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March 2003

Monday, March 31, 2003

Well, this morning I got to wake up early, get ready, and go to school. Yay! lol I just had my meteorology class today as archery doesn't start until tomorrow and the gym doesn't open up for workouts until Thursday. So, I got to school and realize that I'd forgot to bring my schedule with the room number on it and I didn't know where my class was! lol Good thing God let me get there a bit early and get a parking spot and then find the room number in the Spring Quarter shedule. lol Turns out it's the same room I had meteorology 101 in. lol So, I got there and we had to wait a while and then he passed out the syllabus. I was expecting it to look pretty much just like the one had been for 101 since it's the same teacher and all, but it didn't. The one for 101 was just tests, two projects, and weekly questions out of the book that were way easy and you didn't even have to get them right for credit, you just had to do them and turn them in. Well, you know what I get to do this quarter? Three tests, which I'm totally cool with, weekly summeries on current articles having to do with global climate change, which I'm also reasonably okay with and then... research papers. TWO research papers!!! WAHH!! And The topics are assigned by him too. :( He told us that right away and said that if anyone didn't like writing they might want to think about dropping and I would except that I really want to take the class and I think I could be okay with the research papers. It's scary, but it's true. So, I'm staying. I could change my mind later as I've been known to do such things. ;) lol After that I went to go over to the gym to see if I had to fill out a paper again this quarter or if they just kept my original one, but it was closed so I was like "arg" and left. lol

Then I went to go get gas and they couldn't take debit cards right then because the thing was broken and I don't carry cash around with me! lol So, I went to find another gas station, but they were all way more expensive so I went and got cash and then went back to the first place. lol Oh, and in the middle of all of that I stopped at Barnes & Noble to get my new Brian Jacques book! YAY! I went in and went straight to the new release shelves in the Sci-fi/Fantasy section and there was a stand with them and one of them had this little silver sticker on it that said "Signed Copy" on it so I picked it up to look. None of the other ones had that sticker on them, but I figured you know, maybe it was just printed in them all or something. Nope, it's his actually signature with real BLUE ink! There's even a little ink splotch from the ball point pen he was using! lol So, even thought it wasn't on sale like they normally are and it cost me a whopping $26, I still bought it because I consider the fact that it's signed to be worth it. :D I don't know, do they always have signed copies and I just never get there fast enough? lol Anyway, I'm bummed 'cause I can't start reading it for a few days. See, I can't remember what happened in the first one so I'm re-reading it, but I'm not even half way though yet. Arg. lol Gotta read a lot! I think that's what I'll spend my night after work today doing. ;)

Then I came home and I got the mail and I got a thing from the Air Force telling me to "cross into the blue." And I would consider joining the Air Force except that I know basic training would kill me. lol I wonder if they have like special treatment basic? lmao Probably not, huh? ;) I also got my first b-day card! YAY! I love b-day cards! Not because they usually come with money, but I like the cards and that they took the time to remember it was my b-day and send me it. I've taken to opening the cards a bit so that if there's anything in there it drops into my lap and then I open and read the card and look at what's in my lap a bit after I do my "Aww, what a happy card!" thing. lol

I talked to Andrea last night to explain to her about me not wanting to go to graduation. She doesn't understand why I don't want to go and she was like, "who am I going to walk with then?" and all, but she's okay with it. Or at least, she'll live with it. ;) lol That reminds me, I called the lady at the high school a bit ago to tell her I'm not going and ask about my cap and gown to see if I'd still have to pay or whatever, and I got good news! She said I don't have to pay for it unless I actually use it! YAY! lol And then she told me she holds on to all the ones that aren't picked up until the end of the year so she said I should think about it some more and it's there in case I change my mind. I'm not thinking that I will, but I told her okay. All right, off I go now. Gonna hang with mommy till I've gotta leave for work. :)

][ 2:30 pm

Sunday, March 30, 2003

holly of locksley YAY!!!! Me so special! lol Aki made me a Lolita doll like a month or so ago and then now she's gone and taken me and dressed me up in way cute Robin Hood style clothes!!! *dances around to the playing of a traveling flute by the fire* I'm so cute! lol

I forgot to plug Aceetha the other day too. She put up the pretty, pretty Draco layout that I made her! See? Hopefully Harry won't get jealous that I like it so much. lol Aceetha and I are so funny. We have these fake arguments and things in our e-mails 'cause she's a Slytherin and I'm a Gryffindor. lol GRYFFINDOR'S ALL THE WAY BABY!!! *sits looking smugly happy*

Let's see... what else? Oh yeah! I'm so proud of myself! I setup pMachine last night! And I didn't have problems with it at all! It was actually very easy to install and only took a while 'cause it was my first time and there's a lot you need to upload in comparison with Greymatter. lol But yeah, stupid, I decided that I don't want to use pMachine for what I just installed it for so I'm going to uninstall it and then install it for something new. lol I finally got an idea for fear-of-tears.net! It could turn out good and it could turn out bad... I do not know which it'll be. lol Hopefully good though. ;) I think I'm also going to install pMachine at streeted.net and do the weekly thing I was thinking about before. Those of you who need to know what that is probably already do so I won't attempt to explain it here. lol

Yesterday I was so dumb! lol I finally got out of bed around 3 PM and looked at the clock and I knew it said 3 PM, right? Well, apparently it registered as 2 PM in my head because I thought I had an hour and a half before I need to leave for work. So, I got on the computer, started doing some stuff and then my mom came home a bit early. After 10 minutes she asked me shouldn't I be leaving pretty soon and I looked at the clock again and realized I'm a dumbass! lmao It's a good thing I'd already gotten ready because normally I wait to get ready until just before I go, but I got ready early yesterday. lol I was like 10 minutes late to work, but they didn't seem to care or really even notice at all so I guess it was okay. Dang, I felt so dumb though. lol

As for Graduation, I never really wanted to go in the first place. I made this mistake with peer pressure once before and you'd think I'd learn, but apparently not. It's like with the Kris thing, I KNEW his "I'll think about it" meant no, but I was STUPID and listened to all my friends who said it didn't mean no, it meant he'd think about it and I should call him or talk to him or write him a note or something. So, I wrote him a note. I regretted that for a long time, but I've since decide it's not worth it for me to worry about it any more and I don't now. I just take it that I did it and it was a learning experiance. But I didn't learn. Because when I didn't want to go to Graduation, I listened to all my friends who said I should go becaus I'd regret it if I didn't. Well, I've since decided(at least before making the mistake of going through with it), that I'll regret it if I do go. I'm not a high school student. I have no place at a high school Graduation. I am sorry though Ani that I won't be there to walk with you and I would do it just for the sake of keeping you company, but it would suck for me and I just know it's something I should not be a part of. I might see if I can come to watch, maybe you can get me a ticket, but I don't even know if I'd be comfortable with that. There's people at that school that I don't want to see, and I don't think they want to see me either, but you're still my friend Ani so I'll see if I can get over that for you, but I make no promises. Well, except that I WILL be at your dance performance. I definately won't miss that. :)

There's a very cute kitty girl curled up and sleeping on my lap right now so part of me wants to just stay sitting here at the computer, but then my tummy grumbles and it hurts and it wants food! lol What I'll go and make for myself, I don't know. lol I could take the easy way out and just do cup of noodles, but that's not really good for me. lol I could make pasta shells and white cheddar sauce, but you know, that's not really that good for me either. lol I know, I could make a salad! But then by the time I put cheese and dressing on it, it won't be good for me either. I should just have chocolate chip cookies 'cause those are quite healthy for me. ;) lmao Dang, I'm just going to eat whatever sounds good and won't take an hour to make! lol TTFN!

][ 1:06 pm

Friday, March 28, 2003

Someone fix me 'cause I'm broken...

All was fine so far this morning till an hour ago or something. I got up, went to Curves, and this time I got the price before I had to go through everything else. I think it's a no go. I could afford it, but only if I did the 12 months for $29 with the check draft and I'm not going to commit myself to something like that for 12 months. Especially when I'm thinking I'm going to move before then or something... After that I came home and ate, watched some of Harry Potter and dozed through other parts of it and then I took a shower and then went out and got the mail. Normally I'm quite happy to see that there's mail for me and today there were two things, but today the mail is what caused me to umm... yeah.

Like I said, I got two things. I got one thing from the high school and I got the other thing from Full Sail. I opened the one from the high school first. It's got an end of the year senior activities calendar and some stuff for local scholarships. You all remember how I had that poll up for if I should go to my graduation or not? Well, I should not have succombed to the pressure of everyone who told me I should. Why did I tell myself I might regret it? I'm currently regretting that I'm planning to go! Oy. Anyway, the little calendar says that in order to participate in the ceremony on June 13th for graduation, I've got to attend a practice for it that morning at 10:00 AM. And guess when my ONLY final is! Friday, June 13th, 9:30 AM to 11:20 PM! Yeah. I'm sure I can take it the day before, but I just don't want to go to graduation. I wonder if I have to pay for the cap and gown still it I decide not to go? I think I'll have to look into that... Anyway, gotta go.

][ 2:58 pm

I'm a giant, unblended mix of happy and sad right now. So much in just the last two days. I don't even know how to put it all together. A bunch of sad junk, including my Boys going on extended hiatus(read articles at Backstreet.net). But then there's happy things you know, like getting my DVDs today, getting my April beanie baby I wanted, I'll be 18 in a week and a half, got a new shirt, hung out with Autumn, get a free week at Curves, got my meteorology books and there's only two and they're dinky little paperbacks, etc. But I don't know I just wanna curl up in the corner and avoid everything. Either that or I'm going to break into the SGC and dial out to some planet. I'd go to Abados(sp?), but they blew it up in the season finally. Maybe I'll just ascend and spend all my time with Dr. Jackson and Scaara. For those of you who are completely confused, I'm making reference to the movie Stargate and the series based off of it.

Other bright news though is that I I'm a featured weblog at Jolene's lovely site. :) She said such sweet things about me on the little featured page too. :D Thanks Jolene! I feel extra special lately because I keep having people online tell me how nice I am or whatever and saying they heard it from someone else. Makes me feel very special so thank all of you for that. Thinking about that just cheered me up a good bit. Anyway, I don't feel much motivated to do anything productive on the computer so I think I'll play a game or watch one of my new DVDs. I should really go to bed soon so I can get up for my appointment at Curves in the morning, but why bother since I tried it last night and didn't get to sleep till 3:30 AM anyway, right? lmao Anyway, ttyl and thanks for all the tags! Oh yeah, and Aceetha put up the Draco layout that I made her so go see the prettiness that is that boy. But, shh... don't tell my Gryffindor boys I said that. ;) And one last thing... YOU WISH KRISS! ;)

][ 12:00 am

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

I didn't end up going out at all yesterday. I got up too late. And you know, now I'm not so sure I want to apply at that hotel because they'd probably start me out as one of the people that goes around in the morning asking if people want a breakfast menu, etc. and Aki told me that this girl she knows who works there said she walks in on people sleeping together a few times a week! ACK! I do NOT want to see that. Nope, nope, nope.

Today I got up a bit after 11 AM to do laundry. lol Because, yeah, if I hadn't, I would not have had anything to wear to work and that would have been bad, very bad. But, I was a good girl and got up and my laundry finished in plenty of time so all was well! Work wasn't too terrible either 'cept that two guys came in two minutes before we closed. Arg. That seems to happen more and more often now and they usually ask when we close and look at the clock, but still stay to get food! Meanies.

I got home and discovered there's a new Nick song!!!!! YAY! *sings* Why's it hard to, get inside you? Is it too late to make a start? Yeah. You know I need you because I breathe you and with every breath I fall apart. Ah huh. Baby tell me what's left of me if you're not right next to me, baby I'd die. Don't walk away... Pretty, pretty. That's what it is. And now I have to go buy expensive cereal so that I can get it on a CD. lmao Yes, it's true, Nick Carter songs in boxes of cereal. ;)

Humm... no one save for me has joined either of my new fanlistings. I think that people should join them. lol I need to get the layout for the "Don't Want You Back" fanlisting done too, but I found these really good, HUGE pictures of Nick that are screaming for me to make them into wallpapers so I don't know which one I'll do 'cause I kinda feel like just going and watching a movie and putting them off until tomorrow. Blah. I don't know. Well, I don't really have anything else to say so yeah, off I go to do... something.

][ 11:50 pm

Monday, March 24, 2003

Well, when I got home from the theatre last night, all the snow had been washed away by rain. Well, there was a bit left on the lawn, but nothing really worth it and not like it was on the way to work. lol So yeah, that was a bummer, but it's okay 'cause all sorts of other things were quite happy. :) Work was... funny! lol Heidi worked with me and Brian K. for the second show and she was singing all the songs and doing this funny dance moves! lmao I joined her a bit too. ;) Lots of fun. After I got home, I got on my comp. and I was a good girl. :) I put up the "Sugar" fanlisting and I put up the "Shining Star" fanlisting, but the subdomain for that isn't working just yet. lol I also reuploaded all of my things to fear-of-tears.net since I had to move it back to the old server(too much crap to explain) and then the forms on the "End Of Forever" fanlisting there wouldn't work and oy... NOW I'm on the family computer and nothing is showing up there at all so I'm hoping it's just my stupid connection... guess I'll find out later when I get on my computer. Oh yeah, and I just checked my grades for this past quarter. I got a P(for Pass) in Life Fitness, an A- in Photo II, and, get this, I got an A in my history class too! I almost don't believe it! lol I made sure to thank God right away after seeng that. :D Well, I was planning to go run by the bank and then go up to the hotel and apply there, but I don't know now because it's pretty late in the day and I just got up like an hour and a half ago(I can't complain of lack of sleep for a while now, lol) and I haven't eaten yet. Donno though, maybe I will still end up doing it. For now though, I think it's time for food! Should I have shells with white cheddar or angel hair with parmesan?

][ 3:55 pm

Sunday, March 23, 2003

It's SNOWING!!!! Big, huge, fluffy flakes of snow!!! *dances in the snow then realizes that she didn't put any shoes on beforehand and now her socks are soaked and her toes are about to fall off* Oops! lol I took a few pictures which I might post later. lol Also, Kay opened up her new domain! But for now I must go and finish getting ready for work! lol *runs through the house screaming, "It's snowing!"*

][ 4:17 pm

Saturday, March 22, 2003

You know how I've been talking for a long time about needing a new job and how I don't like it at the sub place? Well, today I went to work and I talked to Alonna about the mistakes in my check and she just basically gave me a bunch of crap like she always does. There was one deduction on my check that my mom hadn't even heard of before so I asked Alonna about it and she just said one of the owners told her she was supposed to take it out. Then she said she looked at the tables off the internet my mom told her to look at for the federal tax amounts, but she must not have because she took out way too much... like 10 dollars too much. So, my mom asked me when I got home if I talked to Alonna about my check and I told her those things and then my mom said that I really need to get a new job because apparently these people can't do anything right and don't know how to run a business. lol I agree with my mom and now that my mom's said something it REALLY means I need to get a new job. lmao Ya know? I want to apply at this way fancy hotel in the next city over to be a receptionist. :) I figure that would be a nice job to have and a lot of celebrities stay there so that would be pretty cool to see them and whatnot. Although, I'm sure I wouldn't be allowed to really talk to them save for checking them in. ;) lol There's really nothing else that's happened today. I only woke up an hour before I had to leave from work and I've just been messing around since I got home. lol

][ 10:49 pm

Friday, March 21, 2003

Yay!!! Finals are over and I'm free!!!! lol Okay, so I'm just free for a week and then it's back to new classes, but at least I like all of my new classes so it's just dandy with me! :D Technically, I'm finished with high school now because I've got over enough credits to graduate and I've done all of my required courses, but since the state's still willing to pay for one more quarter at the community college, I thought I'd take them up on the offer, you know? lol :) I only just turned in my history final today though. I wanted to turn it in yesterday since I was already going to be out there, but I didn't finish in time. I got stuck on the last part late Wednesday night and couldn't bring myself to finish so I just went to bed so that I'd get enough sleep to drive for the movie on Thursday. Oops. lol It was still on time though... I turned it in a half an hour before the final due time! lmao

Speaking of movie day though, I want to tell you all to go see Agent Cody Banks as soon as you possibly can!!! That movie rocks! lol I love it and I'm going to buy it as soon as it comes out on video and DVD. lmao Seriously though, that movie is so great and so cute! Everyone should go and see it! lol But let's back up a bit. I woke up on time(yay for me!) and got ready and went to pick up Autumn. We went to the store by the theatre to get some candy since we were early and the guy who checked us out tried to give me $10 in quarters back as my change! lmao Of course he was only joking, but it was funny. Then we went over to the theatre and Andrew was already there so we didn't have to wait for him for once! lol Usually Autumn and I get there WAY early so that we won't be late and have to wait around for a while. lol We went to get our tickets before we ate, but they weren't open yet. So, we went over to Taco Bell and we all got steak soft tacos with lime sauce. YUM! lol Of course, I had to ask for extra, extra, extra lime sauce on mine. ;) I forgot that they put tomatos on them though so I had to pick those off. lol What a great breakfast that was. ;) lmao We talked and it was dandy and we're all excited for Finding Nemo to come out.

After we finished eating, we decided we should head back to the theatre and get our tickets and go in. Only, when we got there, they still weren't open! lol So we went and sat in my car and talked for a while until they finally did open and Andrew gave me my movies back! YAY! I missed them so. lol Then we finally got to go in and we were the only ones in the theatre. lol One other person actually did end up coming in just before the movie started, but that was it. lol We talked more while we waited for the movie to start. It was such a rad movie though! I love it. :) I gotta tell my boss at the theatre I work at that we should get it. lol After the movie Andrew had to go right away to pick up his Grandma, so that was sad, but Autumn and I managed to get over it quickly enough. ;) lol

We went to the arcade! *dances* We played Dance Maniax a bunch and I got very angry because I was sucking terribly. lol Autumn only had a dollar to spend though so I had to pay for a few of our DM games. lol Then I decided that I wanted to get all ten of the top scores on ParaPara Free Style, so I did. lmao I tried a whole bunch of new songs and some of them were really scary and others were lots of fun. I also tried doing hard in free style instead of normal and I failed after a few seconds into the first song. lmao I do not know how people can do that! Maybe I can work my way up to it still though... lmao I'll have to try again next time. ;)

Then I decided that I didn't want to see Chicago all by myself, so I asked Autumn if she wanted to come with me on my treat. Of course she said yes 'cause she wanted to see it. lol So we went back to my house and I turned on the computer in the family room and opened up my history final. I had Autumn read what I had and I had her tell me if she thought it was good or not. Personally, I think it sucked, but she said it was good and that I was a Jedi Master of B.S. lmao Of course, I am no Yoda, but I'm still a Jedi Master, apparently. ;) lmao I am so proud. *falls out of chair laughing... picks herself back up and tried to be composed once more* Okay... *giggle* Anyway, I finally managed to finish it even with the TV going in the room and Autumn talking to me a bunch. lol But it was good Autumn was there 'cause then I got to ask her if it all sounded decent at least. :)

Chicago was, uh... weird! lmao I like the songs because they're happy old-style music and they're just plain funny, but the movie was, uhh... yeah. lmao I think I am disturbed now. Haha. I had to go to the bathroom during the middle of the movie so I walked down stairs and Brian K. was closing so he was sitting through the movie. I asked him if he was having fun and he replied with the same sarcastic "oh yeah" that all of us reply with when we have to sit in the lobby for the movie. lol Then he said that the movie was a lot better just to listen to than to watch. I do believe that I agree with him. lol

Autumn and I got home and decided to watch Robin Of Locksley since that's one of the movies that I got back from Andrew and we both really wanted to watch it. :) Such a happy movie and I heart Devon Sawa as well. ;) lol It was pretty dang late/early in the morning by the time that was over, but we weren't tired yet so we played Spite & Mailce and it was fun! It would be a lot more fun with more than just the two of us, but it was fun. I'm going to have to go get me that game. lol And after that we decided to watch more stuff, so we watched the BSB's 40 favorite video countdown from 1998. lol That thing is like five hours long, but we didn't watch it straight through. lol It still took almost 2 and a half hours though and by then we were really tired. It was so happy to watch it though that it was worth losing a lot of sleep. :D lol There was the happy song AJ and Howie sang about Brian and the whole drive through at Brian's old fast food job things. Then there was all the other happy things and billiards! Wee! Love billiards! lol And one cannot forget to mention their before the concert theme song. *someone yells* BSB what time is it? *Boys sing* It's time for me to go to work ya'll. *yelling again* What kinda work? *Boys yell back* Hard work, UGH! lmao *does a happy dance* YAY! lol If you couldn't already tell, I'm on a bit of a BSB high from it all still. ;) Anyway, we finally went to bed. lol

We woke up and it was COLD! I finally managed to brave the cold to get to my room and get ready. I dropped Autumn off at her house and then proceeded on to school to turn in my history final. I also turned in my books for the student book sale so I can hopefully get more money from them then I'd get at the bookstore. I came home after that and then it was off to work. Apparently I got a raise. lol I got there and after a little while Alonna's all like, "Oh yeah, Holly, you got a raise." I was a little shocked and then more shocked to find out it was 75 cents worth so now I get eight bucks! Woo hoo! Still wanna get another job though. Then, of course, Alonna's decided to take care of pay roll now since the company we had couldn't do it right and Alonna can't do it right either and deducted too much from my check. Figures.

It was the season finally for Stargate SG-1 tonight so mom and I watched that. It was so good and I really want to know what happens, but they completely left me hanging and I don't get to find out what happens next until June! JUNE PEOPLE! That's over two months! I hate cliff hangers as it is and they give me a two month one... ARG. Then again, HP is like a few years... lol But it wasn't quite so long for me since I only read the books about a few months ago. ;) Oh yeah, and mommy decided to tell me that apparently Alaska Airlines is going to start flying to Orlando, FL in like May or something and I was like... "Okay" and then "why are you telling me this?" And mommy said she was thinking maybe we could fly there for a Graduation present to me!!! AHHHH!!!! Of course it's not final at all and mommy might change her mind, but still, it was dang happy to hear it. :D If that doesn't happen though, I think I'll ask mommy for some archery equipment. lol

Wow... this is pretty darn long. lol To anyone who actually read the whole thing, wow, you rock! lol And also, thanks to everyone who's tagged recently. :) I'd plug you all, but yeah, I'm too lazy. lol Sorry. Anyway, off I go. TTFN!

][ 11:27 pm

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

Guess who's putting off working on her history take-home final?! lol ME! I have to write answers to three questions. Two are worth 20 points and the other is worth 60. I finished my first 20-point one, but I'm stuck half way through the second right now. :( Arg. Anyone have any good ideas for what I should write about the Presidential leadership(or lack thereof) leading up to the American Civil War? lol 'Cause yeah, I'm a little stumped. lol I really don't like politics. I mean, if he'd just asked me to write about the slavery question instead of that plus two others, I'd have been fine, but no, he throws in the political crap and also the economics of it! ARG. Maybe I just won't do it and forefit the 20 points... Don't know. I think I should move on to the 60-point one though, you know? lol I think that's a bit more important that the 20-point ones. *sigh* No fun dangit.

Oh yeah, and I should be watching Chicago at the theatre right now, but Autumn said she wasn't going to be able to make it and I decided it'd be better if I stayed home to work on my history final. So, I think I'll go watch it tomorrow night since I don't actually have history class. :) That is, as long as I can get my final finished today. I shouldn't have too much trouble finishing it by the end of the night, but then again, one never knows.

Humm... I know that there's something else I was going to post about, but I think my brain is just way too fried at the moment so it's not going to work. lol *skips off to download happy new pics of Nick at BML.com and then drags herself to the computer in the family room where her history stuff is waiting for her.*

][ 8:55 pm

There was an AWESOME full moon on my way back from history class!!! It was SOOOO happy! lol I really wanted to take a picture of it with my digi cam, but I didn't have it with me and then when I got home it was impossible to take a pic of the moon because one, the mountains are too high, and two, there were, of course, a ton of clouds so yeah... no luck for me. lol Perhaps I'll learn from this and start carrying my camera around with me or, perhaps I won't. lmao Which do you think it'll be? ;)

I changed my AIM sn again. lol My new one is archeryMAIDEN. That makes it official... I am truly obsessed with archery. ;) lol So yes, please drop me a line at my new sn! lol Also, I've been getting so much spam and crap from this domain and from 4606.net that I decided to change my e-mail as well. It's listed on the contact page if you'd like to know. :) See, I used to have a form mail script up on this domain and 4606.net, which are both with the same hosting company, and apparently some jerk(or jerks, who knows) decided to use it to send out spam and so all of a sudden I started getting a ton and I even changed my e-mails at both the domains, but it wasn't enough. Hopefully this will work and I won't have to mess with all that crap anymore. Arg.

Oh yes, and I put up the domains fanlisting! :D Yay! lol I had a different layout made, but it REALLY looked like shit, so I took parts of it and made the current one. It's very simple, but it's starting to grow on me a bit as I look at it more. I guess it's not terrible. Now I just need to get all my other fanlistings setup. And I applied for another today too. lmao I think I'll try and stop with those now, but it may very well turn out just like the whole domain thing and I might just not be able to stop. lol I also did a bunch of updating at shininstar.net. And just as a reminder... the updates page there lists updates for ALL of my sites so you don't have to go checking each and every one of them all the time. :) *sigh* Now I'm going to go put in a movie or something and attempt to start on my history final. I think instead of watching HP tonight(major shock, I know) I'll watch Dungeons and Dragons. :) I taped it off of Starz a while back. I also just ordered it on DVD, but of course, I've yet to get it. lol

][ 1:42 am

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

Dude!!!! I want me a super cool Harry Potter Lego set like this one or this one or even, *gasp* this one for my b-day!!! lmao *looks over at Ani... pokes her* Hint, hint, Ani. ;) lmao I promise I'm okay... lol Really, I swear! *has fingers crossed behind her back* Oh yeah, and I wrote more song lyrics! lol Not for the same song though. And they sound kind of country-ish. lol

][ 3:40 am

I was a good girl after work. I made the layout for the domain fanlisting and got it all together. :) Well, I still have to make some codes and decide which domain I'm going to put it on, but I should be able to handle doing that tomorrow. ;) After that I was just surfing around and really just doing nothing. I did that for quite a while. lol Oh, and I also tried to find contact info for Max Martin. lol 'Cause, you know, I want to co-write a song with him. :D lol I KINDA found contact info... I found the contact info to his studio in Sweden, but yeah, I'm not going to write to him using that because it just wouldn't work. lol However, after checking out the studio site, I read the beginning of Nick's thank you's again and then after a few minutes, I was struck with some inspiration. I wrote some lyrics, and they have a tune, and I like them. That's a big thing for me. For one, I haven't written in quite a while. Two, I usually can't come up with a tune when I write lyrics, and three, I don't usually like them. lol Now Angie's sitting on them. ;)

After that, I decided to watch some TV. There was the last half hour of a show on Discovery about supermassive black holes. It was fairly interesting, but at the same time I found myself going, "Uhh, DUH!" I don't know, the answer seemed quite simple and obvious to me and they made it out to be all interesting and complicated and we can't believe we figured it out type thing. lol And the exciting conclusion of this show... we're all gonna die! lol You know what I've learned from all of my natural science classes? WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE! lmao If you're a really happy person and you don't want to be brought down by negative things, then I suggest that you not take a natural science class because, essentially, in the end of everything, we're all gonna die. lmao If we don't die from a nuclear war or rapid global warming, then in something like 3 BILLION YEARS we're probably gonna die when Andromeda collides with the Milky Way! Who would've thunk it? ;) lol So, I submit to you all that, we're all gonna die! lol I'm pretty sure we all already knew that though. ;) Oh yeah, and maybe even before the galaxies collide, the sun will probably turn into a red giant and we'll fry. Hehe. :p Why I seriously find this all funny, I don't quite know.

And now, now I think I'm going to put Harry Potter in again. It's getting quite sad really. I could change my mind and decide to go to bed or something, but I don't find that highly likely. At least in a few days I should get my DVDs from Columbia House so that should distract me from HP for a bit. Plus, I'll be going to see Chicago on Wednesday night and will probably just go to bed when I get home. That reminds me, I talked to Andrew today after Autumn called and told me he called her saying that he tried to call me, but my phone was disconnected or something. So yeah, ANYWAY, he wanted to change the movie day from Wednesday to Thursday so I was like, yeah, sure. lol Autumn doesn't care 'cause she's got nothing else to do and it's fine with me as long as it's early in the day since I've got history in the evening still. Then he suggested we eat first so now I get to wake myself up fairly early in the morning for me. lol Joy. ;) Okay... I can't remember where my train of thought is now so I'll just go to watch HP. :)

][ 1:26 am

Monday, March 17, 2003

Yay! Happy St. Patrick's Day to all of you!!! :D Here's my bit of green so I can't be pinched. ;) lol I love this holiday! It's so fun and happy! I don't have a festive bandana to wear to work for this day, but I do have these really cute mini claw clips that have little four-leaf clover charms hanging off of them so I'm going to put my hair up in those for work. :) I'm not sure if they'll be totally happy about it though because I think that technically I'm supposed to have all of my hair up and half of it will be down, but dangit, I need to be festive today so they're just going to have to deal! lol And it's really only a one time thing there and it's not like they can fire me over it. lol I'm so glad I've got Irish in me! Now I just need to find me a cute guy and get a little button or something that says "Kiss me, I'm Irish" on it... *looks over her shoulder* Hey Nick! *giggles* ;)

Yesterday I brought my homework to the theatre with me in hopes of doing it during the first showing. Brian K. decided he was going to watch the movie though so I had to stay in the loby instead of being able to go work in the office. Therefore, I could not get much of anything done because the music from Chicago kept distracting me. lmao I haven't seen it yet(I think I'll go on Wednesday) and I didn't really know anything about it save that it's a musical and all and they're singing all these songs that just made me tilt my ear toward the speaker and be like, "WHAT?!" lol Oh yes, and I should mention that this theatre is only a one-screen theatre and we usually only show one movie for a week or two weeks and so there are speakers in the loby, bathrooms, and cry room so that you can always hear the movie even if you can't see it. Quite the wonderfull thing really. I mean, as long as you're wanting to watch/hear the movie anyway. ;) I almost stayed to watch the second showing(we usually do two shows on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday), but for some reason I thought I would actually do my homework when I got home. Crazy, I know. ;) lmao

Now I'm just waiting for my mom to get back from the store so that I can have some food! lol There's not much in the fridge and what is in there doesn't really appeal to me. lol I'll have lots and lots of yummy stuff when mommy gets home though! Wee! There's really nothing else going on today. I didn't have to go to school today because it's finals week and I don't have any classes today! lol I'm all done with photo and life fitness already, but I've still got to go to history class tomorrow night and Thursday night. Shouldn't be too terrible though and at least I've got ALL of Wednesday off to do whatever I'd like! YAY! I'm hoping to finish my final stuff by tomorrow so that I don't have to worry about getting it done in time at all, but I don't know if I'll actually manage to be good and do that. At least I've got until 1 PM on Friday to turn the whole thing in so I should be just dandy. I'd prefer to turn it in on Thursday night though so that I don't have to drive all the way back out to school on Friday just to turn in a few sheets of paper. lol All righty, off I go now. Gotta check all those e-mails of mine. ;)

][ 1:56 pm

Sunday, March 16, 2003

Yesterday I woke up around 8:30 AM and began to get ready. I told Ran that I'd got workout with her and that I'd drive us both. So, I went and picked Ran up and we went to workout and I actually got on one of the bikes for ten minutes. I don't think that was the best idea ever though because my poor knees just did not feel good at all while on the bike and felt rather funny by the time I was done as well. But I got a tredmill right away after that so I walked for a while and then it was time to go which was happy! lol And guess what else was happy? It was workout number 30 and you have to have 30 to pass, so, I PASS!!! Wee!!! *dances around* Technically that means I'm all done and I don't have to go anymore, but I'm going to go on Tuesday anyway because I need it. lol It sucks though 'cause the gym is only open Mon. and Tues. of this week and then it's closed until spring quarter starts on the 31st. Now I'm going to have to figure out something I can do to workout for a while in between those two dates. I wanna see if I can get back into the hip-hop dance classes I was taking before. That'd be nice. :)

I went to work and it wasn't quite as bad as usual. It went really fast and Mandy and I had some good conversation about all sorts of junk. When we were about to leave she realized that she couldn't find her keys though. We looked all through the store, and then she thought that maybe they were in her car. Luckily, she left the window rolled down far enough that I could reach into her car and unlock the door. Yay for us, the keys were in there! lol It would have royally sucked if they hadn't been and the both of us would have been stuck up there for quite a while seeing as she needed her keys to lock up.

After work I got home and I watched Harry Potter... AGAIN! lol I'm really, really, obsessed now. lol I even thought up an HP domain yesterday before I went to work and it's way cool and it's open, but my idea for it just wouldn't work out because I don't have that much time to do that, so I'll have to think of something else before I can get it. ;) lol Either that or I might come up with something better after reading the fifth book when that comes out. :D

Oh yeah, and before I went to work yesterday I made a pretty, pretty coming soon page for one of my new domains! (In case you forgot/didn't know, I bought two this past week.) I heart it so much! You can see it here if you'd like. ;)

Humm... time for me to go now. I've got work in an hour. I might watch the movie during the first show, or I might decide to be a good little child and work on my history final instead. I think that option two would be the smarter choice, but at the same time, option one might be a lot more fun. *giggles* I made a rhyme! lol Aiight, off I go! TTFN!

][ 3:26 pm

Friday, March 14, 2003

This morning my mom came in at about 8 AM to tell me she was leaving for work and for some reason I thought I had to leave at 8:30 AM, then I was all like, no, that's just when my alarm's going to go off so I can sleep for another half an hour. Then 8:40 AM rolls along and I'm all like, why the heck hasn't my alarm gone off. Then I remembered that I didn't need to get up until 9:30 AM and that's when my alarm was really going to go off. I wake up at 9:30 AM from my alarm and I turn it off and sit up, but then I was STUPID(as usual) and decided just to only lay back down for a few minutes and then I'd get out of bed. Well, guess what! I fell back asleep and didn't wake up until after I should have left for my photo class, which, you know, was presenting our final projects! So, I'm all running around trying to get ready and five minutes after I got up, the phone rings. I'm all like, GREAT, just what I need you know? I thought it was going to be someone calling for my mom or whatever so I'd just have to take a message. So, I answered the phone and said hello in this really horse, scratchy voice 'cause it was the first thing I'd said since I got up and it wasn't for my mom. lol It was for me and it was Andrew calling me back about the movies! lmao He said I sounded under the weather or something and I was like, no I just got up so I can't talk yet. lol Then he said I sounded pretty good for just waking up so I laughed and said thanks. lol Anyway, looks like he, Autumn, and I are going to go see Agent Cody Banks on Wednesday. It's not fair though 'cause Andrew already got to see it a week ago! lol But it should be good fun anyway. :)

So, I finally got ready and left the house 10 minutes before my class was supposed to start. That being so, I was 20 minutes late to class. lol I actually made really good time getting there too. I got in there and sat through two or three people presenting their photo finals and then they were all like, "Oh look, there's still one left. Who's the one with the stumps?" So I dragged myself up there and said about it and, big shock to me, they all said they liked it and asked me a whole bunch of questions about it! lol It was good that they liked it, but the questions sucked 'cause it meant I had to stand up there longer and turn redder. lol I lived though and I didn't really do too bad either so all is well. :)

Wow... my tummy is really growling right now. I think it's time for some food. I only had a bit of dry cereal on the way to class this morning so it's no wonder. lol Egh... and I've got work tonight. Blah, blah, blah.

][ 3:08 pm

Okay, so it's almost 2 AM and I was supposed to be asleep by 1:30 AM for my eight hours, BUT I had a good reason for being up longer! Really, I did! lol I FINALLY finished my history mid-term!!!! *dances around happily* I wrote about Romanticism in the US in the early 1800s as well as Transcendentalism and Mormonism(identifided, decribed and compared the two) and well, they're not the best I've ever produced, but they work and will at least get me a C which is what I need to pass. lol So, now I need to get the final done this weekend and early next week. I'm going to force myself to get going on it this weekend though and not wait until Wednesday to do it. lol And yeah, I'm gonna continue dancing now and singing so I'll leave you with these lovely lyrics. ;)

We just got off the phone
I went and wrote this song
'Cause girl you inspired me
You left this kind of love
That's really let's me know
You're not the average lady

So baby I wanna tell you that I love you so
And that I'm different than the average joe
'Cause girl you touch me in that special way
That's why I wanna tell ya that I'm here to stay

Something about you baby
That makes me wanna hug ya (hug ya) love ya (love ya)
Only wanna be
Something about you baby
That makes me wanna get to know ya (know ya) show ya
That I only wanna be with you
Something about you baby
Something about you baby

- All-4-One "Something About You"

][ 2:10 am

Thursday, March 13, 2003

Okay so it's been... *counts* three days since I last blogged. Bad little me. lol I kinda had my reasons though. lol Monday I was just tired and lazy after work and I watched a bunch of SG-1 episodes with my mome. Then Tuesday was school and sleep and junk. lol Then yesterday, I got up later than I'd planned(seems to be a usual thing now) and went to school. I was going to go print my photo final first, but when I got to the lab there was a rather large waiting list so I figured I'd do my workout first and hope that there'd be an open enlarger when I got back. Well, there wasn't one open right when I got back so I decided to have my teacher take density readings of my film test that was supposed to have been done at the beginning of the quarter. lmao Oops. While in the process of that, an enlarger opened up for me and so the nice lady who's one of the lab techs put my stuff there for me so that no one else would take it. :) So, I printed my pictures and used up all of my photo paper. lol I guess it came out okay. I took these four pictures of the lake and stuck them together like a big panoramic, but the problem was that they didn't quite line up like they should have. :( Wah. Hopefully that won't bother my grade too much.

I went and got Autumn after that. She took the bus out to school to meet me there 'cause she was going to come to the movies with me and stay the night. I was 20 minutes late meeting her because I was printing my photos. So, we finally got to leave school and we stopped at Wherehouse Music on the way back to my house. I'd just deposited my check that day so I decided I'd buy myself one thing. So, I went and grabbed the Contraband CD I've been wanting(it's the best of Men At Work). And then I remembered I also wanted the Linkin Park : Hybrid Theory CD so I went and picked that up. Then I was browsing around some more and discovered some BSB stuff for only a dollar each so I got two things. :) lmao I couldn't help it. I could spare two dollars! lol Then I also remembered about the All-4-One CD too! lol So I went to look for that and it took me a while to find a copy, but I finally found some in the used section(there were no new ones). I wasn't too sure about getting a used one because I was worried that it'd be scratched or something. Then I noticed that all the copies they had were $8.99, but there was one that was $4.99 and I couldn't figure out why it was cheeper if it was the same CD. I ended up getting that one anyway and then I discovered that it was cheeper because the song list on the case of the CD is WAY screwed up! lol They're not in the right order and one or two songs on the CD aren't even listed on it! lmao They're all on the CD though and the CD is in beautiful condition so all is well. :) I used to listen to that tape all the time in like fourth and fifth grade. My step-brother had it so I'd beg him to let me borrow it and he'd let me every once in a while. I remember that my favorite songs were "(She's Got) Skillz," "The Bomb," "Something About You," "So Much In Love," and "I Swear." I'm pretty sure most everyone's heard "I Swear." That song used to be huge! Good stuff too. lol Although, listening to the lyrics now... I should not have listened to "(She's Got) Skillz" or "The Bomb" when I was that young. lol I really shouldn't even listen to them now, but the music is just fun and I like the songs. lol SO bad. Autumn was laughing at me 'cause I was all excited about having the songs and the lyrics aren't very appropriate. lmao She thinks people should see me all crazy like that. She laughed at me after we got to my house too 'cause I played "Skillz" and was dancing too it. She's so mean to me! lol ;)

My mom, Autumn, and I met my mom's friend at the theatre last night to see How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days. It was my second time seeing it and it was almost funnier than the first. lol Autumn got a good kick out of it as well and mommy said she thought it was really funny. :) Then it was back home. Autumn and I watched some movies and then talked and went to sleep. We actually managed to go to sleep in time enough to get eight hours too! *shock* lol

We got up this morning and beat it to school. We were running late so instead of dropping her at her house, I just took her to school with me and I was going to have her take the bus home. Then we got to school and she decided she wanted to come sit through my photo class today since it was the final and all so we went to the classroom and no one was there but my teacher. Turns out it's not actually due until tomorrow!!! ARG! lol Oh well, at least it's done so that's good. Now if only I could get my history stuff done too... Anyway, Autumn and I decided we'd go to the mall for a while instead! lol We were going to just do window shopping, but then there was this way cute Grumpy Bear thing at Claire's so I got that. Then we went into JC Penney and almost everything was on sale and then with an extra 30% off so I got three way cute shirts! :) One says Brooklyn 9 on the front and back and it's all happy! lol I heart it big time. :D I heart the other two as well. We went back to school after that and I did my workout and then took Autumn home.

Oh yeah, and I got my tax return in the mail yesterday!!! Wee haw! That made me quite happy. ;) Now I'm not going to get in debt to my mommy again 'cause I'm saving up a lot so I don't get myself into trouble spending it all. lol I did decide to buy a few more things today though off the internet. lol I ordered The Mummy Collection, Stargate Ultimate Edition, and Dungeons & Dragons from Columbia House and I bought another new domain. lol Okay, I'm gonna go now. I've got lots to do tonight! :)

][ 7:54 pm

Sunday, March 9, 2003

Let's see... yesterday... I bought a new domain yesterday! lmao Yanno, since I couldn't go see Nick down in Cali at the House of Blues I had to do something that would cheer me up. ;) lmao I'm not telling what it is though, but you can figure it out on your own if you really want to know. It's really not that hard either and I can't give any other hints because then it would be way obvious. :) So yeah, that was fun! lol Then I did stuff that I can't remember and I got three inches chopped off of my hair! lol I feel lighter now. I didn't really want my shorter though, but I wanted to chop off all the icky ends and get rid of as much of the bleached hair as possible so I went as short as I can handle which is just shoulder length. :) After that I went to work. lol

Mandy and I decided we didn't want any food that we could have at work or at the only other place near by so we orded a pizza. lol That was good fun, but it took too long and was more than it should have been. :( Then of course, it didn't come till 7:20pm and we closed at eight so we ended up being there a little later than normal so we could sit and eat our pizza right when it came. :) lol A few customers made comments on it.

I came home and I was a good girl and made a Draco layout for Aceetha's blog like I promised I would. :) She says my gift wrapped Nickerman will come in a few days. ;) lol It looks so happy! I sent it to her today and she loves it so hopefully she'll get it up tomorrow or something! :D I like it so much that I almost wanted to keep it for myself! Hee hee. I was good though so I let Aceetha have it. ;)

I'm watching Cool Runnings right now! I love this movie! lol I used to get it from the library all the time. :) Hehe. Such a fun and happy movie this is! Speaking of movies, I've got work tonight. We're showing How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days right now. Good, good, funny movie, but I think I'm going to try and work on my history stuff rather than watch the movie. Of course, watching the movie would be nicer, but you know, gotta try and get my history work done so I can get started on the final. Egh... yeah, the final. Finals are next week and this is the only one I have. My final project in Photo is due this Thursday so I'm gonna try and print it on Tuesday and get it over and done with. I'm just gonna print out these five shots of the lake and stick them together like a panoramic. lol I know, I'm so original. ;) Anyway, my food is ready, I'm hungry and I don't have much time before work so, ta ta!

][ 3:45 pm

Friday, March 7, 2003

I finally got to talk to Aceetha on ICQ today!!! :D lol I was so excited! We submitted for a fanlisting that we wanna co-run. I'll let you know when we get accepted. I'm pretty sure we will 'cause I don't think anyone else has submitted yet, but you never know about these things. ;) Anyway, it was so much fun to talk to her, but then I had to go and she wasn't on for some reason... I donno... strange things. lol

I tried to get someone to cover for me at work today because I was feeling icky, but there were only two people I could ask and one I couldn't get a hold of and the other said no, so I had to go, but I lived and there were happy things about it that made it not so bad at least. :) A bit after 6:30pm it started to snow real good there and then there was this great big flash and we're all like, "Was that lightning?" And sure enough a second or two later, BOOM and the windows shook and everything! It was awesome!! lol It made me remember how I used to want to be a storm chaser and now I'm thinking about it again. It'd be awesome. I'm the only person I know who WANTS to be in a tornado and wouldn't be terribly dissapointed if I was struck by lightning. lol As long as I don't get hurt with either and no one I know gets hurt, of course. ;) lol

The other bit of work royaly bit though. Like FIVE people came in two minutes before we closed so we didn't actually get to lock the doors until 10 after! Grr... I swear they do it just to spite us. You know, I'm pretty sure that when their shifts are over they want to go home, but apparently we don't get to have the same treatment as they do because we're just lowly fast food workers and it's not like we have lives to get back to or anything, right? Arg.

lol Anyway, I'm home now and I'm talking to Ani right now and Andrew from work(he's scaring us both... lol). Ani and I are discussing domain names because I'm contageous and now she wants another one. ;) lol I'm so proud of being contageous! lmao Anyway, gotta go do other things... yeah. lol ;)

][ 10:48 pm

snow Around 6 AM this morning Angel came and meowed at me to be let outside. Her and Sir Balffers trade off every few mornings and whatnot if they stay in for most of the night. lol l chose to try and ignore her for around 10 minutes hoping she would just settle herself down on my bed and go to sleep. I was not so lucky this morning and therefore finally forced myself to get up to let her out. Ever since the incident when she peed on me in the middle of the night because I wouldn't let her out, I've become a little wary. lmao So, I walk out to the door and Balf joins Angie to go outside. I look out the peep-hole to make sure all it well and what do I spy? White! Lots of white. I open the door and wee haw, it's snowing!!!!! *dances around happily* I was so excited that it woke me up completely and I said to myself, "what the heck, go get the digi cam and snap a shot for the blog." lol I went back to sleep for an hour after that and then mom came in and woke me up saying she didn't want me to be driving in the snow so early(I was supposed to go work out with Ran), so I called Ran and told her I couldn't workout with her this morning and then I went back to bed. lol

snow I woke up around noon and decided to take another picture that you could see better. lol You can't tell, but we've got almost 3 inches of snow. :D It was sad though 'cause it looked like it was drizzling a bit and it was going to melt the snow, but now it's trying to snow again so maybe it'll stay for a while. :) I just hope it's drivable tomorrow morning though because I'm not going to be able to go for a workout at all today which means I need to do it tomorrow in order to finish on time and all. I'm going to bring some extra clothes with me this time though. Grr to the locker rooms being closed last Saturday. All right, I'm hungry and I think I'm going to want to do some other things before work today. I really want to call in sick, but I'm not really sick and it's payday so I want to get my check. lol Money is the only thing that really modivates me to go to work... it's sad. Well, except for the theatre. :) I love that place, lots of fun and good customers(well, save for the crazy lady that always mumbles about weird things to me like we've been talking for hours so it NEVER makes any sence... she scares me. lol). Fast food is definately not the same. I'm going to have to deal with it for a while though. Oh well, TTFN!

][ 12:59 pm

Thursday, March 6, 2003

I went to school early this morning and was very happy to find that there was an enlarger available in the photo lab so that I could print my pictures that were due today. :) I thanked God for that because normally the lab is packed the day that pictures are due, but it wasn't today. :) After I finished printing though, I realized I'd forgotten to bring my little folder thing that I put my photos in so that they all stay together when I turn them in. :( Arg. I was not happy with myself for forgetting, but at least it only cost me 30 cents at the campus bookstore to buy a new one that was bright yellow. :) lol

After photo, which was incredibly boring, I went for my workout and on the way over to the gym I passes the archery instructor so I told him I was signed up to take it again. :) lol He still remembers who I am which kinda amazes me 'cause he's rather old. lol Anyway, my workout went well and the same as usual. :) That's always nice. I'm getting up early tomorrow morning to go workout with Ran. She's skipping her class to go workout so I figured I'd go at the same time to keep her company. :)

I came home and fidgeted around while I watched Harry Potter. lol I can't wait until Chamber of Secrets comes out 'cause then I can start watching that one all the time too! It seems that every time now when I go over to look at my DVDs for something to watch, I always pick out Harry Potter. Maybe it has something to do with this layout of mine. ;) lmao

The coolest thing happened on my way back to school for history! I saw my very first sun dog!!!! It was so rad! lol I'm sure there's at least one of you that's wondering what the heck a sun dog is. lol It's kinda like a rainbow, but not really. lol I could go into the full technical description and describe exactly how it's created, but I think it would be too confusing and take too long to type. Essentially, it appears on one or both sides of the sun(a ways away so that you don't get blinded) and it's a spectrum of light that's kinda like a square block with faded edges. lol Anyway, it looked really awesome and it made my day. :) God makes such pretty things. :)

We got our finals in history class. More stuff that I don't want to write about. lol And I still haven't finished the mid-term. That will definately be done this weekend though or I'll be forced to get angry with myself and I do not particularly want to do that. lol At least I got the map stuff done for the quiz on Tuesday so I don't have to worry about that now. :) And that's pretty much it for my day. Nothing else of any interest I do not think. lol Until tomorrow then. ;)

][ 11:07 pm

Wednesday, March 5, 2003

As of shortly after noon yesterday I am now enrolled in global climate change, life fitness traing II, and *drumroll please* ARCHERY! AGAIN!!!! lmao I'm so excited!!! YAY! I think I might be able to use a 40 pound bow this time too because my back is a lot stronger as well as my arms. For those of you that may not know, your back is mainly what you use when drawing back, not your arms. Of course, you have to use your arms to help, but it's your back that's got the power for your shot. :) I can flex my back... lmao It feels really cool! Hahaha! But yeah, I can't wait until this quarter is over and spring qarter starts. :)

In other news for yesterday, I finished off my roll of film up at the lake. I THINK I took good pictures for my photography final project, but I could be wrong. lol It's just that I'm not exactly sure what he wants us to do for it, he never really explained it to us. I'm sure he'll say something tomorrow during class though. :) After I was done with my roll I came home and then left for school. I did my workout like a good little girl and then I went to history. I got there and I was wondering why in the heck the room was packed full and half the people weren't in my class and then I remembered that it was a combined lecture that night. One of the other history classes needed to hear a lecture on the same thing, so they just came in and joined us. I accidently sat next to the other teacher so I couldn't doodle or anything 'cause I had a darn good feeling she'd say something to me. Why did I sit there? *sigh*

Today I slept in until around 11am and then I got up and got ready. My dad took my vehicle to go skiing today so I had to wait for my mom to get home before I could go to school. I don't like driving her car. I mean, it's new and it runs really well and I like that, but because it's new I'm a little scared something bad will happen while I'm driving it. lol I always pray furiously beforehand and while driving it and so far God has been very good to me and I haven't done anything to it and no one else has done anything to it while I've been driving it. lol Anyway, I developed my roll of film and it turned out okay except that my star pictures are hardly visible. And I was really bummed because my 20 minute exposure of the stars where they streak across the picture and all only produced two that were visible. I guess the stars just weren't bright enough and there was too much light pollutions about. Arg to light pollution when I'm trying to photograph the stars!

While I waited for my film to dry(it takes an hour for it to air dry) I was a good girl once again and did my workout. Before my workout though I decided to be very stupid. See, I had this little scab on my leg and, having a lapse in judgement, I decided to pick it off. Well, it started to bleed, and then it kept bleeding and it just wouldn't stop! lol I'm not talking gushing blood or anything, just a slow, steady outpour of it. Good thing I had a bandaid in my backpack. lol It's fine now and hopefully I'll learn not to do that again. lol

I didn't have long to print in the photo lab before it closed for the day and then I came home. I watched some TV and milled about for a while. I really wanted to go out for mexican food, but no one was home... grr. Anyway, I decided that I should work on that history mid-term of mine that was due a while back, but before I could do that, I had to play on the net. lol I did get around to working on it though. I wrote most of my answer for one of my two questions and then at that point I just needed to stop. I'm going to try and finish it tomorrow before class, but who knows if I actually will or not. Normally I wouldn't have put it off so long like this, but he said it didn't matter and it wouldn't lower our grade and I have no motivation to do it, so it just has taken way too long. I have to get a good score in this class though. Or, well, at least a C. I don't really care what my grade is as long as it's a C or above because that's what I have to get to be able to take my classes next quarter that I REALLY wanna take. Wish me luck with it. At least I know I'll get an A for 40% of my grade because that's my quizes. lol :D All right, off I go now, gotta get up early in the morning.

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Monday, March 3, 2003

YES!!! It's the scary movie Boy Meets World episode!!! AHH!!! *runs around like a chicken with it's head cut off... runs into wall, falls over* lmao I love this episode!!!! I wonder if there's a fanlisting for it...? I'd join... or maybe create it! lol I need to watch the credits and find out the real title. Hehehe. *scary music plays as pasty white janitor goes by... room 214*

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Ani came over yesterday after church and we watched D3: The Mighty Ducks and crimped each other's hair. lmao Then it was time for me to go to work and Ani came down too so she could watch the movie with me. :) And then Aki joined us! WEE! We saw Shanghai Knights and it was pretty funny. lol Probably would have been a lot funnier though if we'd seen the first one. ;) lmao

I came home after work and my dad and I went outside in the cold so I could take pictures of the stars. lol Yeah, my current photo assignment is a night shot and I was like, "Hey, stars!" lol I hope they came out. They should because I forgot to chance my ISO to 400 so I shot all of the star pictures at 100 for very long exposures. So, I'm pretty sure they'll show up and be nice and bright. :D lol

Today I went to photo and we watched an Ansel Adams movie so at least there was no nudity and there were beautiful landscapes. :) I love his landscape shots. Anyway, I went and did my workout after that so that was very good. :) I came home and then it was off to work. Arg. lol I got there and we had some girl scouts come in to sell cookies to our customers. Unfortunately, we don't get many customers at night so they didn't do too well. I felt bad and I know my dad really likes the Tagalongs, so I bought him a box. :D Then, I got home and guess what! lmao My mom bought him a box of the same kind of cookies today as well! Hahaha! At least daddy's got lots of yummy cookies now. ;) Then I took another start shot. This time, I used my dad's remote and locked the shutter open for about 20 minutes give or take a bit so I'll get the streaky kinda shot. :) I'll probably develop the negatives tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, it's registration day for my new classes! Wee haw! *dances around and is all excited* I'm hopefully going to be taking global climate change, archery(yup, I'm so obsessed now, lol), and the next life fitness training class. Not many classes, but hopefully it'll go well since I'm very excited for the meteorology one and, of course, for archery. :D lol Anyway, off I go to... do nothing! lmao TTFN!

][ 11:18 pm

Saturday, March 1, 2003

Yay!!!! I'm watching D2: The Mighty Ducks! *dances around and is all happy/excited* And guess what's on TV tomorrow... D3!!! SHEAH!!!! I'm so happy! I'm going to eventually get the box set of all three, but I can't afford it just yet so I'm taping these two off of the Disney Channel and I've already got the first one on VHS. :) Wow, if only you all could truly see how excited about all of this I am. lmao My mom was laughing at me early 'cause I was so giddy. lol

Last night I applied for the domains fanlisting 'cause it was opened back up again and I figured, hey, why not, let's see if I get it. Well, I got an e-mail today and I got it! lmao I think I qualify as a good person to run a domains fanlisting... lmao What do you all think of the title DLA: Domain Lovers Anon.? lol Not sure if I like it. Perhaps I'll think of something better. ;) lol I also got my approval e-mail for the End Of Forever fanlisting so that made me quite happy. :D

Oy, this morning I drove out to school to meet Ran for a workout and gar... The locker rooms were locked and they wouldn't open them for us. That's where our workout clothes are. So, I asked if we could work out in our normal clothes and they said no. :( There was hardly anyone in there and all I wanted to do was walk the entire time on a tredmill and it's not like my jeans would have done anything to hurt the machine. So, I drove all the way out there and wasted my gas money that was almost $26 the other day to fill up my tank!!! I dislike them more and more as the quarter goes on, but I'm probably still going to take it again next quarter. It's the only way I could have a place to go workout at. Arg. Poor Ran though 'cause she was really counting on being able to workout today so she can get her attendance total up to 30 which you need to pass. I've still got plenty of time for me to get my 30 though, which is very good. lol :)

Humm... what else did I do today? Oh yes, I put up a guestbook on shininstar.net. lol Just thought I would. :) Then there was work. You know, same old, same old. BUT, I was good and I didn't eat a cookie or any other junk food while I was there! :D I HAVE to eat better. I was bad on Thursday and yesterday and ate a bunch of junk food that I didn't need to eat 'cause I was feeling slightly depressed and whatnot. Arg to me. Yeah, I think that's pretty much it for this entry. I think Ani is coming over tomorrow afternoon and I think she might see a movie with me while I'm working too, but I haven't talked to her again so I don't know. Autumn might join us for the movie too. :) Oh, and I've decided I want to speak Zulu. Why? Because it sounds cool. lol

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