just too many Andrews in this world, I tell you! lmao

Okay, I've gotta go because Balffers keeps meowing at me and bugging me to go watch a movie in the family room. lol I wonder what I'll watch...

][ 11:38 pm

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Rather than posting either of the last two nights, I just decided not to even turn on my computer and I read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone instead. I'm being sucked into the story a ton and it's nice to know the extra details, but I think the movies are by far better than the books. I don't like her style of writing and I've found some mistakes in it that just shouldn't be there. lol The story itself is really good though so I continue to read and I'll be reading the others too. Plus, I've been told the books get better as you go along since she's written more by each one.

So, what else have I been up to since my last post? Nothing really. Just working, eating, sleeping, a few phone conversations and reading. Oh, and I watched Die Another Day on Sunday while I was at the theatre. Didn't like it. The plot line wasn't very good and I'm sorry, but I have no interest in seeing him have sex with every woman he encounters. That just doesn't thrill me like it apparently does for guys that go see it. That's not a good message for anyone to be seeing either. Tells guys it's okay for them to do things like that and not treat women with respect and it tells women that they should just be okay with it and niether of those things is true. I'm going to have to bring stuff to do for this next Sunday because that'll still be playing and I really don't want to see it again. Maybe I'll just bring the next HP book I'm on or some crafts to keep me busy or something like that. lol

So, apparently I don't have to worry about Tammy after all. She actually called me the other day and she called me again tonight so I talked to her two days in a row which is like, wow. lol I'm going to be seeing her tomorrow night too because I'm going to watch her in jazz choir at the high school. Anyway, the thing with her telling her mom she went and did stuff to me when she hadn't was just a big miscommunication. She told her mom that she was going to call me(guess I just never got the message) and see if I wanted to do that that day, but then she didn't get a hold of me and called her mom and left her a message saying she was going to hang out with someone else, but her mom didn't get it and assumed she was with me. lol Wow, that was a long sentence. lmao

I updated the callendar with some b-days and I know I've forgotten some, so please tag and let me know if you're my pal and I didn't put your's up yet. Well, that's it for tonight. I'm going to finish my yummy Henry Weinhard's Root Beer and then read more of HP. :) TTFN!

][ 10:23 pm

Saturday, December 7, 2002

nicky guitarOkay, okay, so I didn't go to bed like I should have. lol I just went to check up on some news and such over at BoyMostLikely.com and there was this seriously shmexay pic of Nick with a beautiful red electric. SO happy! lol And it was all nice a big too and the only problem was the crease mark and the staple thingy. So, Photoshop launched up and yay for the clone stamp and the healing brush! lmao I can still tell where the crease was with a faint line, but it's much better than it was originally. So yeah, I got bored and made the spiffy little image over to the right. :) What do you all think? I really like the colors. Turned out quite nice considering I was just messing around and wasn't really trying to do anything specific. :D *sigh* He just looks so pretty. Why is that? lol

This is very amusing. lol I'm watching that Christmas episode of Lizzy on Disney channel. It's great so far and there was just this wonderful dream sequence that was really... wrong. lol And now she knows all about fixing the pluming. Haha! Man, this is some sad shit, but at the same time, I still love this show. lol The Aaron Christmas one was a lot better though. ;)

][ 4:05 am

Last night, or well, Thursday night since it's technically tomorrow even though I'm still awake, I fell asleep at 1 AM after the first hour of Jaws. lmao Then, three hours later, my mom woke me up and told me to go to bed. lol She figured that I wouldn't go to class since I'd been up half the night, but that's not why I decided not to go. lol I just didn't feel like it and all we were doing was review for the final and he already gave us a sheet with what to look up in the book so I figure I can do it on my own just fine. :)

So, I had plans to work on a bunch of layouts and stuff and then my mom called me up saying she found a new computer desk for me at a garage sale and wanted to know if I wanted the movie Dragon Heart. I said sure to both and after she came home to put the groceries away, we took the truck down to get it. I'm not too thrilled with the desk. lol It's really dinky! But, I did find a movie gold mine while I was there! lmao I got The Mummy Returns(which I'm watching now), X-Men, Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade, and The Nightmare Before Christmas. It's really funny too 'cause Autumn and I were just talking like the day before about how I hadn't seen The Nightmare Before Christmas in YEARS! lol Now she's all jealous of me because I own it and she doesn't. lmao

So, I ended up going to pick up Aki and then we both headed over to Ani's and just hanging out, working on her domain a bit, and watching a movie. :) It was much fun. And, I was still good and did work on some site stuff. lmao Not a whole lot, but it's still something. Arg. I haven't gotten a reply from my host for fear-of-tears.net yet and it's bugging me. They should have replied now. Why can't I find good hosts that have the exact features I want for a dirt cheep price? lmao I'll figure out something for it though. I've got somewhere else I can stick it, but I'm still hoping this host will come through and whatnot. *sigh* Wish me luck! lol

Well, I've got an eight hour day at work tomorrow so I'm going to go. Perhaps I'll be good and not finish this movie so I can get enough sleep and still wake up in time to take a shower in the morning. lol

][ 2:14 am

Thursday, December 5, 2002

Today was pretty good. Got up and went to photo class only to discover that we had to present our photo essays to the class! Ahh! That was the bad part, but I did it and I lived so that's good. lmao As far as archery goes, for any of you who read my blog around a year ago and remember that the last day of archery I did really good and broke 200 for the first time, I made a repeat this year! lol Only, over that, of course. ;) I got a 56 on my last round(Oh sheah!) 'cause I had THREE bullseyes! Wee! I also got a bunch of others in other rounds today and two in one round that were right next to each other. :D lol But, that's not the best part... my final score... *pauses for dramatic effects* 234!!!!! That beats my last high score of 229!! *dances around* Wee for me!! lol Sorry, I'm just so proud of myself. ;)

Oh, and in meteorology class we learned again, like yesterday, that we're all going to die due to the effects of global warming! lmao I mean, there are things we can do to stop it, but some people *cough*the United States government*cough* don't think that keeping the Earth in habital condition is more imporant than making sure we don't end up with a suffing economy from cutting back on the burning of fossil fuels. So yes, if global warming continues on it's path it will be most likely due to the US because we'd rather purposely kill ourselves later so that we don't have any economic hardships right now. *shakes head, shrugs, and wonders why* I don't understand either. lol Humm... I hope government people don't read this. lmao And our teacher didn't actually say that, that's just something I came up with on my own. ;) lol I admit it, I wanna be a tree hugger. *giggles*

I got home today and had a nice long angry convo with Autumn(we need to get her her domain so I can start linking her, lol). It was great! lol Then Ani called a few times in the middle of it asking me for layout help. :) lol Anyway, after that I went to work and it wasn't as boring as usual so that's good. lol Plus, we got our new ice cream machine and they were testing if making shakes would work well so I got to have some of a root beer one and it was quite yummy. :) We got done with all the cleaning really early too so I got to leave a few minutes after closing time. :D

When I got home my parents were gone and I couldn't, for the life of me, figure out where the heck they'd be. Then, it dawned on me. Oh yeah, they went to the movies! *smacks self* I can be so dumb sometimes. *L* There was also a message on the answering machine from Tammy's mom calling for me saying that she wanted me to call her back and let her know if I knew where Tammy was. So of course I call back and her mom asks me if I've seen her today and I'm all like, "no" and thinking, why would I 'cause she doesn't seem to want to be my friend anymore? To make a little bit of a longer story short, it turns out that Tammy had told her mom that I called her after school and came and picked her up and we went driving around and had dinner. I told her mom that I wish I could say that was true 'cause I haven't seen Tamara in forever, but sorry, that didn't happen. She's gonna be in such shit. The thing is though, why would she use me? She should know that her mom would think of calling me wondering where she was and she should also know that I'm not going to lie about it. Even if I would have lied to cover her butt, I'd have to know about it before hand so that when her mom asked me if I'd seen her at all today right off the bat, I could have said yes instead of the obvious and true, no. I just can't believe she did that. She's getting into the wrong group and it basically started as soon as she entered high school and that's the same time she decided, apparently, that she didn't value our friendship as much anymore and maybe she doesn't at all now. :( She was my very first real friend when I moved up here like eight years ago and she was my best friend until she decided otherwise, because I never did. *sigh* Whatever.

No, Ani, I'm not blowing off your beautiful new layout, I was just saving it for now. ;) lol Everybody needs to go check out Ani's new layout over at Xavani.net because it just kicks arse and it's Elijah Wood! Dang Ani, I am so beyond proud of you for that layout! Best I've seen you do yet and to top it all off, *dances,* you coded it all by yourself!! Aiight, so there's a fix or two needed, but no worries 'cause I know what the problem is and we'll get it fixed up tomorrow. :D Humm... I really need to get your gbooky up too so everyone who comes to see your new pretty layout can sign it and show you love. Perhaps I'll do that tomorrow as well. :)

Anyway, it's late and this is long and my tummy's grubling for some sort of munchies and I feel like a movie. lol It's almost mid-night and I think I'm going to make some mac n' cheese and watch a movie that I haven't seen for a while, something on TV, or watch Legend again since Aki let me borrow it. ;) G'night!

][ 11:35 pm

Tuesday, December 3, 2002

Well, mad thanks to Shawn for explaining to me what I thought was wrong with my computer. Apparently I'm just dumb, but he still helped me make my comp run a bit faster by deleting some of the stuff that runs at startup. :)

I've got a headache. It's one of those all the way across the forehead ones that doesn't hurt really bad, but throbs to the point where it's insanely annoying and I'd rather have a headache with some real pain. lol I was going to do a bunch of productive things tonight since I didn't go to dance and won't be going for all this month, but between scanning my entire computer for viruses, talking to Aki, talking to Ani, eating dinner, calling Shawn for help and talking to him for a bit, I just kinda didn't. Good news though is that I think fear-of-tears.net should be back tomorrow maybe! :D It looks like they've got the new server setup because I was able to login to the control panel again, but I decided to e-mail first to make sure so I don't get everything uploaded and tell the hostees to move in and then have problems again. That would seriously suck. lol

Anyway, let's see, what else? Yesterday wasn't that eventful because I can't really remember anything besides going to school and then going to work. lol Today was both good and bad. I had this whacked up dream about missing JBB5 that was just strange and then I got woken up and my mom and I drove around finding things for me to take pictures of. lol That was good because we did find a lot of good stuff for me to shoot so I could develop today. I was going to just develop after meteorology, but when I got to the gym for archery, it was cancelled. :( I was so bummed! So, I developed during that time and it looks like everything came out okay so let's just hope they still look good when I print them and they're enlarged! lmao I've gotta do that tomorrow morning. I'm going to wake up early and get to school right when the photo lab opens and develop my other roll of film and then start printing while I wait for that to dry. I hope they all come out good. And I hope I've got time tomorrow night to put them together nicely since they're due on Thursday and all.

You know what, I'm too long winded. I type too much on these things and what's worse is that I talk on and on and on. People tell me they've gotta go on the phone and then I remember one more thing to say to them and then I just keep going and don't even realize it until they tell me again. *smacks herself in the forehead* I need to stop doing that. lol

][ 9:17 pm

Sunday, December 1, 2002

I went and picked up Autumn yesterday evening and then we went to Denny's for dinner before heading to my place. :) I showed her the "Do I Have To Cry For You?" video and we talked about it and decided that overall it is a pretty good video, but she also agreed with some of my things for it. lol Anyway, so then we chatted a ton and wasted a lot of time... lmao We're quite good at that. ;) So it aws late, but I'd never seen Charlie's Angels and Autumn had brought it so we watched it anyway. :) Then we watched some TV and chatted some more. lol My mom was supposed to wake us up for church, but she decided she wouldn't even try since she knew Autumn and I were up so late. lol

Before I took Autumn home we were going to go take pictures of things that are broken for my photo final, but yeah, we didn't end up doing that really so after I dropped her off I headed straight to the theatre for my first day of work there. I was way early. lmao Anyway, I LOVE working there! lol They put me on tickets right off the bat and that went pretty darn well. :) I had a few boo boos, but nothing that couldn't be fixed pretty easily and it is to be expected on my first day. ;) Right? lol Anyway, I loved the job before I found out like what benifits I'm getting and now I know and that just makes it like, the best job ever! lol This is like the first job I've ever really liked. We've got our own balcony to watch the movie from(well, as long as no one's paid to use it) and it's got leather seats and everything! lol Plus, I get ALL the free movies I want! I could go their every day of the month and it wouldn't matter at all! lmao It's so great. Plus, every Sunday that I work(that's the only day I'm there for the time being) I get to watch whatever movie's playing, minus a bit of the beginning, since there's nothing else to do after everyone's gone into the theatre and the movie's started! lol That's insanely cool if you ask me. ;) Anyway, I really like it. I don't even know what they're going to pay me and I don't really care 'cause the job just kicks but so I'll take whatever minimum is right now and deal with that if I've gotta. lol

Well, I guess this is it for now. Gotta check all the e-mails and finish watching Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. :D I heart this movie. It's got Sean and Harrison in it, what more could one ask for? Okay, so there are a few others that maybe should be there too, but still. ;) Ugh... my nose itches. *goes to itch nose and do her junk*

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