hol-ly.com - on wings of fire

May 2003

Friday, May 30, 2003

I'm so tired right now I think I could almost fall asleep right here in my computer chair. I've been tired since just after noon. That's when it hit. Maybe I am growing. I felt a little taller today. :) Anyway, it was bad on the way to work earlier. I had to blow cold air on myself and turn up my music good n' loud so that I wouldn't start to doze off on the way there. That was DEFINATELY not good. I had to do the same thing coming home too. I'm surprised work went as well as it did too. lol I was feeling rather out of it like I could fall asleep standing up, but somehow I managed to do sodas and I didn't mess anyone's up, at least not that anyone mentioned. ;) lol Anyway, I'd go to bed right now, but there's two episodes of SG-1 on tonight starting at 8 PM so I'm going to try and make it through those, but as soon as they're over, I think I'll be in bed. lol Which is I guess good because now I should be able to wake up at a decent time tomorrow and all at least. :) That's all I wanted to post about along with the following. I got a letter in the mail today from the college saying that I made the Dean's Honor List for my 3.6-something GPA during Winter Quarter. lol I was all like, cool. :) It's kinda odd that I got it now though when it's almost the end of the Spring Quarter. Hehehe. Oh well, better late than never. :) I also got the summer class schedule for non-credit stuff. I want to take Russian 1 and a PHP and mySQL class. They're both a few hundred each though so I don't know that it'll happen. lol Anyway, daddy wants to use the internet so I've got to go now. Plus, I'm pretty much done anyway. ;) *tries not to fall asleep just yet*

][ 7:31 pm

I didn't go to sleep last night. I got caught up working on sites and now I've just decided not to go to sleep until tonight in hopes of getting to bed at a decent time. Sleep might have been a good thing for me though. Oh yeah, and I got a mini-lecture this morning from my mom about not having gotten another job yet. *sigh* I just don't... I don't know... I don't feel like going to look because I feel like I already know what the outcome will be. Unemployment around here is still high and there's not a whole lot of opportunites for me. I think I'll have to get a crap job for a while again and then re-evaluate the situation after summer or something like that. This means that next week I've got to get my butt out looking for a job or I'm never going to get one until summer's over because everyone else is looking now too. Hopefully I'll be able to find something decent, but I don't know.

I'd like to take this opportunity now to do some plugging, mostly for myself. lol Check out Ordinary Day because it's what I spent most of night night doing. Also check out fear-of-tears.net because I've only gotten one hosting request so far and I'm sure there's more BSB/Nick fanlistings in need of homes. Then I think everyone should check out shininstar.net because I don't think people realize there's actually more than two pages there and there's a guestbook. Plus, people keep telling me they find out about one of my sites they didn't know of before, but man, they're all listed there and all of my sites link to it. lol Maybe I need to be a little more blatent. shininstar.net shininstar.net shininstar.net shininstar.net HeeHee. :D Humm... oh yes! And leave some comments at rocker-baby.org please. :) We'll love you forever! lol And for other people...

Tamanna Carmen Sam Aceetha Ani Tori Kriss Chrissie Eryn

I assume I've forgotten at least a few people so feel free to drop by the tag and give me a virtual smack upside the head. ;) Just not to hard though, k? lol More questions would be nice too. Interesting, deep, thought provoking questions. Either that or something really off. lol Well, I'm gonna go. Gonna get me a new domain. lol Yeah, it's true, I need help. I need a support group just like the one the sharks have in Finding Nemo! lol Humm.... food sounds good too. :D

][ 12:02 pm

Thursday, May 29, 2003

I got to watch Finding Nemo today!!! *does the happy dance* Wee haw! lol I want to write about it and my favorite part, but I can't just yet because I'm sure none of you have seen it. lol I can't really even give hints on it because then I'd say too much and just blurt it out. lol I guess though that I can say when you see it, think volcano and you might figure out my fave bit. ;) lol Plus I love Bruce! And Nigel... cause his name is Nigel. ;) lmao I'm such a stupid American. I get all excited over accents and things. lol Speaking of accents... I stayed after work(I worked right after Nemo) to watch Bend It Like Beckham and it was good. I wasn't too sure about it, but now I wish I'd watched it earlier so I could have seen it twice. Good story and a great Irish football coach! lol He's a stud and he's Irish. I've added something onto my list of why I need to go to Ireland some day... to find me a good Irish boy! Hehehe. I want an Irish accent... *sniff* If I got me an Irish boy though I might develop one after hearing him talk so much. ;) lol 100 points for cute Irish boys! :D Cute English and Austrailian boys aren't so bad either. Oh, and Russian... and Canadian and... okay, I'll shut up about it. ;)

I've been quite good with my room lately too. :) I cleared out my computer desk the other day and I cleared off my dresser and one of my shelving units is working on being cleared off and I've packed a fair amount of things. :) No cleaning today though. I slept WAY longer than I wanted. I got like 11 hours of sleep! I keep sleeping so much lately or I don't sleep hardly at all. My mom commented that I seem taller today though so maybe that explains the sleep. I hope I'm growing taller. :D That'd make me quite the happy camper. lol You know, seeing as how I'd like to be 6' and I'm only about 5'7" right now. I guess I shouldn't say only 5'7" though as that's still reasonably tall. Poor Autumn... lol I've finally come to terms with the fact that I might not reach 6'. Okay, so it's rather unlikely that I won't reach 6', but I'm not out of growing age yet so I've still got a chance and if I just get a few inches taller, I'll still be happy. :) And if I have to, I guess I'd be all right with my current height. lol I'm working on it anyway. ;)

I was supposed to have tomorrow off, but now I'm working the first show for Heidi so I don't. It's all right though. Adds a little more to the coming paycheck and that will be nice at least and it's not like I hate work. Oh yeah, speaking of work(glad I just remembered), I got a call yesterday from one of the owner's wives from Georgio's Subs. Shocker, I know. I guess they finally got smart and laid off Alonna and so they were asking me back. It was only going to be for minimal hours that I can't work anyway and I don't really want to work there again, so I politely refused and thanked her for asking. I didn't really expect that though. lol

Humm... I've got three fanlistings I need to get up so I'm going to go work on those right now I do believe. At least I'm feeling better about the web situations though as I've basically figured out what I'm going to do about everything which should solve some problems. :) So yes, off I go now to work for a while and then it's off to sleep and work tomorrow! TTFN!

][ 11:36 pm

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

Holly is not exactly a happy camper right now. I got an e-mail from a hosting company I'm with(not the one for this site) saying that I can't host files for others on the CGI server, but they're all for my hostees and they kinda need those files and I don't understand why they're getting all ruffled up about it. It's not like I'm giving them all access to the CGI server or anything, I'm the only one who can upload to it. Plus, I don't even know how they managed to figure it out. Arg. I e-mailed them back again for one final plee so we'll see how it goes. First it bit that the CGI server was on a seperate server than the standard one, but I finally got used to it and now they're trying to make it worse again. Pooey.

Yesterday I decided to launch fear-of-tears.net. Since the DNS had already resolved, I didn't really feel like waiting until tomorrow to put everything up. lol So yes, there's finally an actual site there! lol I know, it's crazy! ;) I was also gonna launch the Black & Blue Tour fanlisting, but I'm having trouble installing this new script for it. I've gotten some tips to fix it though so hopefully it'll be up today or tomorrow. I really heart the layout, it's good stuff. :D lol I've just got to get the rest of the fanlistings up too. lol What fun for me! :D

I also spent a fair amount of yesterday cleaning/packing my room. I packed a fair amount of things so far and now my room is starting to look a bit bare. lol It's weird that I've gotta start packing now when the new house isn't going to be done for about four more months. But since we've gotta get our house ready to sell my mom's been reading books on it and you're supposed to have as little in your house as possible so that people can "imagine what it will look like with their things." lol Humm... I think the blog crews are going to die. I've gotten one e-mail from someone about the SG-1 one, but that's it, so I think I'll just give up on them, ya know?

Hummm... oh yes, I just called Brian to find out when he's gonna build the movie and he said either tomorrow night or Thursday night is when we'll be able to watch it. He's got school tomorrow so it all depends on what time it comes tomorrow. So, either tomorrow night or Thursday night I'll be watching Finding Nemo. :D Yayness! lol Autumn is the only one who understand the pre-excitement thing for this movie. ;) All righty, I'm going to go have a bit of food and then it's off to my room to pack more or figure out how to fix that script and get it to work for me. lol TTFN!

][ 6:57 pm

Sunday, May 25, 2003

I tried, I really did, I swear. I was a little bad and didn't get into bed last night until 1-1:30 AM, but then I was in bed and I tried to go to sleep. But I couldn't. So, after almost two hours, I gave up and decided that maybe if I read my book that'd make me tired and then I could go to sleep. Four hours later I finished my book and still couldn't get to sleep. lol Why? I do not know. Anyway, apparently I finally did fall asleep, but according to the last time I looked at the clock, I only got about an hour of sleep. lol I'm surprisingly not tired yet either. I'm confused. lol I was bad at church though. I was doing projection today(where I change the lyrics up on the screen) and during second service I spaced out two or three times and forgot to change the slides until they were a few lines onto the next part. Arg. I was rather perturbed with myself for that. I kept thinking about moving back to California. Don't ask why, but I keep thinking about it a lot.

Other than that, I was a good girl today. :D Before I went to work I finished all the stuff for fear-of-tears.net so after the DNS resolves, it can go up. I've decided to put it up on Wednesday so look for it sometime then. :) After I got back from work I finished my fanlisting for the Backstreet Boys' Black & Blue Tour, but I can't put that up yet either because I'm waiting for the mySQL database password to be changed so that I can use it for my members list. lol So, that should go up tomorrow. ;)

Work was fairly predictable. Brian J. kept being mean to me(in the way that guys do when they're playing around) and then all the guys were talking to each other and I kind of just stood/sat there and said nothing. lol A very bright spot though... I asked Brian K. when he was planning to put together Finding Nemo and run it to make sure it was setup properly and he said probably on Wednesday so I might get to see it even earlier than I thought! Wee! lol *dances* I'm so pre-excited! lol

I found another spider in my room today and I found one last night too. That's not mentioning the few I've found throught this past week and they're definately not the same one either because one, they all looked different, and two I killed each of them myself. It was icky, but I couldn't let the things crawl on me during the night. Once was more than enough for that and with how deep I've been sleeping lately, I might not even notice and that would be REALLY bad. I keep having dreams every night. I mean, supposedly you have a bunch every night, you just don't remember them, but I've had one at least every night that I could remember and they're all like I was on crack when I dreamt them. No one gets to hear about any of them, they're that strange/bad. Anyway, I'm just blabbering on about nothing now so I guess I'll go. Humm... Andrew called me earlier and when I called him back, I just had to leave a message and he didn't call me back yet. I'm thinking it's too late for tonight. ;) lol

][ 11:18 pm

Saturday, May 24, 2003

lmao Well, so much for me going to bed at a decent time on Thursday night. ;) lol I went to work and I worked with Brian and Brian so of course that was interesting. lol They're nice boys, but sometimes, I tell ya. ;) Anyway, I got home and called Autumn right away to see if she wanted to go to the arcade before it closed and then spend the night. She did and her parents said they didn't care so I left right away and picked her up and then we drove to the arcade. We got there and guess what! Right then it was closing for a private event so we had to leave! lmao Figures. Anyway, they were nice and gave us these spiffy cupons for 200 free points each so that was happy at least. :) After that we went to Target and ran into one of our old friends that we hadn't seen in a long time and then I found happy early 90's dance music and another CD called 100% Dance. lol They've got killer songs on there and stuff from Real McCoy and stuff. Hehehe. Then Autumn and I drove around for a while while we listened to the happy new music and we went to the store and bought bagel bites and scalloped potatoes. Then we went home.

It sucked when we got home because I suddenly remembered that we didn't have any milk and I'd forgotten to get some at the store and to make the scalloped potatoes you know, you need milk. lol Then we watched a bunch of movies, played Spite & Malice, did junk, watched Saved By The Bell and were up basically the entire night. lol We took a rather long nap around 9 AM that lasted until two and then we got up and made bannana nut bread and watched The Adventures Of The Wilderness Family and we suddendly realized how stupid the little girl in that movie is. lol Then we called Andrew to figure out when we're all going to go see a movie again, but it just turned into an interesting talk and none of us knowing when we should go to the movies again. lol Finally, Autumn and I left to go back to the arcade before I took her home. There's a special from 9 PM to Midnight where all the arcade games are half the points. :D lol So we went, but stupid ParaPara wouldn't be half off so we had to pay full price for that one and then we left and I took Autumn home and then went home myself, read for a bit and then went to bed at Midnight. Imagine that, I went to bed early! lol Or at least, early for me. ;)

I didn't sleep very well last night though and then I ended up not getting up until 2:30 PM. I don't understand. I tried to fix my sleeping habits, but it just doesn't want to go. Arg. lol I went to work and it was all right. I read more while I was there. I think I'll watch the movie on Tuesday or something depending on how I feel. Then on Friday we get Finding Nemo and I get to watch it on Thursday night or Friday morning so I'm excited! :D Other than that, all I did today was watch the episode of SG-1(Mommy taped it for me, YAY!) and put up my new clique which can be found here. :) Oh yes, and I've got two questions.

What are blog crews?
Well, it would probably help if I knew. ;) lol No, I'm just kidding. Basically it's just another way for people to exchange links. You have a blog, you make and/or join a blog crew about something you think is cool where each link is assocciated with it's own character or person or thing. :) Does that make sense? Hope so. :)

Is nick carter gonna be in the movie "Hollow"?
Refer to BoyMostLikely.com. But in short, it appears to be so since that's what all the articles I've read about it are saying and there's quotes from Nick. He said he's going to be playing a hormonal high school jock. I'm slightly afraid, really.

][ 11:31 pm

Thursday, May 22, 2003

Humm... I added two blog crews that I'm starting over to the left and down a ways. Hopefully some people will join them otherwise they'll go in a couple weeks or so. Also, hopefully no one else has started ones for either Stargate SG-1 or Newsies. If you know that someone has though, please e-mail me and let me know so I can take mine down and maybe join their's. :) So yes, if you love SG-1 or Newsies, PLEASE join my blog crew! lol Humm... I wonder if there's a Backstreet Boys blog crew? That'd be a kick! lol Tag a bunch about these ideas(etc.) of mine and let me know what you think please. :)

Wow... who'd have ever thought? Internet Idol. lmao What a great frickin' idea! lol Anyone think I'd have a chance at that? lol I don't. ;) Hehehe. Dang, it was quite the trip to find that just now though. lol And one of the guys on there is a cutie. lol For me to know and you to find out only if you really pester me about it. ;) lol Oh, and his domain name is awesome too! lol I think I'll have to go back and vote for him or something. ;) lmao I love this, it's funny! *giggles*

Man, I want to think up a really cool and totally unique domain name. There's all these cool ones listed over at TDO and although I love mine, they never seem to be as cool as other people's turn out to be. :p And then what would I use it for? I don't know. I want to create a new thing that no one else has done. You know, there was the cliques, the fanlistings, blogs, ask boxes, and now blog crews and what have I done? Nothing. lol I need to rack my brain some more, ya know? Anyway, off I go now. I was going to try and be good and get to sleep a bit early tonight, but since I've spent a ton of time on the net and I still want to read my book for a few hours at least, it's not likely that'll be happening. lol Maybe I'll try to pull an all-nighter and then tomorrow night... er, tonight I'll be able to get to sleep at a decent time like 11 PM or something. Ta ta!

][ 2:45 am

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

Clay should have won, darnit. I'm sorry, but his voice was way more polished and backed with more power. Arg. I watched the whole freakin' show and then they hit me with that and I was just like, "Okay mom, just turn it off. Turn it off!" Oh well. Autumn's funny though. lmao I called her right after they announced the winner and she'd been watching just the last part and she was all angry about it too. lol But then she said what I've heard a few people say that American Idol = career suicide so at least Clay didn't win and have to go through that. lmao It's mean, but it was still funny. I guess I'm all right with it though. I don't really care that much or anything and Clay's still going to release an album so hopefully that'll be good. :) Oh yes, and I even came up with a few reasons why I could never be the next American Idol. lmao I was going to put them up, but they're too stupid and Autumn's the only one who'd think they were semi-funny and I already told her. lol I've actually considered auditioning for the next season though for the one single reason that it would make one freakin' hilarious blog entry. lol I wouldn't want to be put on one of those "best of the worst" things though, that'd kinda bite. lol Anyway, enough about that show, I'm tired of it. Bring on the new season of Stargate SG-1! :D Daniel's coming back!!!!!! *dances around and jumps all over the furniture* WEE!!! I wanna be an extra on SG-1. That would make me SOOOO happy. :D They're having a contest this June and the winner gets a walk-on role. Maybe God will give me a little present? :) lol TTFN!

][ 11:00 pm

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

Okay, so it's been quite a while since my last post. What have I been doing? Well, let's see... Saturday I took my mom to lunch and then to see Down With Love. My mom didn't quite like it. lol That's mostly because she thought it was too weird, but of course, that's what I liked about it. Gotta love the twists at the end too. lmao Good funny movie. Rather suggestive, but at least there's not blatenet sex scene like in The Matrix Reloaded, thank God I missed almost all of that. I still need to go see that one again to decide if maybe I'll like it more the second time around, but I don't think that's going to be happening for a few months. See, I don't really want to pay to go see it again, so that means I've gotta wait until like June when we get it at my theatre after Finding Nemo. I think I'm the only person I know out of all the people that have seen Reloaded that didn't care too much for it. I mean, mad props to the freeway chase scene and some of the other cool stuff in there, but, for me, it was a bit of a let-down in comparison with the first one. I like the first one a lot better. I think the second one was a little corny and they should have axed out almost every scene in Zion. Okay, enough of that, it's way off the subject. Pardon my tangent.

Let's see, there was also work on Saturday evening and then I slept through church on Sunday morning because I'd been up all night and then there was work again on Sunday evening. Then yesterday when I finally woke up, I drove out to Barnes & Noble to buy the rest of the Enchanted Forest Chronicles by Patricia C. Wrede. I bought book one on Saturday just before the movie and I would have gotten all four of them, but they only had one, three and four, and I didn't want to be missing number two, so I only bought number one. I borrowed all of them from Tammy years ago and recently I decided I wanted to read them again so I should buy them. Anyway, Monday I drove out to get 2, 3, and 4 from a different Barnes & Noble since I'd already finished the first one and wanted to know what happened next. lol I also had to talk myself out of buying Russian lessons while I was there. They'll have to wait until another paycheck or two has come. They weren't expensive, I just have to save money for other things.

I got home just in time for my four hours of SG-1 last night and I hadn't seen most of the episodes so it was good. Then I started on book two and stayed up all night reading that. I stopped at 4 AM to watch the two episodes of Saved By The Bell, then I read the last two chapters and the first chapter in the third book. Now as soon as I'm done with some internet things that I really must do, I'm going to read more. I'll probably be up all night again too, which is bad, but I don't think I can change my sleeping habits just now so oh well. Therefore, a question and I will go.

Is there anyway to make screen-caps of .wmv files? All I get is a black screen and it's making me mad, lol.
I've had the same problem before and it made me quite mad too. Unfortunately, I have no idea what the solution, if there is one, would be. I tried a few different things, but none of them worked. I was trying to take screen caps of Backstreet Boys' "More Than That" video off the imported single I got, but all I got was the black screen where the video part should have been as well. It's weird though because I got it to work with Nick's "Do I Have To Cry For You" video. I don't know, maybe some of the files can be protected from screen capping or something. Arg. lol

][ 11:39 pm

Saturday, May 17, 2003

How did you get this so colorful? like the wall where the nc heart is is pink and blue.
Humm... are you ready for a nice long explanation? lol Actually, maybe I can keep it short. lol After I blended all the pictures together, I made a new layer in photoshop and did some filter work, then make some more new layers with more filters and eventually I made a layer where I used some brushes in the same dark red a mild blue you see here and to the left where all the text appears. I then set the layer to like color or overlay or something like that. I can't really even remember exactly how I did it. You just kind of have to play around with it. You could do the same thing in PSP too I'm sure. :)

See, that was a good question, one I liked answering. :D lol Maybe I should just close the previous entry or something. Donno. Anyway, today was all right. I almost slept through work though. lol I woke up with about 45 minutes to get ready and leave. Oops. lol That's what you get for staying up until almost 6 AM. I'm gonna try and get to bed earlier tonight though(even though it's already past midnight and technically the next day) because mom and I are going to a movie and lunch and I'm excited! :D

Work was fine, except that the Brians were picking on me. lol Them boys, I tell ya. ;) lol I almost went back for the second show(I only worked the first today) to watch the movie(Holes), but then I decided to stay at home and watch the two episodes of SG-1 with my mommy. I hadn't seen either of them too so it was good. lol And they keep showing little commercials for season seven now too and Daniel's coming back and I'm so excited!!! AHH!!! lol If you haven't seen the show, shame on you! You should give it a try(provided that you get SciFi channel) because it'll get you hooked. lol I didn't really do anything else today except watch some more TV and now I'm going to go work on more site stuff. Ta ta!

][ 12:56 am

Friday, May 16, 2003

Why are there such stupid-ass people in this world? I just got a question from my ask box wondering if I'm gay and stupid ass f*cking questions like that really aggitate me. For your information, I'm not gay. I'm a Christian and I happen to believe that it's really wrong. Not to mention, I also consider it to be sick and gross. I've be aquainted with some gay guys before and whatnot and I have nothing against them personally and they're nice and all, but I just think it's icky. And I hate it when people say you're homophobic. That word would imply that you're scared of homos. I'm not scared of them, I just wish they'd all realize they should be straight. And why do people have to be stupid and go around asking others if they're gay or not? Why do they f*cking care?! In 7th or 8th grade I was at a b-day party for a girl I thought was nice and later found out was a snot. For the simple reason that I did not have 50 crushes that I wanted to talke about with everyone there she had the nerve to ask me if I was a lesbian and I was all like "NO!" People joke about it and think it's funny. I don't think it's funny. I think it's rude and abnoxious and all you people should just shut your stupid little flapping mouths unless you can come up with something decent, coherent and intellegent to say.

Sorry for my swearing, I'm just in a mood right now and that happened to shove me off the edge. By the way, new layout at 4606.net now.

][ 2:15 am

Thursday, May 15, 2003

I went and picked up Heidi at the high school when school was over and we drove out to see The Matrix Reloaded. Hopefully this won't make me get hate mail, but I didn't care too much for it. I'm gonna go see it again eventually and give it a second try, but I was a little let down by it. I expected more and better of it than what it is. Granted, there were a lot of really cool things about it and I liked it decently enough and all, but it just wasn't what it should have been. It's kind of hard for me to explain exactly why I didn't like it so much, but I guess partially, the plot wasn't very well strung and some of the effects weren't that great. Some of the effects were quite awesome though. Anyway, enough of that, I'll conclude with saying that I think the first one is a lot better. Please don't hurt me. lol I've already been yelled at for this by a few people. ;)

After the movie, it was straight to work for me. I didn't even have enough time to drop Heidi off so her dad had to come pick her up from the theatre. lol Oops. Things were pretty slow and it was all right I guess. It's the last night we're showing X2 and I kinda wanted to watch it again, but I decided I didn't really feel like staying to watch it tonight so I just came home. I'll wait for the DVD if I've gotta or I'll just pay to see it at another theatre or something. We start Holes tomorrow. The highlight of my entire day was that I asked if I could come watch Finding Nemo when they play it to make sure it's setup properly for the opening and they said yes. :D They don't know which day they're going to do it yet, but it'll either be the night before it comes out, or in the morning the day it's released. Either way, I get to see it right away and I don't have to pay so it's definately ALL good 'cause I'm SO pre-excited for that movie! lol I left the theatre feeling a bit down in the dumps and that's kinda how I am now still.

I feel really lonely. It seems like I just don't fit in no matter how hard I try. I don't feel like I belong her. I feel... misplaced. It seems like everything I want, or think I want, in this life is so far away. It's like they're sitting there, waiting for me and I don't know how long they'll have to wait. I feel stuck in a place I want so bad to get out of. Screw this, no one wants to hear it and I don't want everyone to think I'm some depressed, suicidal little shit.

I e-mailed myself all the files for my Pyro layout last night so they're on my computer now which means I'll probably be putting it up at 4606.net in a while after I get it coded up. I've still got to code up the whole thing and all. Hopefully it shouldn't take too long. The beauty of PHP you know. ;) Oh yeah, and I bought a new domain yesterday.

][ 10:34 pm

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

Mom just came out and yelled at me because I haven't gone to sleep yet. I don't feel tired though. She said I'm not helping myself get over my cold by doing this, but every time I get up from sleeping I have to feel worse again whereas I don't feel so bad now. Well, except that when I cough it hurts. It's like down below my tummy... weird. I don't know. I've spent the night watching movies and TV and sitting here at the family comp working in Photoshop. I made a layout for fear-of-tears.net and I made a layout for my new clique. Gotta get my new domain before I can put either of those layouts up though. It's kinda hard to explain what I'm going to do, so I'll just wait until I've done it and you can just go and see for yourself. Ow... I coughed again. Ow. Okay, I guess I'll go see if I can fall asleep and rest for a bit. Hopefully I won't feel icky when I wake up again. I keep waking up either not being able to breathe through my nose or having it run and this morning it took me a good half an hour of talking on the phone with Autumn before I got my voice back. Oh, scratch that... it was actually yesterday afternoon. lol My sense of morning, noon, and night is quite messed up at the current point in time. Okay, I'm really going now. Wonder when I'll wake up. lol ;)

][ 6:30 am

Monday, May 12, 2003

I'm currently sitting here at my computer waiting for all my e-mails to come through into Outlook and well, it's going to take a while. lol I sent myself all my wallpaper PSD files from the other computer so now they're all starting to download onto mine. It's going to take quite a while. lol I zipped them so they're smaller than they were, but all together it's still around 6 MB. lmao I'm sure I can find things to keep me occupied while I wait though. :D

I didn't do much today. I woke up at like 1:30 PM and went out to watch TV. lol My knees were hurting me for a while, but they feel okay now. They had that week sort of pain going on and it was not very happy. Then I was supposed to do the chores and make food for mommy, but I didn't end up doing the chores nor finishing the food. I started the food and then we realized that we didn't have enough eggs to finish. lol So, after my half an hour at work(I was just covering a bit for Matt) I went to the store to get the eggs. But my mom had given me a small list of some other things to get while I was there and eggs wasn't on the list so what did I do? I got home and noticed that I forgot the eggs. lmao So, mom's going to get them tomorrow... hopefully. ;)

And of course I watched all four SG-1 episodes that were on tonight so that took up a good four hours of my evening. :) Love that series though. I'm way excited for season 7 to start in June too! Only bummer is that the first episode of the new season is the same day as graduation and, although I'm not going to graduation or grad-night, Ani, Autumn, and probably Heidi and I are having an anti-grad-night party... thing. lol We might see if any others want to join us too. Guess that means I'll have to tape it and watch it the next day. Bummer. But I think I'll live. ;) lol Wee! ONE of the e-mails I sent myself is finally done now! lol Off I go. Gotta find something productive to do and try to be a good girl. :D

][ 11:43 pm

I think I'm going to be up until 6 AM watching re-runs of Saved By The Bell. lmao I'm on the first one right now. ;) Hehehe. This one's hilarious. I love it! They're all writing their own new song for the school. It's so beautiful. lmao I think I'm going to fall off the chair. Okay, I'm okay, I swear. lol

Really, I should be dead tired because I only got four hours of sleep last night, but I'm not. Maybe it was the dark chocolate Dove Promises that I've been eating, I don't know, but I'm not very tired. lol I'll probably be tired by the time all the Saved By The Bell episodes are over at least and then when I wake up later, I get to do chores! lol I get to clean the bathtub and dust and then make food I cannot spell. lmao I'm not even going to try and spell it. I could just go look at the recipe 'cause it's really not that far away, but am I going to? No. lol

I've spent the last few hours messing around on the computer, but being a bit productive at the same time. First I started a hiatus page for streeted.net, but I don't know if I like it and I really want to try and just get the new stuff up right off the bat, but I don't know if I'll be able to. Then I made two new Nick wallpapers for NickSTAR.com... for when it eventually goes up. lol Then I went and found lots of Pyro pictures from X2! Wee! lol I discovered that I've got a thing for Pyro now too. lol Iceman and Pyro. lol So, I think there will be a Pyro layout up at 4606.net sometime soon. :) The guy who plays him is really like eight years older than I am though! How freaky is that? lol That's pretty much it. Humm... maybe there aren't four episodes of Saved By The Bell on... the TV just said there aren't and the TV guide has been known to be wrong. lol Anyway, off I go to snuggle with the kitties and watch the next episode. :D Ta ta!

][ 4:46 am

Friday, May 9, 2003

I don't know if I already said this or not, but I got accepted for two more fanlistings(The Black & Blue Tour one and Backstreet Boys Re-mixes) and now I just submitted for another. I couldn't freakin' help it though. It was such a good idea for a fanlisting and it was on the current or upcoming lists at The Fanlistings so I submited. I'm not saying what it is yet though. :) *sigh* I've got so many site things to work on too. It's bad. Just when I started to feel like I had everything under control, I start adding new things to my list of "to dos." It'll all have to wait until after the weekend though probably. I'm working every show at the theatre again this weekend so I don't know how much time that's going to leave me with. At least it's going to give me a nice paycheck. Really nice if you consider my last one was only for $20. Yeah, that's it. It would still be good for me to find another job too, but I'm not really very motivated to go looking right now. I tend to do this. I quit a job(or in this case, am laid off) and then I just take a few months off. Why, I do not know. On the upside though, I got a totally lovely and wonderful fansign from Tamanna in my inbox. :D I'll try and get that up soon so you all can see because it's just so cute and wondeful and I absolutely adore it! lol What a smile and little spastic moment that gave me. :D Hehehe. Oh, and a question...

Where do you get your nick carter pictures?
In general or the ones on this layout? Let's see... the ones on the layout I screen-capped from a download of Nick's "Do I Have To Cry For You?" video. And, in general, I find my Nick pics all over the internet or I scan some of them myself. BoyMostLikely is a great resource for new pics of Nick and especially news. Then of course, there's countless other places you can go to find pics. Perhaps I'll do a gallery at my Nick domain whenever I finally get it up. :) lol

Oh yeah, and I forgot to say in my last post that I picked up my guitar... yesterday. lol It's been months since I've even taken the thing out of its case and it felt so nice to hold it and "play" what I can thus far. My poor three fingers on my left hand hurt on the tips though since it's been so long since they've been pressing strings. Now I've gotta build up those calluses again. I think I might get brave and ask the guy who plays the electric at church if he'll give me a free lesson or two if he's got the free time. :) Anyway, I am trying to get to sleep earlier these days, but at the same time, I want to watch Cinderella again. I watched it earlier and it made me happy and now I've got one of the songs in my head. *sigh* I just love the sets and "special" effects in that one. lol So old, but still cool. :)

][ 12:34 am

Thursday, May 8, 2003

Yay! I made mommy so happy! lol I did the dishes for her today and I told her when she called me a bit ago and she was so happy! lol YAY! lmao I feel good now. I've done something today. ;) lol Actually, I've done a fair amount of stuff today. I got woken up just before ten this morning by Sir Balf 'cause he wanted to go out. Then, I got a lovely surprise. A bloody nose. What fun! lol And of course now I've got the reisdue stuff every once in a while. Hopefully it'll be just fine during work though. lol Other than that and the dishes, I put my laundry away and danced a bunch. :) I'm almost kinda glad for the bloody nose in a way because it kept me from going back to bed and sleeping the day away so I actually did some things today. :D I've got more to do later though and now I've gotta get ready and jet so I can get food before I go to work. Ta ta!

][ 5:46 pm

Wednesday, May 7, 2003

I'm watching Dungeons & Dragons right now. I way heart Justin Whalin, espcially in this movie. He's all knight in shining armor type and he's got his sword and everything and I love his two whole outfits that he's got on in the movie. lol The black one at the end makes him look even more hunky. Hehehe. :) Ugh, it kinda sucks right now though 'cause after I was feeling so much better and all, now I'm exhibiting cold-like symptoms once more. Not too bad or anything at least, but it means I've got to take a ton of vitamins again. lol At least they're not nasty medicine pills though, I don't like those much and they never seem to work quite like they should. Oh well, hopefully I'll be all better asap. :D

Today, in the mail, mom got the notice that our building permit's gone through all the departments it had to and we can go pick it up now! Wee! That means they can start building our house really soon. :D I'm excited. Only thing is that it's gonna stink when the house is almost finished and we've gotta work on getting this one sold because then my room will have to be REALLY clean all the time and then strangers are going to be allowed to walk through it. I don't want weird people in my room! lol It's... my room. Sacrifices must be made though, so I guess I'll deal. :)

Yesterday Autumn and I ended up sleeping until about 2pm because when we were finished watching The Mummy and The Mummy Returns the night before, it was 4 AM and we discovered that Saved By The Bell was on for an hour then and we couldn't go to sleep and not watch the two episodes! lol I miss that show so much. I think I should start taping them so that I can watch them whenever I feel like because I'm not going to stay up till 5 AM every night so that I can watch them. lol Anyway, Ani showed up just after 3 PM yesterday so that we could work on our senior countdown number. They put them up in the commons at school every year and the seniors sign up to make them in pairs so Ani signed me up with her then asked me if I wanted to do it. lol That was a while ago, but of course I'll do that, so yesterday we finaly did. lol We got number 22 'cause that's Ani's favorite number. lol She took some pics of the finished product so go check her site to see when she puts them up. :)

Ani left around 6:30 PM and then I jumped in the shower and tried to be quick, but apparently I'm incapable because it still took me like 20 minutes. lol Good thing I'm not planing on ever being in a branch of the military 'cause me and a 5 minute shower would be a little difficult. lmao Autumn and I went to the movie right after that and it was good, but the beginning scene of X2 let me down a tad. It's a rockin' scene and all, but I hadn't seen it until last night, I'd just seen the end, and everyone kept telling me how awesome the beginning scene is with Nightcrawler and all. Well, it was awesome, but they hyped it up too much so I was expecting it to be better than it was. lol But it was still way rad and I liked it. :) I love the effects they use for Nightcrawler when he teleports and it leaves behind this residue smoke stuff. lol It's pretty cool. :) I took Autumn home after the movie.

I actually went to bed at a decent time last night, before two in the morning, but I didn't get out of bed until 5:30 PM. lol I had to get up a few times before that to answer the phone or let the kitties in or out, etc., but I didn't actually get up until 5:30. lol Which was stupid of me 'cause I had to leave for work at 6 PM so I could get there early and vaccuum. I got there early though, so early that I was the first one there and had to stand outside for a bit before someone with a key came. lol Work was fine though. lol I'm such a clutz there though. lmao I never fail to do SOMETHING each time I'm there. Today it was pouring pop all over my hand. lol Don't ask. ;) I got home and I watched the knock off episode of American Idol for this week and was pleased to see Clay was staying. :D If he gets knocked off and/or doesn't win, there will be a majorly angry entry here. That's your fair warning. lol He should SO win. I missed last nights episode though and they showed some clips and I missed Clay dancing! lol What a bummer. Maybe he'll do it again next time. :D Hehe. I haven't watched the show on a regular basis at all, but it's like last time where I start after the final 10 and watch most of the last episodes and I'll watch the final one too 'cause I gotta see Clay win. :D All righty, off I go now, but *in Arnold voice* I'll be back. ;) lol

][ 10:30 pm

Monday, May 5, 2003

Holly P. I went and picked up Autumn earlier and we went and had yummy, yummy pizza. :) Then we came back to my house and we bought her a domain finally! WEE!!!! *dances around* Now you all will get to know who she is more. lol Not sure that you really want to, but you can. ;) lmao No offense Aki. ;) *giggle* I also had her join the blog over at rocker-baby.org so we'll see what happens there. ;) Then it was time for SG-1 and they showed the right episode so that I knew what happened next and in order and that was so very nice of them. :) lol While watching the four episodes of SG-1, Autumn taught me how to draw cute anime people(girls, anyway)! :D The picture to the right is Holly Potter. lmao I'm Harry's older sister that he never knew about. lmao Uh, huh. Anyway, Autumn drew her and then I followed each step and that's what came out of mine at the end. lmao Autumn ended up turning her picture of "me" into a cow girl as in part animal cow. lmao I'll have to scan that some other time. ;) Anyway, now I'd best be going because Autumn's never seen The Mummy so we're going to watch that. :) TTFN!

][ 11:46 pm

Why can't I seem to have any guy friends anymore? When I lived in California and when I was little, that's like mostly all I had, a bunch of guy friends. My first ever friends were my older cousins, they're all guys. Then, in pre-school, Keith was my first friend there and probably my first best friend ever unless you count my cousins which I guess then it'd be Steven and Michael. Either way, still guys. And it's not like I can just get a friend who's a guy now. I mean, I'm 18, you can't just go up to a guy and be all like, "Hey, want to be my friend?" Well, you could, but they'd probably think you were interested in them or something. So I assume anyway, I've got no guy friends to let me in on the thought processes males. I mean, there's Andrew and the guys I work with, but with all of them it's really just saying hello and talking about movies and that's about it. I'd really like to have a guy friend that I could call up on the phone and just talk with and like go hang out with and such. That'd be nice. I'm not really looking for a boyfriend right now though, just a friend who happens to be a boy.

I've finally just accepted this no boyfriend for me thing and there's no guys who currently are of interest to me. Except that there's always Nick, but he's a celebrity and he doesn't even know I exist and I don't know him, know him so there's no point in even thinking on that one. lol Nick will probably always just be the cute, talented boy that graces my layouts whom I occasionally see at concerts from a ways away. I'd still like to meet him someday though. Anyway, I'm off the subject. It's not that I don't want a boyfriend or I don't want a first kiss and then maybe a few more, it's just that I'm okay with waiting if I have to, and apparently that's what I've got to do right now. And I'm rather picky too so I'm sure that's not helping it either. But I don't know, it makes sense to me to wait and find a good boy that's meant to by my first boyfriend or whatever and I want my first kiss to be special. It's not going to happen because of some stupid-ass game like spin-the-bottle or anything like that, that's for sure. I'm not expecting fireworks or anything, but it's gotta be that he genuinly feels something for me and me for him. Nothing like 'till death do us part, but an interest, an attempt at a possibility. There's so many ways one could put it. *sigh* I guess I may be revisiting this when I hit 21. It's been decided that it won't be totally pathetic if I've never been kissed or had a boyfriend until I hit that point. But after 21, it'll be pathetic. It'd be nice if something good happened before then, but if I've got to be pathetic, I will. It wouldn't be the first time, after all. Sorry, I just needed to get that out.

][ 2:18 am

Someday I'll be a rockstar. Why and what makes me think I actually could be? I don't know, but I just felt like typing that, so I did. I could maybe pull it off though. My voice isn't too terrible and I can definately dance and well, I can play like five chords and the beginnings of two songs on my electric guitar. lol I really want some lessons on that thing, but I don't have any money right now. I'm feeling pretty ding-dang-dong broke right now. I'm not completely broke, but it's definately down there. Arg. I also want to buy a bass guitar and learn that and a drum set and learn to play those too. Everything costs money nowadays though. You know, I just can't find any good free things to do anymore. You can't even play sports for free, they all cost money to get started and whatnot and it just plain sucks. And I just can't seem to afford anything. That's why I should become a rockstar. Then I could get the lessons, get a car, afford a place to stay because I'd really like to get out of this state, go take all the fun/rad classes that I want to take at this college in Cali, etc., etc. I don't think it's very likely though. I'd have to become a little stick figure and my hair really never nice to me. Plus, I don't know that I'd totally want to be a rockstar. I like doing it in my family room when no ones looking, but onstage... I don't know about that. It could be a whole lot of fun, but how do they all do it? I'd really like to co-write a song though. I'm a good poet and I've kinda written some lyrics before, but I can't ever seem to finish them and I can't usually come up with tunes. I need help with that stuff. Too bad Max Martin's too busy, I'd love to write something with him. The man is lyrical genius. lol

I didn't even turn on my computer on Saturday. I think I'm going through some sort of anti-internet phase or something. Gotta get over that though because I just got accepted for two new fanlistings and I'm actually accepted for one other, but someone's already made it and everyone's joined their's so why should I bother with an approved one? I guess I'll just need to get around to telling the fanlistings it's their's or whatever. Work was fine yesterday. I sat through the show in the lobby and tried to read a book that Autumn lent me, but it didn't work 'cause I kept getting distracted by the sounds from the movie. lol ;) Anthony asked me to make him a bracelet. lol So, I did that while I watched Spirited Away and Castle In The Sky when I got home later that night. I like Castle In The Sky, but I wish they would have given us some more information at the end. That was a bit of a bummer. Want me a Pazu though. ;) lol And then I just got a bit weirded out by Spirited Away. lol Autumn had to explain background stuff to me on it for me to kinda get it a little more. lol Like, I get that it's a coming of age story, but it's just really screwed up in that the plot doesn't exactly exist. At least, not like it should. Mad props and appreciation to the animation in it though. I love Japanese animation. :) And I want me a Haku(which I hope I spelled right) in dragon form 'cause he's just so pretty. :D lol Look what Autumn's done to me. lmao

So uhh... today, or yesterday now that it's past the midnight hour, I went to church and then to work like usual. :) I gave Anthony his bracelet and he seemed to like it/think it was cool so I can only hope he truly did. lol He let me tie it on him at least so he doesn't think it sucks, I'm sure. ;) lol I watched the last half of the movie again. lol Still haven't seen the beginning, but Autumn and I are gonna watch it on Tuesday night. :) Oh, and guess who came in for the second show? Okay, so no one would be able to guess, but it was James C. Autumn might know who that is if she reads this, don't know about anyone else who'd read this though so a brief explanation. James was in my fourth grade class after I first moved up here from California. He was a very cute boy and my first "real" crush. I never told him I liked him though. Tammy told me the summer before 9th grade that she'd heard him say he liked me in 4th grade, but she never told me until five years later! lmao How rude! lol Anyway, he didn't go to the same middle school as me so I saw him in 9th grade and he'd shaved his head and now he's all bulked up and doesn't look so cute anymore, but yeah, he came to the movie. lol I'm so sad and pathetic too 'cause I only saw him for a second when I happened to glance at the door right when he came in and then he was gone into the theatre and I kept thinking to myself, "James, come back and say 'hi' to me." lol I told you it was sad. Anyway, work was good.

I came home and watched some TV with my parents and then they went to bed and I had the sudden desire to go looking through my old scrap books of all my little kid stuff. It was nice. :) And I have a request for a be-lated b-day pressent now. I want to see Keith again, and Evan too. They were childhood friends of mine. I met both in pre-school and then Evan and I went to the same elementry school and were in the same class pretty much every year. Probably would have stayed that way too if I hadn't of moved. lol Anyway, I miss them both. Especially Keith. It may sound silly to you, but I remember so many things from pre-school with Keith and it was just good happy times and I'd really like to see him again someday. Perhaps I will. :) I saw Evan a few years back. He looks different. I didn't really get a chance to talk to him though. Maybe if I still get to go down to Cali this summer I'll call him up and see if he wants to meet me somewhere for a chat and a little visit. :)

This is quite the long post and I don't expect anyone's read through it all. But then again, that doesn't really matter because this is more just for me to have as a record of things in my life than for anything else. I always wonder if a lot of people read it or visit it a lot though. I'm not into counters much so I've no idea what kind of hits I get here. It's funny too because I've had a few people tell me that streeted.net's like famous and I can't believe that, no way. lol I believe it was Kriss that told me something like if you were a Backstreet Boys fan, you knew about streeted.net, but I think she's got it confused with backstreet.net or something 'cause there's nothing special about streeted.net right now except maybe the name. ;) lol Who knows though. After all, I do have like nine or so fans. ;) lmao Well, I'd best be off to bed. Autumn and I are going for pizza after I sleep for a while and to "look for jobs," but we don't usually end up doing that when we say we're going to. lol ;) Well, nighty-night and there might not be another post for a couple of days unless Autumn and I get really bored. lol ;)

][ 1:07 am

Friday, May 2, 2003

Wow, there's absolutely nothing for the month of May on my calendar over to the side. lol Ain't my life just so eventful? ;) lmao I need to find some ways to get out more. I like don't do anything. I sit at home on my butt all the time unless I go to work, go to a movie with Autumn, or I'm in bed sleeping. I want to do something, but what is there to do? I still need to look for a new job, but I've got no motivation to do it. :( I was actually given the oportunity to get more hours at the theatre by doing the cleaning, but that'd be basically every day for two hours and I really just don't want to do that. That doesn't sound like a whole lot of fun to me and although it'd be more money and I want to help out at the theatre as much as I can considering what happened, I think I'd end up hating doing that.

Anyway, this morning I woke up bright and early(for me anyway) and went to go pick up Autumn before heading to the movies. :) We went and saw The Lizzie McGuire Movie and it was pretty good. We both liked it, but are a little aggitated with the ending. lol It just like... ends. And in the stupidest way too! Arg. lol And the "Italian pop-star" guy looks really, really girly. Autumn didn't think so as much as I did. Plus, there's this part where "he" sings and who ever it was that they used for the voice of him sounded terrible! lol But, it was cute and I liked it and Gordo and Lizzie were all "I like you, but I can't tell you" the whole time until the end and it was just all cute. :) After that, I dropped Autumn off and went home before heading off to my theatre for work. lol

We opened X2: X-Men United today and guess what was there for us! X-MEN MOVIE PROMOTIONAL STUFF!!!!! *dances around* See? See? lol I wore an Iceman button and a Wolverine button on my shirt while doing concessions for both shows! :D It was fun. And they were dog-tags, but they didn't send any chains or string or anything, so I'll have to get some and wear those tomorrow when I work. lol Wouldn't it be great if I put the two that I got on some pink ribbon? lmao And then I took two posters because there's like 50 and it's not like the theatre was going to use them so all of us employees got to take some so I got one for me and one for... something! lol You may also have noticed I got two Iceman buttons. It's because he's my favorite. :D 1. Because he's a cutie. 2. Because his power is my favorite. Well, I also think it would be cool to be telekenetic(sp?), but ice would be my primary choice. Why? Because it's like with dragons, you see. All dragons have the ability to breathe fire, but it's the rare and special dragon that also has the ability to do the same thing with ice. I mean, if you think about it, you can do a lot more with ice than you can with fire and ice can be far more powerful. Think of glaciers and other things. Ice kicks butt man! Plus there's also the fact that I've hearted Shawn Ashmore(the guy who plays Iceman) for quite some time. ;) lol I think he needs to be on a layout real soon. Yay! lol Oh yeah, and if you hadn't guessed, I watched the movie while I was there. I missed like the first 15 minutes though 'cause lots of people came late to the first show. :( Poo on them! lol I'll go watch it on Monday again though so that way I can see the beginning and get more Shawn. :D

Ugh... I'm starting to get a bit of a pressure headache. Must be from sinuses. There's pollen all over my car every morning and it doesn't make my body very happy. lol I think I had something else I wanted to post about, but I can't remember what it was so I'll be going now. Gonna go lay down and watch one of the movies Autumn let me borrow. Gotta get them watched and back to her ASAP so that she doesn't have to be too long without them. ;) lol TTFN!

][ 11:46 pm

Thursday, May 1, 2003

Low and behold, better I feel! lol That's the Yoda side of my brain talking know you. ;) lmao I think the last post about me being sick was more than enough about the whole thing, so I'm not going to type up things from yesterday after my post. lol At least there was no throwing up through all of my illness, so that was VERY good. I've forgotten what it's like to throw up. lol That happened once years ago too and then I got sick and didn't recognize the signs and yeah... on the carpet in the hall. lol Oops. Anyway, I feel mostly all better now thanks to God and a whole lot of water n' stuff. :) Which means I'm going to see The Lizzie McGuire Movie tomorrow with Aki! lol YAY! And then I work both shows in the evening and we're opening X2: X-Men United so I'll probably watch that tomorrow as well. :D Lots of happy movies for me. Yay!

Yesterday I found out there's going to be this Stargate SG-1 contest and the grand prize is a walk-on role in one of the episodes!! Oh sheah! I'm so excited and I can't even enter until June 6th. lmao But maybe I'll win and that would be SO cool because that's exactly what I want to do! I wanna be on SG-1! lol I don't care if I have to squint to see myself way far in the background and I'm the only one who can tell that it's me, it'd just be way rad to say that I was in an episode! lol All right, so I'm a little crazy, it's good for me sometimes, you know? ;)

Today I didn't get out of bed until 4pm. But then again, I didn't get to sleep until like 4am so I guess that's probably why. I was feeling better late last night and so then I didn't feel tired and decided to stay up and then when I went to go to bed, I couldn't fall asleep. Now I've got to get to bed at a decent time tonight so that I can get up and go to the movie in the morning. lol The only thing is, will I be able to actually fall asleep at a good time. I know I can get into bed okay, but the whole falling asleep thing is a little up in the air. Oh, I got some questions. :)

How many domains/sites do you own, and how do you keep up with it? :)
Uhh... a lot. lmao You want an exact number? Well... *goes to try and count* Okay, I've got 15 domains at this time, not all of which are up or will ever be up and two of them are expiring at the end of this month, and 9 sites that aren't domains and are currently online. Most of those 9 sites are fanlistings too. And I don't think I should even consider going into all the past sites I've had. I've got a little bit of an addiction. As for how I keep up with them all... I don't really. At least I haven't been lately. I've been slacking a lot. I'm hoping to get my butt in gear soon though. :)

What nick concert did you go to?
Well, it wasn't exactly a Nick concert, but Nick was there and did perform. I went to one of the local radio station's Christmas concert that they put on every year and Nick was one of the many performers. Of course, Nick was really the only reason I went and the only reason I'd stand out in the freezing cold for I don't even remember how many hours waiting to get in. My poor little toes. lol It was worth it though because my toes are okay now and Autumn and I were up front by the fence. :D We were off to stage right, but it was still a darn awesome place to be. lmao We had to get pulled out of the pit by security after Nick was done performing so we could leave. lol There was no other way to get out. Good fun though. :)

All righty, off I go to open up rocker-baby.org real quick and then I'll have to get off the computer and attempt to get to sleep right away. G'night all! :) And thanks to Sam and Tamanna for wishing me well. :D *big hug*

][ 11:58 pm

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